Hey there guys and gals!
Well, here it is, at last! Sorry it's taken me so long to post the next chapter; I've just moved house and it's all been a bit mad and time-consumming; but hey, i'm back online now so...
Please enjoy! I hope you're not disappointed after the huge wait!
Thanks again for reading,
Always love,
Kate xx
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Chapter Three;
I was back there again, in that dark, shifting forest of my dreams. Once again I was lost and searching for something, something important. I'd been searching for so long; hours, days, weeks...years even...I wasn't sure.
All around me the forest was changing; paths were free and open, then quite suddenly they were gone and I was surrounded by dense undergrowth; tree's kept shifting, so that one moment, I was heading towards big oaks, then next I was in a desolate little forest of ash and sycamore; leaves were brown and falling, the tree's bare of life, then they were heavy with green and the birds were singing; and all the while I sensed someone was there, searching, watching, wanting. But I wasn't afraid...I had to find them...they were the answer to all this confusion and the solution to all my problems.
"Kate...where are you?" I heard a whisper; a deep, growling, familiar whisper. Yet somehow, it sounded wrong... "I need you...help me Kate..."
I span desperately on the spot, my ears straining in the direction the voice had come from. I couldn't see anything in the dark, dense undergrowth, but that didn't stop me; I ran towards the sound, tripping and stumbling on twigs and brambles. My legs were sore and bleeding from being slashed by thorns, but I didn't care...I had to find him...he was what I was searching for.
"I'm coming Fian!" I called out, but no matter how hard I tried, no sound came out of my mouth; my voice was nothing but a whisper on the breeze.
Then to my left I saw it...movement; a flicker of something silver passing through the trees, a shadowy, ghost-like shape. Breathing hard, I ran on, sensing that he was close and getting closer the more I ran.
"Kate! Please...help me!"
I stopped suddenly, my hands trembling in the darkness. The voice had sounded from behind me this time, not in front. Turning desperately, I searched for another sign...something to guide me in the right direction, to tell me where he was...
Another movement; to my right I saw a tall, dark figure; a man was walking slowly through the trees, his long dark hair blowing in the breeze. He made no sound as he walked. I saw him stop and look sideways at me, smiling sadly, his grey eyes full of love...then he was gone as though he'd never been, his image blown away like a breath of wind.
"Wait!" I shouted.
Too late...he was gone. I ran to where I'd seen him disappear, but before I reached the spot, more movement had me turning on the spot. Now he was behind me, calling my name, his eyes dark and full of fear.
"Kate! Please! I need you!" he begged.
I began to shake violently, desperate to reach him, yet unable to see a way out of this nightmare. Why couldn't I reach him?! Even as I stood there watching him call my name, I saw another movement to my left, then one to my right, all him, all flitting through the trees like ghosts. How could he do this? It wasn't possible... How could he be everywhere at once? And why couldn't I reach him?
"Kate!"
"Kate..."
"KATE!"
My head began to swirl as his image filled my head over and over. The trees around me became very dark and menacing and I heard laughter all around me, mocking me. Twirling and dancing, my head span and span and I span with it, turning in every direction I could, following his figure as it appeared and disappeared through the blackened trees around me.
In the distance I heard a scream of pain. My whole body tensed, my eyes wide and desperate, searching...but there was nothing...the forest was now so dark I couldn't even see the trees or hear the rustling of their leaves, couldn't even see my hands in front of my face.
Through the silence, Fian screamed as though fatally wounded; "KAAATE!!"
"FIAN!!" I cried, but though my voice was loud and clear in the vast, black forest, all I could hear was my own voice echoing distantly through the trees. The silence reigned and I began to fear the worst. After all these years, to have him so close and to loose him; no, it could be...
"Oh god, no...no...please..." I sobbed, feeling my heart beating erratically in my chest. My whole body was shaking, the terror filling me with ice. "Please no..." I begged. "Fian, please...I need you...where are you?! Fian!! Please! I love you!"
From out of nowhere it came, bringing with it a wind of ice and fire...black as the darkest night; paws like a lion's, hammering the earth at a ferocious pace; its breath curling like mist in the chilled air...and all the while its eyes were fixed upon me, burning silver with fierce determination.
Before I could even cry out, the wolf was upon me, leaping high into the air like a great, agile bear, its muscles taut like twisted rope. It's jaws opened wide and for several long seconds I was just inches from its hot breath, its gaping mouth and gleaming teeth...but I felt no fear...for in those moments, my eyes were locked on his, fixated by the cold, glinting silver within...and yet, no matter how cold or cruel they appeared at first glance, his eyes were deeper, warmer and more loving than any I'd ever seen...he would never hurt me, I knew...
"Wake up...it's just a nightmare Kate...wake up now..." he whispered to me, landing heavily on my chest and knocking me to the ground. I felt like my whole body had been crushed and I couldn't breathe, no matter how much I tried.
The wolf bit gently into my neck, just hard enough for me to feel the sharpness of his teeth against my skin. The feel of it pulled at my insides, jerking me to reality and I remember thinking 'No...not yet...I don't want to leave just yet. I have to stay here...I have to find him...'
I felt his teeth bite down then, piecing my skin and drawing blood. I yelped and tensed, struggling to get free of his grip, feeling betrayed. I'd thought he wouldn't hurt me and now he was.
The wolf held strong, whimpering as though he was biting himself. "It's just a nightmare Kate...I'm sorry...but you have to wake up..."
I could feel myself being pulled from the dream; I could hear the sounds of reality seeping through. The pain in my neck lessened and his warmth and weight were drifting away. I was no longer caught up in that dark forest, but surrounded by light and blue sky, drifting through clouds and feeling their vapour on my skin like warm breath.
"No more nightmares my love...you're safe now..."
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It was just after dawn when I first awoke, my heart thudding heavily in my chest.
I felt sick and shaken and my body trembled despite being hot and feverish. For several moments I was back there, still stuck in that nightmare, that dream, feeling that powerful body pinning me down and biting at my neck...
I was still scared for the man I'd lost...the man I'd heard screaming so desperately for my help. Where was he now? What had become of him? But then I remembered that it was all just a dream...nothing more.
Pulling the bed clothes tight against my body, I sat up and looked about me nervously. Where was I? How had I got here? Then I remembered the crash. Someone must have found me and brought me back here...but the question was, who? And where were they now?
I appeared to be in some sort of cabin, in a large bed of torn and tatty looking blankets. From where I lay, I could see almost every other part of the little house; to my left there was a bookshelf, full of dusty old books and in front of that was a large plum coloured sofa that fronted a rustic fireplace. The floor was made of solid grey stone and was covered here and there with thick, fraying rugs. To my right there was some sort of little kitchen/diner, consisting of a heavy looking table and chairs, a few cupboards, a sink and drainer and two doors that led god knows where. The overall look was very homely, though I could see that everything was dirty and covered in fur and all the furniture was worn and old. It looked like something from the middle ages.
All around me, a weak yellow-grey light was pushing its way into my bleary eyes and a crescendo of high-pitched bird song was building from outside. I guessed it was just after dawn by the stillness of everything. The air was cold as no fire had yet been lit.
I wondered where the owner of the cabin had got to at such an early hour, but didn't let that worry me too much as I tried to come to grips with myself. I felt weak and weary, but strange too, as though I wasn't really a part of my own body. My head felt thick and sore. I ran my fingers across my forehead, gently brushing the hair away and wincing when my fingers found cut flesh. There was a lump and a little gash above my right eye that was sore and swollen to the touch. I remembered hitting my head when I crashed and groaned. Great.
Tucking my hair behind my ears, I slowly climbed from the bed and steadied myself, feeling a wave of nausea threaten to pull me down again. Swallowing hard, I took a few weary steps towards the fireplace, wincing every time my head twinged or body ached from its ordeals.
Carefully I made my way over to one of the cabin's two windows and peered outside. There was nothing out there; nothing but forest and wildlife, not even a sign that this was an inhabited place; no dirty shoes outside the front door or plants growing in pots in the garden.
Sighing and wondering what to do next, I turned around to face the kitchen and almost jumped ten foot in the air. There was a man sitting at the kitchen table, leaning back in his chair and watching me with amused grey eyes. Had he been there all that time? It wasn't possible...how had I not noticed him? But if he'd just arrived, how had I not noticed that either? Surely I would have heard something...the open and close of the door, the sound of footsteps, the scrape of the chair as he sat down...