This is the start of a story I am working on...it is unedited and needs some work . No sex and may be very little sex involved in this story. Please let me know what you think and if you want me to continue...thanks
I would like to tell you a story, or maybe its just the ramblings of an old lady, I will do my best to tell you the things as they occurred, but my thoughts may be scattered . Please bear with this old lady as I share my story.
The end had finally come, however not in the way that many people thought it would. It had a lot to do with a combination of all the different beliefs in the world. Even Hollywood had gotten some of it right with their creative imaginations.
The survivors now know that the Divine had given out the many clues in order to prepare everyone for what was happening then and what was to be expected of the future, and in the days to come.
As I sit back and reflect upon all that has happened in last couple of years, I can see the clues for exactly what they were: They were warnings, something most of us chose not to see or pay attention to, at the time.
It all started in many small ways that some people chose not to recall. On the other hand, I don't even remember it, but throughout the years the bards have heard the many stories many times, as they had the talent to retell them in the form of song.
Let's see if I can express it all in my story so that future generations will have some type of record of what has happened, since most of the documentation has been lost during the wars.
Much of it started in a time before my lifetime, so I will just tell about my time in this world..
I don't begin to understand why some people were given clues and others were not. Or for that matter, why some chose to close their eyes and hide their heads in the sand like that large flightless bird that once was plentiful on this planet.
So many animals and plant life have been lost. Which to me were much more important than the humans and other beings becoming extinct.. "Yes I said other beings because we are not the only intelligent beings on this planet. There were plenty of us in my time believed this but it wasn't until the wars broke out that we knew and saw the proof with our own eyes .
I am not a good story teller. So please understand that this will be like a journal of what I can remember happening, as I sift through my memories and read through my many notes and journals.
I guess now would be the proper time to introduce myself.. Most just call me Grandmother, not sure why that is? But I fear I can't even tell you the name I was given when I was born anymore. When you have lived for over 200 years some things no longer hold the same importance.
As you can tell by my age....the sciences learned how to slow down the aging of the human body, thanks to the Others.
I guess even as a child I saw things changing, but it wasn't till later years that I understood. We saw some great inventions back in the 80's. Stuff that we had only seen in movies. If only we knew what was to come perhaps we would not have been so carefree...
I wish today's children had some of the freedom that we had back then. ...but then again with the slowed ageing one is not an adult till they are almost 30 but with so many children running the streets without anyone does it really matter....
Like I said most of my memories start back in the 80s. That is when I first started using tarot cards or in my case I used regular old playing cards...
I realized they could tell me things if only I would listen.
My world had also started to hit some pitfalls.
Our blood family was separated and it was never to be reunited in the way many of us think a family should be.
I was passed around for a while with my younger siblings before we ended up living with my father and his wife's family.
That is when I started to truly see what a joke Christianity was, I saw so many hypocrites of that faith, saying one thing and do the opposite. It truely was a religion created to control the people.
I was never one that fit in well.
It was during this time after I went to live with my father that I had my first vision. I was so young and it scared me so badly, I saw a lovely lady, my aunt murdered. Yes it was on the astral plain.....I just thought it was a terrible dream.
That is till the next day at a family gathering when I found out it was true, which scared me even more. Not understanding what was going on or knowing who I could talk to who would not think I was strange or even crazy.
I believe it was around this time that my unicorn first came to me....again just thinking it was my specials make- believe friend.
Lots of changes between then and late 80s early 90s.
I left behind my unicorn and blocked the dreams....and the voices and so much more....I wanted to fit in....then I became a mother.
Yes during my trying to fit in I made some poor judgment calls as all young people do.
Do I regret my children never, the timing perhaps.