Author's Note: as this setting and story involves multiple genres, I've resolved to put it into the Novel category. To eliminate confusion, included themes are: fantasy, incest, bisexual, masturbation, and non-human. Please refer to the story tags for each chapter, if needed. Thank you!
-rb
01.
Dreams and Fantasies
Yasemin was running. Her black hair was loose, and the ground looked like a blur under her bare feet, as though she was flying. More than that, Min was watching
herself
running, which meant she was dreaming—her mother, Erden, said to pay close attention to her dreams:
what whispers to us in dreams may be louder than any waking memory,
she would say. As if
that
made any sense.
Still, it was a surreal experience to watch from overhead as Min's dream-self ran, arms pumping, legs an ochre-colored blur. From on-high, she recognized where she was: it was part of the forest near the home that she and her mother shared, sometime in the twilight of the year, given the thick green color of the leaves and the standing pools left over from heavy rains. Min was sure that if she could've looked back, she might have spotted their little hut amidst the dark trees, nestled in a sheltered bend of the little river that cut through the woods.
The dream-Min looked over her shoulder, and the dreaming-Min saw her face: tear-streaked, panicked, terrified. It was a disturbing thing to see, and even more-so to see such a look on her own face.
Then she heard the source of that fear: a bestial bellow, a roar so loud that should have split the tree trunks around them—if she could have, the dreaming-Min would've covered her ears. The dream-Min did so, screaming in terror, and tried running even faster.
There was a crash behind them, and now the dreaming-Min, from overhead, saw a huge black bear push through the undergrowth as he gave chase. His fur was missing in places, with the bare skin pockmarked and covered in thick pustules of green and brown, hideous and awful to behold. What sort of illness had taken hold of the beast she didn't know, but the look on the monster's face said that it didn't intend to let her get away.
The bear gave chase, breaking the distance between them so fast that, from above, Min gasped and shouted—
at herself—
to run faster. But the dream-Min tripped after jumping over a narrow ravine, and the bear caught her from behind, growling like a mad thing.
It was over in moments. He tore the young woman to pieces and gorged himself on her flesh.
Min awoke with a cry, a sheen of sweat on her bare flesh and the taste of blood in her mouth. She dabbed at her lip, pulled her finger back and saw the stain—she'd bit herself while asleep. Unable to stop herself, she bent over in bed and cried, her body shaking with fear, with the terrible memory of her own demise.
"Yasemin?" Erden soon awoke, sitting up quickly on the bedroll next to her daughter. The rustic little hut they shared was dark, the firelight long gone out.
"Oh, Mother!" Min turned and wrapped her arms around the older woman, caring little of the evening heat; she needed comfort, and only her mother could provide that.
"Shhh," Erden cooed, curling her soft arms around Min, pressing tender kisses to her face, brow, and the crown of her head. They were two of a kind, although Erden had a faint touch of grey in her hair; she was half a hand taller than her daughter, and her body had gone softer in places from age, but she was still a beauty. Min cried for several moments, overcome from the power of her own dream, but the touch of her mother's fingers in her hair and the gentle warmth of Erden's body soon consoled her. A blessedly-cool breeze blew over them on the simple mat they shared, and soon Min managed to finally repress any further need for tears.
The older woman kissed her daughter again, sliding a hand up and down Min's bare back while pushing the single sheet away, baring them both to the air. It was the rainy season in those parts, so the night was a touch cooler than usual.
"Tell me," Erden said, not needing further explanation. She lay back down and urged Min to do the same, bodies curled up close together, resting in the dark.
Min shuddered. "I could see..." She licked her sore lip, staring up at the night sky through a gap in the trees—the moon was full and heavy, an ill omen. "I could see myself. Running."
Erden brushed her own hair back, swiping a sheen of sweat off of her neck. She nodded, not speaking.
"It was close to here," Min said, resting a hand on her mother's stomach. She felt a thin layer of sweat between her cheek and Erden's shoulder, but her mother's arms felt so good she didn't want to pull away, even for a second. "I was running away from here—from home."
Erden nodded again. Tenderly, she gathered Min's hair up, baring her shoulders and neck for the next breeze as it fluttered over them. Min closed her eyes, sighing with relief and thankfulness as the cool air soothed the sweat away.
"Dreams of home, of fleeing this place..." The older woman grunted, gently wiping more sweat from beneath her breasts with her long fingers. "That is troubling."
"It gets worse," Min said. She licked her bloodied lip again, rolling over to look away—in shame, fear, or something unnamable, perhaps. Hugging her legs to her chest, she stared into the twilight of the trees beyond the safety of their little home, eyes blurred over. "Some...
thing
was chasing me—I saw a bear, diseased or sick. I don't know. It caught me, and...and it..." She shivered, unable to finish her own sentence.
"A bear, too." Erden sounded worried.
"What is it, Mother?" Min said, looking over her shoulder. "What does it mean?" Her heart was pounding; her hands were shaking. Just the memory of the beast catching up to her—
"Child, child." Her mother's voice was gentle as she leaned over, squeezing Min's shoulders, kissing the back of her neck through a mess of tousled, black hair. "Your dreams may be frightening, that I understand—I was never given the gift of dreaming as you have. But they
are
still dreams."
"It still felt so
real
," Min said, shivering again.
"And real it was, for a little while," Erden said. "But now, it's over. Come now. Rest a little longer with me." With gentle urging, she coaxed Min closer again until the younger woman's head was pillowed once more on the elder's shoulder. The single blanket over them felt less smothering than before, and Min pulled it up, desiring warmth for a few moments to drive the bad memories away—between her mother's soft body and the covering over them both, she found it, for a little while.
"Mother?"
"Yes, girl."
"Will you...help me sleep? I don't want to dream anymore tonight."
Erden's smile was unseen, but Min heard it in her voice. "Always, my love." Turning in bed, the older woman pressed a kiss to Min's temple, a touch of love and affection that made her heart quicken.
Then Erden pressed the palm of her hand between Min's breasts—it was only lightly touched with sweat, and thus not uncomfortable. As her mother began to hum a soft, slow melody that Min recognized from her childhood—a song about the goddess Mylan watching her lover bathe in liquid moonlight—Min felt a sense of warmth flow down from Erden's palm and into her chest.
Min and her mother were witches, outcasts from other human kind. Magic flowed from four primal sources:
dun