02: Monday, July 6, 2043, 1530 hours CST: Alexis and Charisse
The crew of Mars Colony Mission One consisted of six astronauts from the US, including Zach, and six astronauts from various other countries. Now that the final selection had been made, the six international astronauts would be joining the US astronauts at their base within a few days. From then, they had less than six months to train together as a crew before launch. Colleen, Colonel Bruno, had probably been on the phone with most of them by now.
Zach realized he didn't know how to act with any of these women. Should he be flirty and open to suggestions to encourage them to speak freely to him and get their needs met, or should he be chill in order not to disturb them more than they were already undoubtedly disturbed by this turn of events? He realized he would have to play it by ear, listen carefully, and guess, and he was a bad guesser.
He was way too literal-minded and unemotional to read between the lines of any woman. He knew women to be infinitely complex and mysterious: life-giving one moment, murderous the next, each of them uniquely driven by emotional and temperamental forces beyond the ken of a simple man like himself. In short, he was completely fucked. He could only hope that more productive than unproductive fucking resulted from the whole affair.
About half an hour after Zach had gotten back to his office from his unusual yet thrilling meeting with Colonel Bruno, Alexis Warren, a geologist also picked to be on their crew of 12 to colonize Mars, called him. "Hey, Zach, congratulations," she began shyly. Normally Alexis was sassy, flirty, and somewhat inappropriate. Her acting shy was way out of character.
"Congratulations back!" Zach replied with as much cheer as he could muster under the unusual circumstances.
"Charisse and I would like to meet you for dinner and talk," Alexis said. Charisse Roberts was one of the chosen crew's botanists.
"Talk, eh? What did you have in mind? Meet in the commissary at six?"
"We were thinking Mercutio's. We've made reservations for seven." That was the fancy Italian restaurant off base in nearby Webster. It looked like they wanted to take the lead. Zach felt relief. Maybe this could be fun.
"Ooh, fancy! Should I be worried about my virtue?" Zach teased. Mercutio's was renowned in the astronaut corps for being a seduction choice. The implication was clear.
"Yes, very. We've been briefed by Colleen as you have."
Zach swallowed. "How briefed?"
"You mean that...? I'll call you back." Then Alexis hung up. It became evident that he had just given away Colleen's secret somehow. Alexis was perceptive. He hoped it wouldn't be trouble.
Five minutes later, Alexis called back and sighed, "She's not talking."
"I'm happy to hear that," Zach replied noncommittally. "And yes, I'll meet you and Charisse at Mercutio's at seven."
"I'm glad it's you, Zach."
"Thank you, Lex. That means a lot to me. I'm glad to be going to Mars with you, too." Zach knew Alexis could hear the worry in his voice.
"Everything will be fine. You know you would rather be ashes than dust."
"Bring lots of water, then."
"Hah! See you later." Alexis hung up. The date was set with Alexis and Charisse.
What of Ayana and Colby, the other two of the six crew chosen from the US? Zach decided he needed to call them. He didn't want either to feel like he was avoiding them. He dialed Ayana's number.
Ayana Dean was the crew's other doctor and one of his closest associates among those who could have been chosen. Zach was somewhat of a mentor to Ayana, almost like an older brother, except for the hopeless crush he had on her, hopeless because she wasn't into men. Ayana answered, saying, "I knew you'd call."
"Of course you did. And congratulations. Have you spoken to Colonel Bruno yet?"
"Just now."
"And?"
"Hey, remember, I'm into women too, just like you." Though Ayana didn't need to remind him of this, Zach thought. His heart did, every time he saw her. She teased, "I'll steal them all away from you."
"Be my guest, otherwise I may be killed. And you probably will steal them away! You're much better looking than I am, I think we can agree."
"I wish you were right," said Ayana. "Twelve is a very small town. Sadly, I think they are probably all into men. Not that I won't make invitations. You never know until you ask."
"You'll get lucky. I'm confident," Zach encouraged. He would not bring up the baby thing. He would not be the one to bring up the baby thing. He found himself asking, "And what are your... plans?" What was he thinking?
As if she could read his mind anyway, Ayana responded, "I'm less into turkey basters even than men, so that route is not for me. I'll close my eyes and think of England, or Lady Liberty, or something. It would have been that way for me anyway, no matter who the gent was. The fact that it should be you, and I like you, will make it easier for me, I think. I'm overjoyed at the prospect you'll be the father of my child, if you're willing."
"I'd be thrilled and honored," Zach said shyly. "We can make it work." He was torn, because he was sweet on Ayana and wanted her as much in his life as possible, yet he knew she wasn't really attracted to him, at least not physically. It would be fine, he reassured himself.
"Oh Zach. You're such a great guy. You make me wish I was even a little bisexual," Ayana praised. "But it has been obvious to me that you're a little crushy on me. Are you really going to be emotionally okay with only half the cookie?"
"Okay, fail on hiding my feelings from you," Zach mused. "Honestly, I think the crushy part will make it easier for me in the long run. I'm a big boy. I know you are not into men as sexual partners, generally speaking, and ultimately, I could not bear you being unsatisfied in your life. I know there are other fish in the sea for both of us. In fact, it's likely there will be too many fish for both of us." They chuckled at this. "So I'll be fine as long as you're not traumatized or our relationship ruined by any of it."
"Don't worry about such things. We don't need to figure it all out this very moment," Ayana pointed out.
"Should we... meet and talk about it?" Zach ventured.
"Let me think. I'll get back to you."
"No problem. And do you... forget it. No problem."
"Would it hurt the baby if I was really stoned when I conceived?"
Evidently wheels were turning. "Like marijuana?" he asked.
"Exactly."
"I wouldn't think so."
"Would it be okay with you if I got a friend, a female friend mind you, to help?"
"To help you, right?"
"Yes. Well... yes."