*The fictional story of an everyday mature white woman who wants to feel really sexually alive for the first time before it gets too late as told by the one who she eventually turns to for help. Her first and most likely last Lover. A Black Man.
CHAPTER 05 - TIME TO CUM CLEAN
"Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it" or so the old saying and this story goes. I never thought my writing an erotic story would actually lead to a real world scenario. But apparently in this case it did. Now it was time to see if I was really ready to walk my talk.
Every cliche that ran across my mind rang loud and clear. "This is where the rubber meets the road". "Put up or shut up". "Shit or get off the pot". "Time to put your money where your mouth is". However I had to also remind myself that "the ball was in her court". Even with our conversation and innuendos I still had to wonder what the reality of the situation may bring.
On the one hand it could go favorable "and they all lived happily ever after". But on the other hand there was the "loose lips sink ships" cliche to deal with. After all a story meant to entertain strangers connected the dots fairly
quick and I was exposed. The only truth being what was in my head and that "cat was clearly out the bag".
Worst case scenario despite the innuendos and playful talk what if "Linda" denied having any real part in it. In the casino business having anything beyond a professional relationship with the guest is strictly verboten. Hell, my department is forbidden from accepting tips. What we are allowed to accept must be "shared" with our other team members. Yeah right!
This could all go very bad very quickly. Not like I'd be destroyed if I lost my job even though I don't show up because I have nothing better to do. If I did I wouldn't be there doing what I do. Still that was my last concern. As for my reputation I could give less than a damn about what people think of me. My motto is "If you worry about what others think of you what does that really say about what you think about yourself?" No worries there. But there was more than "me" for me to think about.
Another round of cliches. "Things done in the dark will one day come to light". "A fish would never get caught if it only kept its mouth shut". "To err is human. To forgive is not company policy".
