"Hey listen.... Everything is ok, easy now."
She pulled back a step, "It's not ok, Jack, it's not! I'm so sorry baby, I've fucked up and I can't fix it, I've ruined everyone's life, Jack, I'm so sorry, I love you and I'm so sorry. You're gonna hate me, you're gonna banish me for what I've done. I'm not trustworthy, I'm a whore. I gotta get outta here Jack, just let me go, it'll be best for everyone, let go Jack, you have to let go of me."
Addie was out of her mind with grief, babbling on, and starting to physically struggle against me.
"ADDISON! Stop, just stop it, right now!" I barked.
She became still and her anguish broke me; tears dribbled down my cheek as I looked her in the eye. Her face was a mess, tear streaked, she was visibly shaking, whimpering, and lip quivering on the verge of another meltdown.
"There's absolutely nothing you could do to make me banish you, much less hate you. You're the love of my life. Calm down baby, and tell me what's wrong, is this about Benny on the dock?"
"You know what I did with Benny? How?"
"Addie, I don't even care, and if that's what this is about then it's me who should be hated."
"No Jack, we're not supposed to have secrets, and this is eat 'in me alive, I got something to say, and it's gonna make you hate my guts, you're gonna wish I never moved here."
"Addie...."
"NO! let me talk Jack, I have to tell you. So, you know the first part, you sent me to that dock, I was looking forward to getting real friendly out there, right? (I nodded) Now remember, the whole swim out there I was thinking about my big hunky boyfriend coming out there and showing me what a stud he his, so my motor was running at speed already. Then old Benny shows up and you know I kinda got a girl boner for him, right? (I nodded again and rolled my eyes) so he climbs aboard the dock and proceeds to turn on all his sweet talking and tells me that you were busy with Maggie, and he would do you a favor and keep me warmed up. Now, I got to admit, It fried my bacon to know that you told me you'd be right out, only to find that you blew me off for the new girl. So, when Benny started rubbing me down and then threw on the charm.... Well, it kinda fanned the flames that you started. Before I knew it old Benny had my top off and getting real handsy. To begin with I waved him off a few times, but I gotta say Jack, that old man has been at it a day or two and is a journeyman tradesman when it comes to sneaking the clothes right off a girl. After he got the tingles started in me, he moved on, and in the blink of an eye, my bottoms were gone. So, I'm lying there ass up for the world to see when he gets busy on my legs. That intensified the tingles a bit until he got back up to my butt, he did a number on my ass, and I was gnawing at my lip to keep my shit straight. Then he proclaimed it's time for his handy dandy scalp massage, I was relieved that he might just climb out from between my legs and work from the other end. NOPE! Old Benny, real sneaky like, shucked out of his shorts and leaned way out over me, planted a hand by my head and used the other one to turn up the tingles, massaging my scalp. Directly he shuffled around a minute and suddenly I felt him furrow that big old horse cock between my butt cheeks as he massages my scalp. My weak protest fell on deaf ears, wasn't like I really meant it anyhow. I'm ashamed to say with his big old hog grinding back and forth all over me; I was finding it hard to think straight, so, Like a lamb to slaughter, I just turned into some kinda dumb, cum drunk sub and just followed every order he spat out. When he whispered that he was done on the back side and had me flip, I hardly protested, when he wouldn't let me have my bottoms, I just rolled over and showed him all my goodies. He was quick to get my legs nice and wide. He shuffled up some to pry me wider to accommodate his big sexy belly, that dick of his got hung up between us. Benny grabbed my ankles and hoisted my legs up, and slicker that shit, he tells me to drag his cock outta there and I did it without out a care in the world. Soon as it was free, he had me lay that heavy, warm slab of meat right down on my tummy. I have to admit, I came a little, right-on contact. He got busy rubb'in down everything in sight, shoulders, boobs, tummy. I at least knocked him off his game when he started sawing it back and forth on my little kitty. I did tell him that if he didn't let me up, I wasn't gonna be strong enough to keep his horse cock outta me, he let me up pretty quick, because I think he had found his limit too. Baby, I'm sorry to say though, once I was on my feet, he apologized for leaving me hang'in after teasing my swampy little pussy all that time. He sure did make up to me by wrapping an arm around me long enough to stab his big old fingers in me until I blew a gusher."
She started crying again, but I got her shut down pretty quick, "Listen sweetheart, I think I'm the untrustworthy one in this cipher. I set you up to fail. You'd been awful sassy at me lately and cock teasing some and I thought it might be a good idea to turn the tables a bit. I made a deal with Benny, not to just outright bone you half silly, but to get you all flustered and wound up, I'm the sorry one and I hope you don't hate me. I'm broken hearted that I put you through that, I will never do that again."
She just stared at me letting all that sink in. I didn't expect the ear ringing smack across my face, but at least she followed it, by leaping in my arms and showering my face with kisses. I kept telling her how sorry I was while she kissed me.
"Baby, it's ok, but you can't do that ever again, I ain't that strong, something breaks inside of me when I'm full of booze and someone goes waving boners in my face, it's like I can't control myself. I couldn't live with myself if I did that to you and the others."
"I learned my lesson; it won't happen again. I love you Addison."
She pushed me back on the bed and straddled me, "You better be careful in the future big boy, that old man bout took your pussy. He got me all jacked up, put me on my back and rubbed his big old cock all over my little pussy. If he really wanted to fuck me, he could have, I wouldn't have stopped him. He could've buried himself to the root way up inside me and made squeal all night, all because you wanted to teach me a lesson. I think you learned a lesson yourself today, one that I already knew. I know myself well enough that I'm not as strong as some when it comes to sex, my will power is not what it should be. I have learned to deal with it by not putting myself in a position to test it. So, everyone at times feels a physical attraction to a random person who pops up in their life, that isn't a bad thing. I'm sure you've been out somewhere random and said to yourself 'wow, she really pretty'. That's normal, right? (I nodded) Well Benny has been a long-time friendly friend, we've known him for years, I trust him, I love that he is so kind, gentle, and respectful, he always looks out for me. (I nodded again), so what you did today, is put me out there on that dock, knowing I was already hopped up on liquor and estrogen, then you sent the one guy out there who I care about and trust the most, other than you of course, and had him hit all the buttons that you know get me all jacked up, and he tells me that you'd run off with another girl."
Addie had pushed me onto the bed and straddled me and was rocking her hips on me gently as she explained all this to me.
I reached for her face and pulled her down to kiss me, "I see it clearly now Addie, I'm very sorry and I won't make that mistake again, but you need to own your piece of it also. You can't simply say 'hey, when I'm drunk I do crazy shit' and just be ok with it. You need to try to improve that at about yourself. I love you with all my heart sweetie, and I know you love me that way. I told you two in the beginning that I was worried that it wouldn't work out between the three of us, these are the little things that turn into big things that could be our downfall. I can tell you that I'm trying to work out my own issues around this relationship too. I have this big double standard in my face all the time. You guys encourage me all the time to have sex outside our relationship, and it's hard for me to do that when I've asked that you all be monogamous with me." Addie started to speak, but I kissed her to shut her up. "I know you to say you don't care, but it still bothers me."
She kissed me again, "You still have other lessons to learn, stud. I guess you haven't realized it yet, but I actually want you to have sex outside our relationship, I'm not just tolerating it to make you happy, it actually makes me hotter for you. Now, I'm not sure it started out that way for Ellie, but once she saw me and you rubbing uglies, It flipped a switch inside her somewhere, and yes, she gets off on watching you with others also, she's just not as vocal about it as I am. You should also know that it just isn't the sex act with others that get our kitties purring, it's the fact that you truly care about whoever you're engaged with, and you just pour love into them and make them feel so special. I didn't get to see you with Maggie today, but I talked with her afterward and it melted my heart to see how happy you made her, that of course woke my kitty and got her purring like she is right now." She grinned and kissed me.
Addie stood on the bed and unceremoniously dropped her bikini bottoms and reseated herself after pulling down my shorts just enough to get my dick out. She was very wet, and she slowly rocked herself on me. I reached up and freed her lovely boobs from the confines of her dinky little top and massaged them. She soon batted my hands away and laid herself on my chest, nuzzling my neck with kisses as her magic curvy hips bounced up and down on me. I squeezed her ass cheeks and groaned at the pleasure I was feeling, that in turn made Addie moan and pick up the pace of her hips. It was all snowballing very fast, her little pussy was gripping and releasing me over and over again. The relentless pounding her hips were giving me required me to escalate, I grasped her hips and thrusted up into her and commenced to jackhammering her a warp speed, "O-o-o-o-o-o.............. GOD!" She groaned and began convulsing on top of me, I lost my shit and exploded inside her, grunting and groaning out several ropes, filling her to the brim. We both slumped in exhaustion and held each other, cuddling and kissing and nibbling at each other.
"You're so sexy Addison Gentry, I love you." I proclaimed.
"Thank you baby, I love you too."
We lounged with me still soft inside her for a while, until Ellie stepped in, "Hey baby, your mom is looking for you, I told her you'd be down soon to see her, she's in the kitchen.
"OH sure, I'll get a quick rinse and go, thank you." I winked.
Addie rolled off, dislodging me from her cunny, and pulled me from the bed, "Come on stud, I'll scrub your back."
Remarkably, my shower was quick, not something that generally is attainable when one or more of the girls are present, but I was particularly proud of both of us for being very clinical about washing each other, knowing my mother was waiting and how she reacted the last time I'd kept her waiting. Fortunately for me she was in a chipper mood when I arrived in the kitchen.
