Chapters 1-7 are somewhat self contained and describe Matt being rescued from a Midwest snowstorm by a family that turn out to be his soul mates, girls with lots of past life ties. Lots of spirituality and lots of sex. This was mostly written in 2005 and was posted in 2010.
Chapters 8-13 describe Matt going home to the Northeast, discussing things with his wife. Ann, Barbara and Connie starting college. Matt and Ann setting up a business. Again lots of spirituality and lots of sex. Written and posted in 2013.
Chapters 14-17 are sort of a side story. They describe meeting two of Barbara's friends and what unfolds from there. I considered posting it as a separate work under the title: "Tall and Short." Written in 2013-2014 but the characters Becca and Zena were developed in 2007.
Chapters 18-27 are a continuation of chapters 8-13. With Pool parties and other activities. Several additional girls are introduced. Written in 2013 - 2014.
The spirituality expressed in this work represents my present view is to how the universe actually works. Note however: The miracles only happen when we allow them to.
I very much look forward to comments. I am very open to discussion about all of this. Both publicly with comments and privately by email.
Chapter 25.
Monday morning.
Joyce started her day by seducing me again. This was getting to be a regular occurrence. The girl certainly knows what she likes. That is OK however because I certainly like it too. Joyce has many talents.
I asked her for her opinion as to how we should handle things once Roberta was aboard. I said that Roberta seemed to be OK with non sexual nudity but being in her face with sexual activity was an entirely different level. I stated that having sex with me was definitely not a requirement for working here and I did not want Roberta thinking that it was or even wondering if it was. I suggested that at least for the time being she should plan on no sex with me while Roberta was in the building. Joyce agreed but was clearly unhappy about the idea. She brightened up with the thought that her parents had no problems with her spending as much time as she wanted here.
I had a some tasks for her. She needed to choose and order office furniture for Roberta, pick up another two dozen candles, and pick up a six foot stepladder.
She bought the candles and the ladder. They went in the studio.
About 10:00 the phone rang. A nice sounding young lady introduced herself as Brittany, Gail's sister. She explained that she attended UAlbany and that Gail had sent her some prom dress pictures that she thought were just wonderful. She wanted to know if I would be willing to take some pictures of her in her prom dress too. I reluctantly agreed. She would be here Thursday at noon.
Gail's back again.
About 11:30 Gail called. She wanted another back rub. She walked over at noon.
She was soon nude on the massage table.
I started to massage her back.
She said: "I want to thank you again for the pictures of me in my prom dress. Both my mother and my sister love your pictures"
I replied: "You are very welcome. I had fun with that shoot."
I told her that Brittany had called and about her request.
We were silent for a while as I worked on her upper back.
She said: "I wonder why I left my panties on the first time. Now that seems not only silly but an insult to you."
I replied: "I did not take it as such."
She said: "Nonetheless, I would like to apologize."
I said: "It really is not necessary."
She said: "Even then I should have known what type of man you are."
I replied: "Don't beat yourself up about it. Most girls would still have their panties on."
She said: "Do you really think so?
I said: "Yes I do. In some ways I am surprised you took your bra off."
She replied: "It had to be off for the back rub."
I said: "I know, but I am still surprised. I am also surprised that you were willing to roll over."
She said: "You should not have been. I hide behind my boobs."
I asked: "Do you expose them often?"
She answered: "Never."
I asked: "So why do you say that you hide behind them?"
She replied: "I don't have to expose them to hide behind them."
I asked: "So why was it OK with me."
She replied: "Somehow I knew that you were safe."
I said: "Now I would like to go on to a more interesting question. Notably: Who is the girl behind the boobs?"
She said: "I've been giving that a lot of thought. First and foremost: She is scared."
I asked: "Of what?"
She replied: "Of lots of things, of everything, of being found out."
I asked: "Found out about what?"
She answered: "That's part of the weird part. I don't know. Who I really am I guess."
I asked: "Why are you ashamed of who you are?"
She answered: "Why not."
I said: "That is no answer and you know it."
She said: "Yeah I know."
I said: "So back to the question."
She said: "Part of it is that I feel like a social klutz. For example: My mom forced me to go to a couple of dances in high school. The few boys that asked me to dance either didn't have any idea how to hold me or were trying to grab a feel or both. I was asked to the prom but I think my date was mostly interested in how much boob I would show and how much he could play with."
I said: "In high school everybody thinks they are a social klutz. Poise comes with experience and in high school you don't have much."
She asked: "So how do you get poise?"
I answered: "You fake it until you make it. You and everybody else."
She said: "Is that really how it is done?"
I answered: "It seems to be."
She said: "Oh."
I said: "We build problems for ourselves when we hide our true nature behind a false front assuming that front is more acceptable or what the other person wants. When we are honest about who we really are the type of people you want in your life notice and come running. Honesty is a powerful attractant.
I said: "One trick is to find activities that you think are fun where you can join with members of the opposite sex. There are lots of clubs on campus. Get on the internet and explore."
She said: "That's easy. I'll do it."
I continued: "Try to avoid settings which feature alcohol or drugs. You don't need either. You have my essay on sacred sexuality. Think about that. Try to not get caught up in casual sex. There will be a lot of guys that will want you for your boobs but there are others around and you can find them or maybe it is better put: let them find you, if you try."