The next morning, Eva felt him with her before she became aware of herself. She yawned and stretched. A happy contented sigh escaped. She heard him chuckle.
"Now wouldn't it have been better if we were waking up together?"
"Mmmm, but we are together." Eva purred. "What time is it?"
"Don't change the subject. 6:00 in the morning; God, you're a difficult woman to pin down. What is your last name, what is your phone number, when can I see you in the flesh? Tell me all that right now before something happens and the connection's lost all day, like what happened yesterday."
"First you have to tell me your name."
"Eva..." Jeff warned. He refused to be sidetracked and left at the whim of fate before he could contact her again. "Do you know how crazy I was yesterday? All I knew was that you were an emotional wreck and you broke the connection because of it. Jeff is what I go by, my name is Jesiff Andreavitz, I'm twenty nine years old and I have a sister named Kate who just turned twenty seven. I live on the water near Annapolis and if I don't get to see you soon I will self destruct. Since you have such empathy for others, I'm sure you can feel my pain and want to address it, right?"
"Well Mr. Andreavitz, my name is Eva LeMere. I have no family that I know of. I live just across the bridge in Easton. And if you want me to remember my phone number I suggest you stop kissing me there." Eva began to giggle.
"I'm not sure I can? I am thinking about you and thinking about doing things to you and then you feel them. Then I feel that you've felt them so I keep doing it because it feels so good. I don't know how to stop this. It's always been you who's stopped it."
"Didn't anyone explain things to you? A letter or someone?"
"No, well yeah, I did get a letter a few weeks ago, along with the charms. But the letter wasn't written in English and the translation leaves a lot to be desired. Ohh, yes I feel that. Keep doing it." Jeff's cock was being stroked, ever so softly. It was more like a tease, frustrating. He wanted more.
He thought about wrapping his hand around Eva's, improving her grip and felt his cock gripped. He remembered kissing her neck and how she responded, he thought it again, and felt her response. He thought about her moans as he sucked and pulled on her nipples, and heard them again as he thought it. He wanted to be inside her, he remembered the strength of his thrusts and how good it had felt, but wait, it didn't feel like this?
"Ow, ow. That hurts?"
"I'm sorry, are you alright? I'm sorry really; I don't know how this thing works? I think it—it happens. It's hard to control." Jeff kept his fists at his sides and concentrated on the words. He didn't want to blunder and hurt her again.
"I'm alright. I'm sitting up now so we won't easily fall back into that."
"Eva, I don't want to hurt you again. I have to know about, uh, more about you."
Taking a deep breath Eva began. "Look Jeff, this... isn't what I pictured... you know it's... it's not something I ever... Oh sheesh make sense here. Not what I pictured for my first time, not that I ever pictured it. Okay, but now I see I've obviously pictured it at some point, right?" She tried to bury her head under her pillow.
"Eva? Are you still there?"
"Yes." She poked her head out and spoke slowly. " I never thought it could possibly happen. I've always had to steer clear of people." She heaved out a sigh. "I can feel them," she continued; "other people, men, women. The stronger they feel the stronger I feel. It's too much. And then sometimes they feel me, like when you and I were in the elevator? I felt your attraction; that you were attracted to me. I felt everything you felt, and then somehow, you felt what I was feeling and you thought that what I was feeling was mine when really it was yours."
She sat back up in her bed and pushed her long blond hair out of her face. "Let me try that again, I know that didn't make sense."
"I think I get it. You felt me wanting you, then you felt the - um - no I don't get it."
Eva began again. "You wanted me. That feeling, wanting, longing, sexually charged, I felt that. But, and this is where it's important to see the distinction, I knew that feeling was yours; that it was coming from you. I feel whatever people around me feel, just as if the feeling originated in me. But having been subjected to this my whole life; I know instinctively when an emotion is mine or someone else's. Sometimes, people who are naturally empathetic, will then sense what I'm feeling. Kind of like ping pong, you know? Feeling starts with you, hits me and feels the same, then bounces back to you. Only you don't know that what you're sensing from me is actually a mirrored reflection of what originated in you. You think I'm feeling the same way. Get it?"
"Yes, this does make perfect sense. It explains the elevator when our eyes met."
"So, now imagine what it's like when men have a reaction to me. They think they're sensing me responding to them, but I'm not. Also, when someone is afraid, they sense my fear too, and it can cause a panic. Fear breeds on fear, same with sadness, hurt, pain, happiness and even joy. The mean kids at school thinking it was okay to tease because I was enjoying it too, they thought. It can be dangerous for me, you see? I stay away from people as much as possible. I can't make friends; I can't have dates or boyfriends, or a social life. It's all too dangerous for me."
Eva blinked and shook her head. "I can already sense your pity so knock it off."
Jeff was silent for a moment, getting his thoughts under control. Yes he felt pity, but not the way she saw it. Always alone, she was always alone.
First things first, he thought; he had to learn to think about keeping his hands to himself, and think about taking things slowly, and think about not thinking about things that would upset her. He sat straight up in his bed as their situation took on more clarity.