Chapter 17
Olivia
I couldn't keep the stupid giddy smile off my face. Lanie had joined me for lunch and we sat at the table in my office eating takeout and gabbing about my change of heart. All my obsessive worrying about Grayson, pushing him away and keeping him at arm's length had been for nothing. He was everything Lanie told me he was, and sure he was still human, which meant the capacity for mistakes, but so was every man.
"So really? In the park?" Lanie snickered like a schoolgirl as she shoved her egg roll into her mouth and took a bite. Bits of the filling dribbled from her chin and she used a napkin to wipe it up as she waited for my response. I finished chewing first.
"Yes... In the park, after hours." I had told her about it earlier but we got sidetracked in our conversation when I let it slip that I was definitely in love with him. She gushed over it and congratulated me, and we talked about how I hadn't yet confessed my love to him. I wanted to sit with the idea of it for a while before I just blurted it out.
"Lord, child. Even Ian and I aren't that crazy." Lanie smiled. "I'm happy for you. And I'm glad you took my advice and gave him a shot."
I was glad I took her advice too, though I had done it very begrudgingly and against my better judgment. I had a hard time letting things go, especially if they involved hurting someone I loved. Probably a defense mechanism from childhood when my father walked out on my mom and I watched how badly it hurt her. Seeing people I loved hurting was hard because there was nothing I could do to fix it. What Grayson did was unacceptable, but not life-ending.
"So do you want to come over for dinner sometime? You two, I mean." Now it was getting real. Lanie inviting me and Grayson to a couples' dinner meant I was in an actual serious relationship. Yes, Ian and I had been dating for months but most of it was fake. I'd smile for the cameras and we'd bicker in the car. We'd only had a few real dates and other than Grayson's movement toward me, there had been no real relationship progress. Again, my fault.
It was easy to pretend when I was around strangers. Being around my best friend and her fiancΓ© meant no more pretense. Grayson would know I was honest when I told him I wanted to see where this went. And when I told him I loved him too, I wanted him to know it was the truth.
"Okay, well you have Ian ask Grayson then," I told her and I looked up as my office door swung open and Ethan barged in followed by Adam.
"Liv, we need to talk." Ethan walked up to me with purpose and dropped a tabloid on the table in front of me. The same picture of me and Grayson that Victor had balked at was splattered on the cover and I rolled my eyes without reading the headline.
"Why are you throwing that at me? Victor already bit my head off. I got the facial expression under control, okay?" I shoved a bite of rice into my mouth and heard Lanie suck in a breath.
As I chewed I watched her facial expression contort and she snatched up the paper and folded it in half as Adam tried to take it away from her. "No, guys. This is just garbage. Take it out." Lanie was upset, acting defensive, and I felt like I had missed something.
"Lanie, this isn't something she can just ignore. This is going to hit Dating Game hard. She's the CEO. We can't build a bubble around her. Lies or not, she has to be a part of damage control." Adam reached in and grabbed the paper and thrust it into my face, and Lanie's scowl turned to a grimace.
"What is it?" I asked after swallowing. Now I felt a little panicked too. Whatever it was, it was bad enough my best friend felt the need to protect me from it. My gut knotted and I looked up at Adam with apprehension as I took the paper.
"Look for yourself," Ethan grumbled and he slumped onto the chair across from me. "The board is going to be furious. This is a disaster."
I unfolded the paper to see the picture again. It was an awful picture of me, but even worse the headline was damaging, and hurtful. It screamed "Olivia Bennett is stupid" and shattered the bubble I'd been carefully crafting. It read: "Millionaire Grayson Thorne Seeks Hostile Takeover of Dating Game."
The article went on to say Grayson had only started dating me to manipulate me into giving him user data and a lot of other harsh accusations that I wanted to forget I'd even read. Because they'd been the same worries I had from the beginning. Lanie's hand touched mine but I kept reading the trash. This tabloid was one of the most unbelievable papers out there. No one ever trusted it and they never had good sources.
So why was I even reading it? Why even give a split second of my attention to it, except that maybe they were right and my initial suspicions of Grayson's motives were correct. Maybe Lanie was wrong. Maybe I just got my heart broken again and this time it was my fault for not trusting my gut.
"We need to call the board." Ethan took the paper from me and I licked my dry lips and nodded blankly, avoiding Lanie's pleading gaze. She'd still defend him; that much was true.
"Yes. go..."
I got up and walked out without listening to her pleading, though she was doing it. I didn't know what to think. The only thing I could do now was damage control. The board would want to grill me again and I'd grill Grayson, only this time I was sure they'd never be content with my interrogation. They'd want to speak to him themselves. And just when I thought things were going well too. I was such a fool.
Maybe it was better if the board had their own discussions with him. Maybe I just had to cut the cord and move on. My company was too important for these childish games.
Chapter 18
Grayson
The minute I saw that tabloid I knew it was over. Every ounce of my effort and emotional energy over the past several weeks to convince Olivia I was a different person than she once believed was wasted. I knew she would see that headline and without even having evidence the article was credible she would run. I wasn't stupid. I knew a man with stains on his record could never get the girl, especially when those stains had affected her.
I walked up to Dating Game headquarters with an armful of roses and a handwritten letter which I had put a lot of time into thoughtfully composing. She hadn't returned any of my phone calls but after the harsh conference call I'd had with Ethan and the board members, I knew Olivia was angry and hurt.
I had properly informed the board that I was under no circumstances ever planning anything in that tabloid and put them in contact with my lawyer but the damage was done. We lived in a day and age where people took articles like that as fact whether they wanted to or not. To continue with me as a partner or investor would be PR suicide and I knew better than to press it.
Fearing Olivia would turn me away, I hadn't even called ahead to inform her I was coming. I did, however, slip her secretary a hundred-dollar bill with a promise of more to come if she allowed me to wait until Olivia was done with her meeting and slip in to see her. The petite woman accepted my bribe with a look of disdain and nodded at the hard chairs lining the wall outside of Olivia's office, and I parked my ass there and waited. It would take my best groveling to get out of this mess.
When the doorknob clicked and the massive wooden door swung open, I stood. Ethan strolled out, followed by some man with raven hair and angry eyes. Neither of them looked happy to see me and for a second I thought Ethan would slug me. He had made it very clear on the conference call that he was adamantly opposed to Olivia and I ever speaking after advice from her PR guy that being seen with me would be horrible for the company.
"What the hell are you doing here?" Ethan growled but I wasn't intimidated. At this point I had nothing to lose. I'd already sold off properties to pay Ward and eventually that would mean a loss of revenue but no reduction in force. Ward was on his way to being dealt with in the public sector and Olivia hated me. If Ethan slugged me it would probably be the highlight of my afternoon.
"I came to apologize to Olivia." My statement wasn't well received. I watched his hands ball up into fists and he walked closer to me, so close our chests almost touched. The roses I held to one side were slightly crushed between us and Ethan stared me down like I was a bull and he was the matador.
"Olivia doesn't wish to see you. You have hurt her pretty badly, and you've put our company's reputation on the line. I don't know what angle you think you can play now. Your game is over. You're out." His breath had a hint of alcohol on it which would have made me concerned if I wasn't so angry with him and desperate to get to Olivia. I found myself wanting to ball up my own fists and shoved him away just to get in that room.
"I--"
"It's fine, Ethan." Olvia's voice cut me off and I was glad it did. I'd have said something stupid in front of her and made it worse. "Let him in." Her tone was cold. She sounded upset, just like I knew she'd be, but at least she was letting me come in. It meant I had a shot at groveling.
Ethan stood there staring at me for another few seconds as if he had a chance in hell of keeping me away now that Olivia had told him to let me in. The other man glared at me and grabbed Ethan by the arm, pulling him away, and the two of them stalked up the hall angrily.
Olivia's expression wasn't anger now. It had softened into a look of pain mingled with knowing, as if she had disappointed herself by trusting me after knowing better. While it wasn't entirely my fault things happened the way they did, I had definitely contributed to it by even allowing Miles to tempt me. Olivia was never a prize to be won off the back of a scheme. To me she was the whole treasure. The business could grow other ways and I never needed what Miles wanted in order to be happy. I needed her though.