Millie heard the helicopter as it swooped over the roof, coming in low to land at the pad outside.
She had only been back for about a half an hour herself.
.........
When Ian told her that Valerie was in an "accident" Millie called the airfield immediately.
The trip to the hospital had only taken about 20 minutes, upon arriving she was taken directly to Michael and Valerie.
"How are they doing," Millie asked quietly to the worried looking woman standing between the beds.
Tera looked up as the woman walked into the room.
"Michael is in a coma, Valerie is...lost, I think," Tera answered.
Millie walked over to Tera, putting a comforting arm around the young woman, surprised by the tenderness and pain she expressed for the people who lay on either side of her.
"My name is Millie, I'm Valerie's aunt, is there anything I can do for you," she asked.
"It has been a long day, I only met Michael about a week ago; Valerie...on a country road a few hours ago in the middle of a fire fight. Michael was...called to save her, he, he...," Tera paused; Millie could feel the tension in the young woman and pulled her a little closer.
"...saved us, jumped in front of us, took 7 bullets, shielded us," Tera stopped, hiding her face in her hands, trying to come to grips with being the saved instead of the savior.
"It will be alright," Millie told her, giving her a small hug before moving over to Valerie.
Sitting on the bed her hand moving to the coiled form of Valerie, Millie could feel the pain radiating off the young woman.
Bending over her, pulling her into her arms, gently rocking her she whispered in her ear.
"It will be alright Val, Michael will be fine, you be strong now, everything will be ok," she said to the young woman, feeling Valerie pull closer to her, Millie willed some of her own energy and strength be transferred to her.
After holding and comforting Valerie for sometime, Millie stood up and stretched, Tera took her place at Valerie's side as Millie walked over to Michael.
'Michael,' she thought, looking down at his pale face, a thousand images of it, from the past 20 years, flitting through her mind.
She reached out, gently caressing his cheek with the back of her fingers. Her eyes played over the red stained bandages across his torso.
'So much pain; was it best to bring you here, to start you on a road you have no choice but to follow, would it have been best to simply let life have it's way,' she thought.
Her eyes closed as her hand played lightly over his chest, she felt a brief warmth as her fingertips moved over the bandages. Yes he would recover.
She saw Nigel pass before the small window in the door. "Excuse me for a moment Tera," she said as she moved out of the room
"Ian will be heading back to the castle within the hour," Nigel said to her in the hallway.
"Thank you Nigel, I should stay here until Michael's status changes, Valerie is taking it very hard, I should be here for her," Millie said, accepting Nigel's warm hug.
"Best you are at the castle for Ian, it has been a very...hard evening for him," Nigel said to her in hushed tones.
Millie looked at her old friend, saw a shadow of deep concern in his normally calm cool blue eyes.
"I'll head back now, thank you Nigel, watch over Val, she is strong but...young, she is not use to this kind of thing," Millie said giving Nigel a brief hug and, with one last look through the window into the room at Valerie, she made for the stairs and the helicopter waiting above.
............
Pulling on her jacket Millie stepped into the cool evening, the sun had set about an hour ago; she was glad that Ian was home.
The floodlights illuminated the black helicopter as the rotor wound down.
The doors opened and men began to filter out. She saw Ian in the front seat, saw him looking over at the pilot then step out of the helicopter.
The men milled around, waiting for Ian.
"I thank you men for your help today, I know it was not something you were expecting when you signed on," Ian said with a sigh. His hands raised, fingers slowly sliding through his hair, he could feel the caked, dried blood break apart as his fingers slid through them.
"Please follow Paul," he said, gesturing to the pilot who just stepped out of the helicopter after finishing the shut down.
"We have a billet for a full squad, hot showers, clean clothes and hot meals, please stay here tonight and we will get you back to London tomorrow. Again...thank you." Ian finished as he turned, slowly walking towards the castle.
"Ok guys, follow me, lets get you cleaned up and debriefed, Nigel should be here within the hour," Paul said to the weary looking group as he motioned towards the low building to the right of the helipad.
Millie paused as she saw Ian turn from the men and start to walk in her direction.
As he got closer she became more and more frightened.
While the man closing on her looked like Ian, the visage before her when he came to a stop was no one she had ever seen.
The look of pure anguish on his face broke her heart, the dried blood that was splattered over him from hair to boot provided a glimpse of him and his world she had never imagined.
Ian stared at Millie with flat lifeless eyes for a moment, the last vestiges of his rage and vengeance finally slipping away.
He blinked a few times, watching the play of light in her hair, the concerned look on her face.
He reached out a tentative hand; he watched it go, as it lifted from his side, it came into bright focus under the glare of the lights.
Caked with blood, the dark maroon slashes contrasting by the vivid white of his unblemished skin, Ian paused, not sure anyone would want to touch any part of him again.
Ian looked up, expecting to see Millie cringe away, he was ready to pull back his hand, apologize.
What he found was love and solace in her eyes, pain for what he had been through as he felt her hand slip within his.
Ian's eyes softened, his body released his last bit of energy as he slowly sunk to his knees, wrapping his arms around Millie, the tears flowing freely as he purged his guilt.
In that moment he understood; understood just what he faced, what would be required to win and knowing that he was simply...not equipped to do it.
They stayed there for some time, Millie simply holding Ian, allowing him the time and safety to purge the demons from his soul.