Diana Richards heard her husband Charles saying something about John Wayne. She saw how the look on his face changed as he practically dropped a platter onto the picnic table.
Oh, God...he knows it's true...
When they had met that day in the hospital after her attack, Wayne had given nothing of his emotions away...
He'd only looked concerned! But Charles must've figured out that he still loves me, too...
Lynda had also picked up on something. She asked Diana what was going on.
Diana swallowed hard. "He knows about the big man and me...and I think he knows he still loves me! How in the hell did he figure that out?"
Lynda looked at Diana and asked in confusion, "What are you talking about? Who is this...'big man' and who still loves you?" she asked even louder as Diana jumped up and headed over to where Charles was standing on the other side of the pool.
It's time to get things out in the open...
Charles gazed at Diana as she approached him with a wary look on her face. She stopped just in front of him.
"Yes, I know that you told me the truth about the affair with John Wayne and I know that he still loves you. And the fact that you won't talk about that weekend just makes me realize that it was, as you said, the most incredible experience of your life! I have to learn how to deal with the images I keep seeing in my head of you and him together! It just makes me a little insane at times!!!"
The women had joined them. Lynda, Barbara and Dawn were staring at Diana in shock.
Diana glanced at her girlfriends and grinned jokingly. Then she frowned as she explained.
"OK... you remember that weekend I disappeared in April of '54... the weekend after we all celebrated Lynda's divorce from the bastard, and I told you I had disappeared with 'just some man?' Well... that man was John Wayne. I didn't want to tell anyone about it because I didn't want to have to answer a lot of questions and I still don't want to. It happened, we fell in love but we weren't meant to be together, so we parted! Now can we just let this drop, please?"
Lynda ranted, "Why didn't you tell ME? Why did you give me some bullshit story that you'd offered yourself to him but he turned you down and told you you deserved better, and that you spent the weekend with some random man to try and make you not feel humiliated? I'm your best friend! You couldn't have trusted me with this? I'm the one who'd always tried to talk you out of those damned one-time encounters with strange men and this was the one time I'd encouraged you to go after a man!"
Tom looked at Charles when Lynda made the comment about one-time encounters with strange men. Charles rolled his eyes and shook his head...
I guess you already knew about that... Damn, partner... I would never have suspected that Diana was a woman with a past...
Lynda continued. "What did you think I'd do—go blabbing to whole world that my best friend fucked John Wayne?!!! I could've been there for you like I was when that bastard took your virginity and dumped you immediately afterward! I always tried to make you see that you were better than you thought you were and that you deserved more! I sometimes felt I cared more about you than you cared about yourself!"
Diana sighed. "Damn it, Lynda... I know you've always cared about me, but you didn't have to blab practically my whole life's sad story in front of Tom, Jon and Rick!"
She looked at them a little sadly. "Sorry, guys...I know you all think I'm this strong, confident woman, but when you get to know me a little better, you'll find out how screwed up I am!"
She turned back to Lynda. "And Lynda, I didn't run to you that time because I really didn't want ANYONE else to know about it—and not because I was afraid you'd blab. I just knew you would've wanted details and I didn't want to tell anyone the details... I wanted it to stay just between him and me."
But Ward Bond knows a lot of the details...
Diana felt like a hypocrite. But it was the only excuse she could come up with to try to soothe Lynda's hurt feelings. She stared at her best friend, pleading with her eyes for Lynda to understand and let it go.
Lynda sighed heavily. "I don't know why you don't want to share the details. Hell, if I'd fucked somebody that famous, I'd be dying to tell my best friend all about it—unless it was the worst sex I'd ever had! Is that why you didn't want to tell me about it—because it was bad? If it was so bad, why would you have stayed the whole week..."
Lynda paused as realization hit. "It wasn't bad...and he fell in love with you but you couldn't marry him? Why not?"
Charles jumped in, growling loudly at Diana. And as he ranted at her, she melted under his heated gaze and from the forcefulness of his passionate, angry voice.
"Because he felt too fucking possessive of her! His jealousy over the thought of her with another man made him want to do crazy things, like kill any other man who'd ever dare to touch her! It puts images in his head of her making love to another man and it drives him insane! He's a famous movie star! He couldn't handle a life in the public eye if he threw fits threatening to kill any man who dared to mess with his wife! But I can handle it... I'll kill any man who's dared to touch her! I'll drag her to bed to erase the images in my head of her fucking HIM, and I'll beat the shit out of any man who messes with her!"
They were both panting heavily. They just stared at each other for a second. Then he grabbed her shoulders and pulled her against him as he crushed his lips to hers. He kissed her fiercely. She whimpered passionately, wrapping her arms around his torso. Charles deepened the kiss. He wrapped his arms around her shoulders, parted her lips and thrust his tongue into her mouth. They groaned in desire.
The tension between them was instantly dissolved by their possessive love and desperate desire for one another.
There were several moments of awkward silence. Their friends were all looking at them and at each other as they all thought the same thing.
What the fuck just happened?!!!
Charles finally ended the kiss and slowly released her. He brought his hand up to her face and caressed her cheek with the backs of his fingers. They smiled softly at one another for a few seconds.
He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, looked around and said, "So, why are you all just standing around? The food's ready... let's eat!"
Everyone just stared at them. Lynda finally said, "What just happened between you two? What the fuck was that all about?"
Charles and Diana looked at each other and smiled. Charles said, "Let's sit down and eat and we'll try to explain it to you."