Chapter 6 -- Renewals
: She renews her efforts to become uninhibited.
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: The author listed Jamaican Beauties Jaunt under Literotica's umbrella category
Novels and Novellas
: Erotic fiction with a broader scope. However, the events in this chapter cover a variety of Literotica categories including:
Exhibitionist & Voyeur
: this chapter includes the stories of a busty Jamaican woman dressed revealingly as she dances in a nightclub and shops in a clothing store.
Interracial Love
: this is a story about a developing relationship between a Mulatto Jamaican woman and her Internet friend, a Caucasian American man.
Mature
: this story's primary characters are a young (26-year-old) woman and a middle-aged (41-year-old) man.
Non-Erotic
: this chapter primarily covers how a young Jamaican woman with the aid of her mother and an Internet friend renews her efforts and continues her quest to become uninhibited.
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: All characters portrayed in this story are fictional and were, to the author's knowledge, at least 18 years old at the time they engaged in any form of sexual activity mentioned in this story.
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Renewal Conversations
When Denise ceased making her almost daily early morning calls to her mother, Annika sensed that she must have had a problem with the challenges. She decided to give Denise the space and time to work things out herself. However, after three weeks without hearing from Denise, Annika concluded it was time to take action. She called her youngest daughter on a Friday morning. Annika didn't try to get Denise to talk, instead, she announced, "The twins won't be able to make it for Christmas. Nonetheless, your father and I would like for you to spend the weekend and have Christmas dinner with us."
The twins were Denise's two older, married sisters. They weren't actually twins, although they had the same birthday they were born one year apart. Because they looked alike and celebrated the same birthday, Denise had believed they were twins, called them that, and the nickname stuck.
"I'm a little busy—" was all Denise got out before her mother interrupted.
"Actually, I called because I need you to come over and convince your father to take a few days of vacation. I'm worried about his health. You know how hard he's been working and I've been unable to convince him to take a few days away from the office and relax," Annika informed her daughter knowing Denise was aware that Ken Johnson had been working far too many hours and that Denise would do anything to help her beloved father.
"Mother, I know you're worried, but I've got my own problems," Denise whined.
Annika took a deep breath, and employing her skills as a practicing psychologist, asked, "Denise, do you really have problems or are you simply letting your negative thoughts control your mood and thus your behavior?"
"Mother, I'm a failure. I can't do anything right. I wouldn't be able to offer you or father any help," Denise whimpered.
"Dee-Dee, you know your father loves you and will do anything you ask. All you have to do is come over next weekend. We both know that once he learns you'll be staying with us, your father will take a few days off from work so he can spend time with you."
"Okay mother, I'll come over Thursday after work and spend Christmas weekend," Denise relented, not wanting to argue and knowing any further discussion would be futile. Her mother wasn't going to stop pestering her until she agreed to spend the weekend and have Christmas dinner with her parents.
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Late afternoon on the Thursday before Christmas Eve, Denise drove to her parents' house in the Melbourne district of Kingston. She'd worked that morning and spent her now habitual two hours in the gym, running on the treadmill, lifting weights, and swimming laps.
Daily workouts was a habit she'd adopted after she'd become online friends with Will. It was something he'd suggested as a way to feel better about her body and herself. It would, he'd explained, give her a feeling of accomplishment—just for having done it and for any goals she attained, such as a higher speed on the treadmill, lifting more weight, or swimming a faster lap time. Besides, any resulting improvement in her body would undoubtedly benefit her self-esteem.
Will had been correct; she immediately noticed a difference in her weight and body tone. She soon noticed she felt better mentally and physically. So much so, that she'd become virtually addicted to working out—it was beyond a habit, it had become a need. She'd worked it into her schedule every day of the week, either just after work or, on her three days off, first thing in the morning, instead of work.
As she was driving through Kingston to her parents, Denise remembered, "That's right, it was Will who urged and prodded me to begin working out regularly. When I mentioned I was noticing improvements, he and mother exhorted me to work out more often, perhaps daily, and to increase my workout regimen."
That realization caused her to smile for the first time in four weeks, and she considered, "Mother and Will are of the same mind. They both want to help me become the person I've always wanted to be. They want me to learn to be happy with my body, my desires, and myself. They want me to be uninhibited, to enjoy life. Maybe, I should have made more of an effort to listen to what they were telling me. Perhaps, in the future, I should pay more attention to their advice."
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While Denise was putting her things away in the spare room, her old bedroom, Annika asked if she would join her in the den when she was finished. Denise objected, suspecting her mother planned to counsel her, but Annika explained, "It's more comfortable in there and I have some bread, cheese, and an excellent Bordeaux we can enjoy whilst we catch up."
They chatted about one another's work while they sipped wine and enjoyed the bread and cheese. Refilling their glasses, Annika decided it was time to change the subject to the real reason for this chat. Based on her assumptions as to what had caused her daughter to become a recluse, she asked, "So Denise, you've had four weeks to sort through your feelings about the challenges, what have you concluded?"
Denise immediately recalled her embarrassment when, as she danced at the Quad, her three former friends ridiculed her for exposing her oversized and disproportionate body. She frowned and complained, "Mother, I was a fool to let Will, father, and you talk me into taking on the challenges. I was an idiot to think I could be uninhibited. I just exposed my horrid and ungainly body to everyone and ended up embarrassing myself. I'm not like you; I'm not beautiful and outgoing. I'm just... an oversized cow."
Annika seethed inside as she calmly pointed out and asked, "Denise, your father and I have told you many times, you are a beautiful young woman. Why won't you believe us?"
Denise ignored her mother and continued the rant she'd been repeating to herself for the last four weeks, "You, father, and Will coerced me to think I was beautiful, to believe people would enjoy watching an oversized and ungainly girl like me pose topless in a public park, expose herself in a bar, and dance naked in a nightclub. I was a misguided fool to try to become... an uninhibited... exhibitionist."
"Denise Janeen Johnson, stop whining, sit up straight, and pay attention to what I'm going to tell you," Annika scolded.
Because of her years of parochial school discipline, Denise responded immediately and automatically sat up in her chair, pulled her shoulders back, and looked at her mother.
Annika smiled and told her daughter, "Good! Now pick up your glass and drink your wine whilst I explain some things to you."
Denise obeyed, nodding her understanding before she sipped her wine, remembering to keep her back straight, her shoulders back, her chest thrust forward, and her eyes focused on her mother.
Annika picked up her own glass and followed Denise's lead before continuing, "First of all, your father and I do not lie, we hate lies, and you know that. Yet you insist on claiming we were lying to you every time we told you that you were beautiful."
Denise opened her mouth to respond, but Annika held up her hand to stop her. Once Denise closed her mouth, Annika continued her lecture, "Don't answer me now. Think about what I said and what you're saying about your parents."