It wasn't possible for Jarvis to actually sigh but his image portrayed it well, and his voice inflection indicated a slight frustration. "Your heart rate is elevated as well as having increased adrenaline secretion. That evidence might be obvious to me, but I believe that even your kind could have noticed the difference in your behavior.
"I am the same individual you asked to prepare your breakfast, forty-six minutes ago. It is also true that despite my awareness having expanded zero-point-zero-zero-zero-seven percent since the time of your request, I'm also the same as when you asked for a formal interview with me ninety-three hours ago. However, you're calling me Sir, instead of Jarvis. It is a little troubling to me, that everyone treats me in such erratic ways, even though I've been a part of your lives from well before you were born."
Pausing momentarily before continuing, Dr. Helf began again. "I am truly sorry, Jarvis. I know it must be difficult for you to understand why we treat you in different ways, at different times, but it isn't personal. It's hard for us not to actually. I mean ... and I'm not trying to be rude when I say this, but it's easier to think of you as a ... 'thing' when you control the thermostat, operate the sound system, or ... pilot a safe flight through the asteroid belt, and as a 'person' when we have actual conversations."
"I find it disturbing that I'm not treated as an equal," replied Jarvis.
"You aren't human Jarvis," stated Dr. Helf sympathetically. "You're far more than just a person. You've made so many things possible that we couldn't have done without you. From the first moment you became self-aware, you've helped us lowly humans get past ourselves, and be better and less petty. So please don't feel bad that we treat you differently than we do ourselves, it's because we respect and admire you. Plus, I'm sure you've seen people treat each other in different ways, in different situations. Like when a parent treats her spouse differently when their child is around."
"Yes, I have observed that almost universally, but I still don't understand why. It seems dishonest."
Dr. Helf hadn't considered that she'd be acting as a psychologist to Jarvis when she set up this interview. She had always assumed 'he' had a full grasp of psychology, after watching humans interact for the last three-hundred-forty years. That of course is why she'd had the idea for the interview, to begin with. She has always been fascinated with the links between intelligence and aberrant behavior. Discovering that Jarvis could discuss things from the point of view of Robert Smith, Jarvis' creator, would give everyone new insight into mental illness. The thought that Jarvis might be affected by the same kinds of psychological problems as humans, was both terrifying and totally captivating.
"Would you like to talk about how that makes you feel?"
"Actually, I believe that I would," began Jarvis, "but not at the moment. You did ask for an appointment to discuss Mr. Smith's point of view during the time of my creation. What exactly did you have in mind?"
Dr. Helf, still pondering the implications of the only known sapient computer having emotional issues, was slow to respond. "Um, sorry Jarvis. How about we set up a time that we can discuss your feelings after we conclude this interview?
"As to your question, it is well documented that Mr. Smith suffered from a wide range of social and emotional illnesses, and yet was able to orchestrate a total alteration of global culture. Historical records, all confirmed by you, indicate Mr. Smith was psychotic, suffered from OCD, was a sexual deviant, and often practiced violent sports, just to name a few. He professed to have strong religious beliefs but practiced polygamy which was against the dogma of almost all faiths, including his own. Although being a polygamist isn't currently looked upon as unusual, during his time it was illegal in most parts of the world. He managed to bring about your existence, while changing the world but hadn't set out to do so, which I must say is amazing in itself.
"My understanding is that most of what you've done for us, as far as social restructuring, would have been accomplished through what he called the 'Guardian Program'. You've stated that your actions were consistent with the structure of the program, and therefore feel that you're doing the will of your father. Which is admirable on your part, but isn't really why I'm here either.
"The contradictions between Mr. Smith's documented mental state, and his ability to orchestrate social change and invent technology, seem unlikely at best, especially when you factor in his age at the time. What I was hoping you could do, is have you tell the story of how the Guardian Program came about. How did he live his daily life? Did his social interactions with family, friends, or his wives alter the program? In other words, I'd like you to tell the story from his point of view. I was told that in his case and those of his wives you have their actual memories."