What am I doing here John thought as the Cathay Pacific jet screamed down the runway at Brisbane airport on its way to Hong Kong and then on to Hanoi. He shook his head as he thought back over the rapid changes to his life over the past few months. A tear ran down his cheek as he recalled how he had lost the urge to work when Mary his wife of 20 years died suddenly.
He had sold their dairy farm, their grazing property and the three apartments they owned on the Gold Coast. With no family and much more money than he would ever need, he had virtually drifted into retirement. His mates from the bush had become worried. They realized he needed something to fill the void created by the loss of Mary and his farming lifestyle.
They had invited him to a briefing on the emerging Vietnamese market in tropical dairy cattle. When he expressed an interest, they talked him into joining their Cattleman's mission to Vietnam.
He settled back in his business class seat and ordered a scotch. He wondered what he would do for the next three weeks. His colleagues had assured him that he would be busy while they tried to sell Dairy Cattle to their Vietnamese counterparts.
He need not have worried. Charlie and Glen was sitting two seats away planning to set John up with what they jokingly called a little Vietnamese filly. "After he has, one of those hot little bodies sit on his face he will forget the past and concentrate on things in hand." Glen said as they laughed and sipped their scotch.
They left the airport in Ho Chi Minh at midnight. "You have all been booked into apartments so you can entertain a guest overnight. Most Hotels want you to kick a guest out of your room by 10 pm," Charlie explained with a broad wink when they asked why apartments. "There's a curfew but I know the woman in charge of the green bar if you want a drink before you turn in for the night come with me."
Ten minutes later John looked around the bar at his mates. They all had one or two very scantily clad young Vietnamese women sitting on their lap. Two beautiful girls had collared him as soon as he entered. They immediately asked him to buy them a drink and proceeded to open his shirt and his fly.
"I'm Betty," one whispered, "This is Melody," pointing to her colleague. Melody had moved at surprising speed. She already had her hand in side his pants. "You want massage?" she whispered.
"Wait a minute, how old are you?" he asked. "We are both 24," she whispered as she kissed his ear. "You want to pay bar fine and take us home." "How much?" John asked out of curiosity. "50 US dollars each for bar. You pay us what you like when we finish."
John felt tired and a little overwhelmed. "Not tonight love," he whispered. He was surprised that his rejection only seemed to stir them to greater efforts. They worked his body from every angle.
He was surprised when he found it necessary to take hold of Melody's hands. He rarely had an erection these days and had had to resort to Viagra in the past. "Careful," he groaned. "I'll come in a minute if you keep that up. Let me buy you another drink." John became relaxed as the pace slowed. Charlie was playing pool with one of the girls. Others from the delegation had disappeared into a back room.
"Blow job," Van said when she saw him watching a pair move into the room. She produced a cool moist cloth and commenced wiping his face. Melody wrapped her arms around him and stood between his legs rubbing her body against his erection.
John was enjoying the feel of their small bodies. He listened as they answered his questions about their family and why they were working in a bar. As he listened and watched the antics of his colleagues, he became sorry for bar girls.
Economic circumstances forced them to sell their bodies he rationalized. If money is the short answer maybe I can give their lives a bit of cheer he thought as he reached for his wallet.
He had some US twenty-dollar bills and 100 thousand dong notes. One hundred thousand dong was less than ten dollars Australian. It was big money for them but small change to him.
He looked around. There were two girls sitting alone. One of them was very beautiful. He called them over and gave them 20 dollars each. Then giving his two companions 50 dollars each he told them, "I don't want anything, I'm off to bed." Immediately Four tiny Vietnamese bodies mobbed him. They were all talking at once hugging and kissing him. Begging him to take them home now.
The next day the delegation flew to Hanoi. Charlie briefed them as they drove into town. "We will be here for a week or two. We will use it as a base to visit the nearby provinces."
That night after a hard day's meetings John and his two mates headed off to a bar. Inside the door, a line up of smiling hostesses rose from their seats to greet them. John was embarrassed. He could not bring himself to inspect each girl like Charlie and Glen was doing.
He looked around. One hostess seemed to be hanging back as though she too felt the process demeaning. She was about his height with a pretty face. He caught her eye but was loath to push through the others to her side.
She noticed his hesitation and pushed through to take his hand drawing him away from the crowded door. She wiped his forehead with a cool cloth and poured his beer. "My name is Anh. I speak English," she whispered as she moved his legs apart and pushed her body against his thigh. John shook his head, "the boys back in Western Queensland will never believe me," he groaned.
"What you mean?" asked Anh. "Sweetheart I live in the country where the women are a lot bigger than you. My mates will never believe that pretty little Vietnamese girls would have anything to do with an old bloke like me."
"I wish I had my camera here to take your photo, "He said as he ran his hands over her tiny body. "No take photo here," she warned, "mamma won't let. Take me home and you can take photo. I pose for you."
As the night wore on, he drank more beer. They talked about Australia and about Vietnam. The more they talked the more he liked her. She not only had a pretty face she had a figure that he had only dreamed of in the past.
John eventually made up his mind that he wanted photographs to show to the boys back home. After some negotiation, he paid the bar fine and waited for Anh to change into street clothes.
He whistled to himself when she returned. Without the white face make-up, she was a different girl. She wore tight fitting jeans and a long sleeved silk top. She no longer looked like a bargirl.
In the apartment, Anh asked if she could shower first. While she was in the shower, John started to panic. What the hell am I doing, he thought. My second day in Vietnam and I've bought a prostitute home to my apartment. He started to recall all the warnings he had read about HIV/AIDS and started to think of how he could get rid of her.
Things changed when Anh shyly peeked around the door. She was nude. Her firm breasts were small and hard. Her waist slim, her legs perfectly formed. He had never seen anything like her before in his life.
She moved over to him and sat on his lap, "You want to make love first?" she asked, "or take photo now and make love later." Still in a funk about the possibility of catching something, he opted for the photos. Anh was a delight. She posed in every possible way. "Let's lie down," she urged when John ran out of ideas for more poses.
On the bed, she ran her hands over his body kissing his face and neck. He would not let her kiss his lips pulling away whenever she tried. She didn't seem to take any notice. Her lips kept returning to his face and chest. Her mouth and tongue nibbling licking and kissing wherever he would allow.
Before long, he was kissing her breasts, nibbling her nipples and kissing down her body to her hips and pussy. "You want to kiss me there?" she asked with a smile.
"I would sweetheart if I knew you were safe." "Anh clean girl," she responded. "Me give you blow job. Not dirty Anh clean." "I have no doubt you are, but I'm not taking any risks," he whispered as he took her back in his arms and lay fingering her moist pussy. "Just sleep with me sweetie. I want to hold your horny body in my arms as I drift off to sleep."
She startled him when she struggled out of his arms. "I can't stay all night I must go back to bar." She became so agitated that John finally agreed she should go. "I will give you US$50 for yourself and here is some Dong for the taxi." "You tell mamma I want to keep you out all night tomorrow," He whispered as he took her down to the ground floor to see she was not harassed by security.
It was not hard to negotiate a fee with mamma. Every night since that first night, Anh had arrived early and stayed until dawn. John found the exploration of her young slim body exciting. He could hardly wait for each day's negotiations to end so he could return to his apartment where Anh waited patiently.
As soon as possible, they went to bed. Each night John went through hours of frustrating hell but his fear of disease held him back.
It was becoming more difficult every night not to kiss her mouth or pussy. Especially when she begged and cried, "kiss me, let me give you blow job." Tonight when he refused, she lay back and fingered her pussy. She was smiling and licking her lips inviting him to make love.
He could stand it no more. "I want you to go to the French hospital and have some tests," he told her as he took her in his arms. "I have to know." Anh became upset. "You think I'm dirty," she cried. "You won't let me kiss you. You will not make love. You do not want blowjob. You think Anh diseased."
He held her close caressing her body and whispering how much he wanted her. He had learnt that she loved him to pinch the end of her nipples and pull them hard. She could not stay angry when he did that. He took more photos of her body in poses he had seen in playboy.