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The day I lost my virginity, I couldn't believe it really happened. I left is disbelief. I agreed with Coach Walters that I'd be good to his star player and promised to give him anything he wanted. I wasn't too happy though that he said if they lost a game while he was sidelined, that I'd have to pay for it, but in a way, it was fair.
Even though I said I understood, I was in a daze. My legs were sore, my skin was a little damp, and my crotch...ohh god, it hurt. Not in a bad way though, in a way were it almost ached to be touched again. I was so confused, I didn't know what had just happened.
Was I raped? I wondered. Did I really enjoy that? I walked home. It began raining, so I put my jacket over my head and trotted to my house. I was lucky to live so close to school, it saved me on gas money.
I got home and unpacked my backpack, getting out my history book and notes, "A big test on Monday. What the hell am I going to do?" I thought, tapping my pencil on my binder paper. All I could think about was Mack's hard chest and arms, and even though it had been my first time, I felt like a woman. Like I was some strange sex vixen. My skin burned thinking about the ordeal. I got up from my desk and went to my bathroom, "Maybe just a quick shower, I'll feel better."
I turned on the water and waited for it to get to the right temperature. I slid off my clothes, putting them in my hamper and then stepped into the shower, closing the curtain when inside. I stood there in the water letting it beat down my face and front. I opened my mouth and let the water run over my lips, it felt so good and hot. I moaned when I felt my nipples warm up to the water, becoming erect with the water hitting them.
I took my body wash and squeezed out a small amount on a loofah and began to scrub down my arms and front. I didn't feel dirty, not because I took a shower at the school after everything happened, but because what I did didn't feel dirty to me.
I turned around in front of the water and let it run down my back. My hair was still in a ponytail and the water ran down my spine and over the small of my back and over my ass. It felt good between my ass cheeks and I bent over slightly letting the warm water run over my ass hole. I gasped when I felt the water beat down on my tiny butt hole. I thought of Mack's tongue across my tiny hole and moaned again, thinking of it sliding across and probing it.
I let my loofah fall the floor and I leaned against the wall with my face pressed against the cool tile, my head under the shower head and the water running down my back. I moaned feeling the water running over my ass cheeks and trailing down the backs of my legs. I reached behind and grabbed my ass cheeks, I spread them apart a little, and almost screamed out as the hot water ran over my ass hole. I never knew that my ass would feel good to be touched until Mack touched it for the first time, now I was experimenting in my private bathroom.
I remembered that my mom and step dad were going out for dinner in an hour and wouldn't be home until late, so I knew that I had time in the shower later. I stood back up washed the soap off my body. I got out of the shower and dried off. I put on my towel and fuzzy slippers and went to my desk. My mom came in later and said she was going out and would see me in the morning, giving me a $20 for pizza and said to not stay up late.
I watched their car drive away in the setting sun and I looked at the clock. 7 p.m. Hmmm....
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Ding dong! Ding dong!
I ran down the stairs and answered the door. John came in, his backpack halfway off. I was still in my sweats and a baggy tshirt and my fuzzy slippers.
"Damn, I thought you were the pizza guy..." I said with a smile and closed the door once he was all the way inside.
"Gee thanks, Claire, and I thought you were a senior in high school." He motioned down at my slippers. "You look like you have dead cats on your feet." He smiled. He dropped his backpack on the dinner table and headed for the kitchen. "Where's Barbie and Ken?" he asked, opening the fridge and pulling out a coke. He was so used to my house that he had free range over the kitchen and pretty much ever room in the whole house.
"They are with some friends for dinner and drinks, discussing what to do for the New Year's Eve party at the Hilton this year." I sat down. My mom's name isn't Barbie, but it may as well be. When Dad got too old for her, she dropped him with a nasty divorce and soon found Bo, my step dad who isn't much older than me but who am I to judge, he is nice to mom. Now instead of my mom meeting with milk and cookies like in elementary school, she spends her time with her socialite friends and discusses fundraisers or what happened on Sex in the City.
"Right, is it the AIDS benefit?" he asked, sipping his coke and handing it to me. I took a drink then let out a light laugh.
"Right, AIDS benefit. Mom wouldn't be caught dead giving money to an organization like that." I took another drink and handed the can back to John, the door bell rang and I took the $20 off the counter and headed to the door. "It's the Susan Benny Foundation she's helping out with now." John followed behind me.
"You mean the people who are trying to tear up that park and build condos?" he asked upset.
"Yup," I opened the door and payed the pizza delivery guy the money and got the pizza, closing the door and heading back to the kitchen with John. "Ever since her husband got killed jogging, she thinks if she tears down the park and builds all those condos she'll be doing the world a favor."
"Wasn't he getting head from a hooker when he got killed?" he opened the box and released the steam.
"Something like that. It's stupid to tear down a park and build the condos. We have so many apartment complexes and condos already, do we really need more?" I sat with him and we ate the pizza together, just like old times.
"So wanna do another bet?" he asked when he finished his third slice.
"No way!" I said laughing. I took a sip from his coke and crunched up the can, throwing it in the trash can by the counter. "Your last bet got me in a lot of trouble."
"What do you mean, we didn't get caught." He stood up and put the pizza box away in the fridge. "Can I get the left overs?"
"Yeah." I grabbed his back pack and we headed to the stairs. "I've got news for your John," I said looking back at him as we started up the stairs to my room. "Your lil' bet got me in trouble with Coach Walters and Mack."
"What?" John said. "What are you talking about?"
We got into my room and closed the door, John plopped down on my bed on his stomach, letting his shoes slide off his feet. "You said on the phone you needed help with the your history test, so why are we talking about high school drama crap?"
"Because it's really amazing what happened John! You won't believe it!" I laid on the bed next to him and began to tell him all the juicy details from the night. "Can you believe it?"
"No way, that didn't happen. Prove it, C!" he said laughing, sitting up on the bed. "Call Mack, get him to tell me that's what happened."
"No way, I don't' want to talk to him for a few days...it's just too weird." I said laying on my side looking at John. He smiled back.
"You do seem different....you almost can't stop smiling," he said. "Did you really have sex?"