It was every Autumn of her life that Ivory and the rest of her clan made the same trek south. Every Spring she returned the same way. She reasoned that the journey would seem less arduous as each year came by, but this year the wind was colder, the snow heavier and the ground more treacherous. Ivory wondered whether the migration only seemed worse because it was the first time her mother wasn't there to accompany her, but Glade was as good a companion as her mother had ever been and in certain ways a rather better one.
Where the soil wasn't frozen, it was churned up by the hooves of mammoth, rhinoceros and horse as they were funnelled rather too close for mutual comfort along narrow valleys where lions, hyenas and wolves gathered in their greatest numbers.
"This reminds me of my long journey northwards with Demure," said Glade as she scraped off as much as she could of the glutinous muck that coated her fur boots.
"I still don't understand why you stayed with the conniving bitch," said Ivory.
"Often, if nothing else, it was for companionship alone," Glade reflected. "It's not easy to be alone in strange and unfamiliar landscapes. There were so many wild animals that we'd never seen before and for many days and nights we didn't dare approach any of the villages along the sea-shore."
"Why not? Surely, they would have sheltered you?"
"The fires that blazed above the hills along the shore were used to send very precise messages and they would, of course, have spread news of our exile. When we lived by the sea, we were kept informed about the affairs of far-away villages, so we knew that every one of the Ocean People's villages had been warned to shun a certain black woman and her lighter skinned female companion."
"So, if you didn't go along the sea-shore, where did you travel?"
"We couldn't head towards the South and the Sun, because Queen Mimosa's people would find us and almost certainly kill not only Demure, but me for consorting with her. So, we were forced to walk away from the Sun towards the North. We didn't know then that the Sun ascends less high in the sky as you walk away from it and that it shines less heartily. Although we never strayed far from the sight and sound of the sea, we didn't dare walk along the sand or too close to the pebbles that settled in its wake. But beyond the shore was a desolate landscape: often nothing more than sand that extended far, far, far into the distance with no sign of another sea."
Glade remembered this earlier trek with a shudder. On her trek with Ivory and the Mammoth Hunters, her principal concern was the cold that penetrated the layers of thick fur, but at that time it had been the overwhelming heat. The two woman urgently sought out any shade they could find from the unforgiving Sun. After even a few moments of exposure they were dazed and their skin would burn. Today, Glade was protected by other travellers who would help her if she missed a step or fell ill or was pursued by a leopard. Then, there were just two naked women, who carried all they had in skin pouches secured by leather straps over their shoulders.
"Just
where
the fuck are we going?" Demure asked bitterly.
Glade smiled. Demure's anger at her predicament gave the women the strength to ward off despair. But all it took for hope to vanish was to gaze beyond the mottled shade of scrubby bushes between which they darted across the dusty, sometimes sandy, soil. Beyond was an unforgiving endless barren plain.
Glade gestured towards the empty dune-strewn horizon to the East. "We can't go that way because we don't know where the next spring or oasis might be." She gestured towards the distant blue aura of the ocean. "And we can't go that way because you fucked it up with the Ocean People,"
"It's not my fault they took against me," protested Demure disingenuously.
Glade resisted the temptation of countering her lover's claim of innocence. The couple had engaged in this argument many times before and Glade knew that there was nothing more to be gained. She was in possession of the inviolable truth whilst Demure possessed a self-righteousness that exceeded rational argument.
"And we can't head south because Mimosa's tribe will lynch us..."
"You can't blame me for that."
"I'm not sure I can't, you know," countered Glade who remembered only too well Demure's harsh treatment of her slaves. "So, all that's left is to walk towards the North and with the Sun forever on our backs."