At this point Tricia almost laughed out of the overwhelming insanity of it all. She shook her head and backed towards the door. She felt for the handle behind her back and opened it inwards, awkwardly closing herself in between it and the closet. She pushed it forward a little and stumbled out in the corridor. She looked up and down the hall, maybe hoping for someone to be there to explain this or even just a group to laugh at her and reveal the trick. There were neither, there was nothing. With the door open it would be quite possible for someone to look in and see another her laying in the bed, naked and having an additional appendage between the thighs. Who could she ask about this? Mentioning it to the wrong person would have her ostracized and likely institutionalized. She heard laughter from the far end of the passageway and the guys from her class came through the door, returning to their rooms. She seen them looking at her from a ways away as they approached, and she knew there was no way in the world she wanted them to catch this scene in its entirety. She went darted back in her room and quickly closed the door, slowing it down and turning the handle near the click so it'd be silent when closing.
They were snickering as they passed, but Tricia was too far into her own issues to care much. She held her head and closed her eyes for a moment to gather herself. Waiting until she was in control again, she opened her eyes and sat on the other bed thinking. A few minutes passed. Her initial panic was subsiding, but the confusion was as strong as ever. The fear was being replaced by a growing curiosity as she looked over the form lain out like a princess. Someone did this, as evidenced by the paper. Someone constructed this event for her. Why though? He worded it as a "toy", along with the ring around her wrist. Remembering the device she regarded it again. The note said to tap it against the other one to activate... she supposed she found the other one.
She bent all the way forward and grabbed the sheet, reading it over and over. The more she did the more she was getting terribly curious about what this thing did exactly. It spoke in vague terms. Units, proxies ... vacancy. There was definitely something that this ring did with the other one. Some shrouded idea was forming in her mind about what it might be but she couldn't pin it down quite yet. She was fascinated by the duplicate that lay before her. She was obviously never able to see herself sleep, and in the soft sunlight, her soft chest and hair almost glowing she looked quite pretty.
After a few more silent moments in examination Tricia knelt to the cold tiled floor and crawled over to the occupied bed. She rested on her knees and leant forward into the tranquil face before her. Absolutely identical, albeit without glasses. Tricia looked over the form, moving her eyes downwards inevitably towards the new addition. She shuffled left until she was near the half exposed genitalia, seized the rest of the covers and ripped them off entirely. If a truck crashed outside it would probably not have diverted her attention now. She observed that flaccid dick resting upwards on the stomach like a tired snake. It was about four inches in length, and underneath the base was a tight hairless sac. Tricia's hand went up slowly, then towards it. Then she stopped instinctively and withdrew. Her memory of Derek and that cold drunken night behind the school floated up in her memory...
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Her first real date in the eleventh grade at a school dance. Sarah had taken Tricia to a party at her friend's house and they all sat in the basement with coolers for the girls and a stolen bottle of whiskey for the boys. They made idle chat while music played out of small sub par mp3 player speakers. Derek had been checking her out all night and Tricia, noticing he was the cutest one there, was hoping that just maybe it might be the night. Her friends no longer would call her a prude, or say she should join the clergy. On the way to the dance they left in two cars, and she made sure to sit next to him. Both of them in a pleasant drunken high. He kept his arm around her as much as he could and she felt herself get warmer from his touch.
The dance was held in the school gymnasium. The DJ pumping modern songs and some techno, fully equipped with a decent light show. Tricia stayed with the group, all of them shouting over the music and casually bopping along. Eventually Derek put his arm lower around her waist and whispered in her ear to follow him. She made sure the girls seen her leave and let him lead her to the corner of the gym to the double doors. He pushed on the bar and a waft of cold air greeted them. She giggled and hurried out with him. His hand slapped her ass when she was outside, she wasn't sure if she liked that, but didn't mention it. They spent the next twenty minutes sharing from his flask of whiskey and flirting. Tricia's head was getting a little too murky at this point and the loss of control started to worry her. Derek getting closer and closer during talk, eventually having her back against the wall. He moved in for a kiss and she tried to reciprocate as she seen in films and read about in Sarah's magazines. Being drunk and totally green, she wasn't anything impressive, but this didn't slow Derek down. He instead seemed to enjoy the weakness and he went in harder, his hands feeling her abdomen and hips.
This was too much for Tricia and she broke off the kiss, saying the others would wonder where they were. Derek just started kissing her neck while one of his hands ran up her shirt, the other to her buckle. She was frightened now, but too drunk to make a proper move. She tried to retreat a bit, but fell over and hit her head on the asphalt. She was rendered semi-conscious, and only felt sharply colder now as the wind hit her exposed legs. Derek pulled the jeans off of one leg, and fumbled with his fly. Pain and terror were trying to fight up through the fog now, but neither could surface. She remembers a pain in her sex, and a trickle of what she found to be blood later. Her legs were held up in the air, knees over his shoulders as he had his way with her. The thrusting, the grunting, and the flash of the whites in his eyes will never leave her. She passed out, and was awoke later by her crying friend, and they both made the journey to Tricia's house. Derek was eventually beaten within an inch of his life by her father and brother, but Tricia never gained back what she lost...
- - -
She returned to the now, in a quicksand of negative energy. That feeling of helplessness, that dominated brutality, none of it was present here. This was different. This body in front of her was no grunting fool looking to seize her like an animal. The soft, curvy entity before her was gentle. There was no threat or anxiety here to impede the appreciation of the human form.