Raelynn finally looked up at me with mist still haunting her eyes. Those chestnut brown eyes with flecks of gold now with tears threatening with just enough weight to fall free. I always loved those little specks, but not like this. Not with tears drowning them. She looked and smelled of fear still. It rolled off her and hit me in waves. This made me very uneasy. Ryn was the overconfident one, always looking for a fight. She was braver than most men I knew, but here she was, a puddle before me on the cavern floor. At least the despair I felt from her was gone. At least I am capable of that much.
"What are we going to do, Lark?" She said quietly. Expectantly. I was the sound mind. The "left" brain of the bunch. The voice of reason where many had none. Her voice came out louder this time in a croak, "What have we done?" There it went. The dam broke, and her tears began to fall. I needed to be the rock now more than ever. We can assess everything else later. Okay. Prioritize and motivate. Move.
"Ryn... It's just a dumb story to scare kids. Just like you said!" She scoffed at me and looked down to the floor again. I could feel her starting to sink into herself. With a finger beneath her chin, I lifted her gaze to meet mine. I needed to keep her here in the present with me, "We need to get her and our asses up out of here before the patrol gets here and I lose my job!" Not that I was apprehensive about it. She knew it was the only thing I had to keep me out of trouble and motivated to finish senior year. I had been saving up as much as I could for the past three years, ever since I got the job. It didn't pay glamorously, but I was perfect for it. Must be in my blood. I could do these tours without Rich with my eyes closed. I'm eighteen now, so I could finally go without Rich and prove my metal, but I'll survive without ever running a solo tour. Ryn doesn't need to know that right now, though.
"Right, Alaric!" The use of my full first name startled me, and she said it so loud the echo reverberated through the cave system. No one uses my name unless I'm in trouble or shit is serious. She said in a lower tone, "You're in denial, Lark. I know, you know. I know you felt what I felt." She hugged herself tighter as she stood, a visible tremor washing over her body.