Chapter 35
I paced the downstairs of the cabin as I waited for Katie to come out of the bathroom. I was nervous for a lot of different reasons. I still hadn't figured out if I should tell her about the connection between Jorge Riaz and Paul Donnelly. The paperwork Joe gave me was stashed away in my laptop bag, as if by hiding it I could bury the information. I preferred living in denial while cocooning in the cabin with Katie, forgetting there was a real world outside the door.
The news story about Katie's disappearance was still local, only running in Michigan, Ohio, and Illinois. It hadn't quite travelled to the national level. That was good for us, but a sad commentary on what the media prioritized as newsworthy. Joe was right. We were safe, and we didn't need to run anymore, just hide.
If I could let go of my natural urges to kill Jorge, I could have a wonderful life, a perfect life. The problem was I had so much to hide from her. There were secrets and promises I'd made that would destroy her if she ever learned them.
I so wanted to be the person Katie seemed to see in me. Part of my problem was I loved her. She'd called me a 'bossy, lethal killer' with mirth. There hadn't been an ounce of fear in her words. If she truly didn't care about the dark parts of my past, then we could move forward together. It would be enough. It should be enough, but the fact that the people responsible for what happened to her were still walking the earth fueled my wrathful fire for vengeance.
I'd considered slipping out and taking care of the problem on my own. I could find and kill them, and... No, she'd want to know. She'd probably be interested in doing it herself. She'd killed Noel Riaz. I didn't want to rob her of her chance to face her tormentor, or deny her the pleasure of watching or helping him die. It could be the closure she needed to move past Cantana, even if the idea of her in a room with that man sent a cold chill down my spine. Was it love that the idea of Katie with a gun in her little hands, killing Jorge Riaz, made me hard? There was no doubt in my mindβyes.
Katie emerged from the bathroom tugging down the hem of her short red dress and every thought in my head receded. I watched her fidgeting with her clothing, a breathtaking vision that sent my heart galloping into overdrive. She made me wish I'd taken a greater interest in poetry at some point. I felt like a moron trying to describe her.
Why were we leaving the cabin? Fuck if I knew. Oh yeah, because Katie wanted a date. I smiled because I knew I'd do anything for her, anything. I'd done so much already that she never need know about. She'd been my reason for living for six long years and she was mine, completely.
She took one look at me and beamed from the inside out, love shining in her big brown eyes. Then she gasped and her hands dropped to her sides as she stared at me. We walked toward each other as if gravity forced us together. I swept her into my arms and kissed her passionately. The kiss was all soft sweet lips and wet tongues twisting together with urgency. She sighed into my mouth and melted against my body, her hands on my shoulders. I finally pulled back and set her on her feet.
"We could stay right here." I arched a brow and smirked.