ENTRY 6
Fucking A.... I have some shit to update you on my digital diary. If you recall a couple months ago I wrote to you that some more stuff happened with Chet and his brother (sigh). And that Daniel has asked me to build a better relationship with Chet, his best friend. I think his exact words were "Candace, why don't you give some love to Chet. He is my best friend and you're the love of my life. You might as well be good to each other."
If that is not a ringing endorsement to "go fuck my best friend." I don't know what is.
Well, my digital diary, I have been getting to know Chet better. We have had a half dozen rendezvous in the last couple months and fucked and fucked and fucked some more. I really enjoy sex with him. He has a nice big cock and loves to do all kinds of sexual stuff. I am able to do things with him that I found that I enjoy that I just have not been able to get Daniel to do with me yet.
In fact, Chet has been "training my ass," whatever that means. He keeps playing with my ass and fingering it. He slides the buttplug or a dildo in and out. He keeps telling me that he is going to fuck it one day. I can't imagine his big cock in my ass, regardless of how much I enjoy the penetration so far.
But I am still heavily conflicted my digital diary. I love Daniel. He loves me. I still see my future with him. We had a wonderful night last week. Date night. Romantic. Went home and got naked. He went down on me! I went down on him. I jerked him off until he exploded. Then I rode him until we shared an orgasm. He still made me use a condom though. Arggg. Sexual progress though right?
Afterwards in the afterglow of our lovemaking, he reiterated his love for me and that he intends on spending the rest of his life with me. He might propose soon? Would I say yes? I mean I always envisioned myself being a faithful wife. I would have to cut off my activities with Chet. But somehow Daniel would still expect me to be good friends with his best friend. That would be awkward.
I have thought of virtually nothing else for the past 5 or 6 months besides this predicament. I really really like fucking Chet. But I really really love Daniel.
Sigh....
So anyway, now off to what I have to tell you. Daniel wants me to spend time with Chet to get to know him. He is aware that I have seen him a couple times, but obviously does not know how many times or what we have been doing.
So Daniel set us up to do a double date with Chet and a girl he is 'seeing'. It happened last weekend. Oh Jeez. Anyway, my first thought was how uncomfortable it was going to be to hang out with my boyfriend Daniel, Chet (who I'm fucking) and his girl (who I have to also assume he is fucking). I totally did not want to do it. But Daniel begged me saying that it would be a good opportunity to spend time with Chet and I and that if the guys got busy, I would have another girl to talk to. Men are so dumb.
So the plan was for us to drive home to his parent's house on Friday after he got out of school and we'd hang out with his parents and spend the night. Then we would sleep in and take it easy and then meet up with Chet and his girl late afternoon.
Well Friday came and Daniel went to school. He calls me an hour after he is supposed to be home letting me know that he is delayed and that I should just go ahead and head out without him. That he would catch up with me tonight. I told him I wanted to wait. He said he would hurry.
Daniel did not break away. Finally late evening he said he was not going to make it and that I should just go ahead. I told him I was not interested in going without him. Long story short, I went without him. I figured I could hang out at my parent's house. He convinced me that he would join me as soon as possible.
So I drove home. I was fuming the whole way. The very last thing I wanted to do was hang out with Chet and his 'date'. I wanted Chet to myself. I mean if Daniel is going to prioritize school, then I'd rather find a way to fuck Chet. But I couldn't if he had some other girl that is going to be there.
I started to daydream that if Daniel didn't make it, that Chet would cancel with his woman and spend time with me. I got wet thinking about it. I almost drove off the road dreaming about it. But I finally made it to my parent's house. It was late so I ended up just crashing. Daniel called and said he was not driving to his parents on this night because it was so late.
The next morning, I woke up and went for a run. As I took a shower, I made sure to shave and clean everything, just in case.
I sent a text to Chet. No response. Daniel sent me a text telling me that he got busy with school again but was trying to finish as soon as he could.
I sent a text to Chet again to let him know that Daniel was running late or might not even make it. Still no response. Without a response from Chet, I assumed the worst. I thought he was busy fucking his girl and leaving me hanging. I felt a little jealous.
Daniel called me and told me that there was a school catastrophe of some kind that they were trying to fix. He told me that it could not wait. He apologized profusely that he was not going to be able to make the double date. He suggested I still go, that it would give me a chance to build on that relationship with Chet and to meet his girl.
I was super angry. I called Chet. No answer. Arrgggg. I was tempted to drive home and say 'fuck you' to all of them.
Finally like a couple hours later, Chet sent me a text. It said simply: We'll be at the restaurant at 3. Look forward to seeing you.
Did Chet not know that Daniel was not going to make it? He had to. I sent him a text about it and left him a voicemail about it. I replied to him again stating that Daniel was not going to make it and that we should cancel. Chet did respond this time and simply told me to show up anyway.
I don't know why I decided to go. I was convinced that I was going to have a bad time without Daniel. My heart told me that seeing Chet with another woman was going to upset me. All signs said to turn around, but I didn't. I went forward and headed to the restaurant.
When I showed up at the restaurant, the hostess showed me the way to their table. As I approached, Chet stood up and so did the woman. She was super tiny. She couldn't have been more than 5'3" and at best weighed 90 lbs. She had fire engine red hair and freckles. She looked very nice in a tight fitting dress. I felt underdressed.
She approached me first and hugged me. That's right. She hugged me. It was a tight hug. Like we were old friends and she was happy to see me. When the hug broke, she said her name was Megan.
Chet gave me a warm hug and a kiss. Yes a kiss. In front of his woman. As I stood there confused, he told me that he was glad I showed up even without Daniel. He quickly let me know that Daniel had called him and let him know that he was not going to be able to make it and that he was supposed to take care of me. Whatever that meant.
We were seated at one of those tables that only seat four. Chet sat across from me with Megan on my left. The tables were really packed in and we were scrunched in at what seemed like a very small area. I could not have been more than 18 inches from Megan.
Megan smelled wonderful. Just a quick side note.
Anyway, the evening went better than I expected. We had a really good discussion where I laughed a ton; which I guess I needed. It really loosened me up. I did not know I was wound so tight. In hindsight is seems obvious.
Megan was very warm and friendly. If I did not know better, I would even call her flirtatious with me. She touched my arm or my shoulder multiple times. To my delight I came to like her right away; which totally surprised me.
After maybe an hour, Chet got up and walked around and massaged my shoulders. Aside from my concern over how Megan was going to react, I appreciated it. Then he excused himself to make a phone call.
With Chet gone, I was concerned about how the conversation was going to go. Megan wet for the gullet right away. She asked me if I liked fucking Chet. Yes. For real. She asked me if I liked fucking Chet.
I turned dark red immediately. I was so embarrassed. I was not sure if she was confronting me for fucking her boyfriend or what. I was quite nervous. I did not know how to answer.
I think the discomfort was obvious. Megan moved her chair closer to me. She touched my arm gently and told me that it was totally okay and that she would keep my secret.
I think my face lightened up a little. I was still unsure of the situation. Megan continued by telling me that she and Chet have been friends with benefits for a couple years. She told me that the few times she has been with Chet, she enjoyed it.
Megan leaned in very close, maybe a few inches from my face and whispered, "I am mostly lesbian and you are incredibly hot."
And then she took her hand and pulled me into her and kissed me. I was shocked, but I went with it. The kiss was aggressive, but gentle. It was sensual. After a few soft kisses, she kissed me more passionately. She slipped her tongue in my mouth and I willingly accepted it.
After a minute or two she broke the kiss. She looked me in the eyes and told me that she liked me and wanted to get to know me more intimately.
Then she kissed me again. At some point, Chet returned and cleared his throat. That broke us up and Megan returned to her side of the table.
We finished our dinner talking about sex and dating. I tried my best to defend my relationship with Daniel, although there were points that I had little ground to stand on.
Chet asked me if I drove to the restaurant. I told him I took an uber because there was no parking close. Chet suggested we share an uber back. I told him that did not make sense because my parent's house was the opposite direction to his house.
Megan chimed in letting me know that they were going back to her place. Before I could speak, Chet added that Megan lived close to my parent's house. It did make sense then, so I agreed.
Chet ordered an uber. When the car showed up, it only seated 3 people. Megan suggested that Chet take the front seat and bond with the driver. She looked at me and said, "I'd like Candace to sit in the back with me."