This is a rewrite of a previously published work. There is a lot of new content in it, but it is not wholly new content. There will be new chapters coming.
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"People are going to have questions for you," Queen Meryl said. After my bath and the healing, Emilia was helping me get dressed for tonight's dinner. The skin from what had been cuts was still tender and I was still getting used to being around that kind of magic being used constantly. I watched the queen pace back and forth, trying to think through the problem.
"What am I supposed to say?" I asked, trying desperately to push down the tension building up in my chest. I had fucked up and I knew it. But I also had no idea what to do about it. Hells, I don't even know that I understand the political implications of what happened.
"For now, just make conversation," the queen coached, rubbing her temple. "Gods, I wish we had more time to teach you etiquette."
"I'm sorry," I mumbled. I didn't say 'I told you so'. Though, this is one of hundreds of reasons I shouldn't be involved with these people. They're important and know what they're doing.
"What's done is done," the queen said solemnly. Head Maid Emilia kept her head down as she fussed over some accessory I was to wear to the function. Meryl reached out and squeezed her maid's shoulder. "Besides, you were right about one thing. He was an ass. Governor of Babrycg or no, he had no right to do any of that."
Governor? Emilia smiled softly back at her queen gratefully. Then up at me. I tried to smile reassuringly, but my mind was reeling. Why couldn't I just keep my fucking mouth shut? I admonished myself. Queen Meryl continued, "With that said, no more duels. If anyone else challenges you to a dick measuring contest, refuse."
"Deal," I agreed, readily. I tried to give them a reassuring smile. "I don't know that I'd measure up anyway." Neither of the women looked amused.
We got to dinner a little late. This was in a larger room meant for bigger functions. It wasn't quite full, but there were a lot of people. I recognized some of the people from the court and some had seen me duel.
Emilia was wearing a decidedly more conservative dress than she'd started out the day in. It was made of a fine dark red material that suited her. It also didn't do much to hide her figure, but I don't know much that could. She had put her hair up in a way that allowed people to see her ears. The queen had suggested it and Emilia complied. Standing here in the open, she had become a little paler and I could see the tension she was holding in her shoulders and neck. I reached out and squeezed her hand subtly. She squeezed it back and we were led over to a table, with the queen not far behind.
I glanced around the room. There were several tables all filled with different people, all wearing their best clothes, or what I assumed to be. To one end, there was a band playing music just loud enough to be heard throughout the room, but not so loud to overwhelm conversation. Were it not for the Head Maid and the Queen's guidance, I wouldn't have any clue where I was supposed to be.
Several people glanced up at Emilia and I, whispering behind their hands. I tried to put it out of my mind, but the half-elf beside me tensed. Guilt spread out in my stomach. This is all because I couldn't keep my stupid mouth shut. Twice. I tried to keep any discomfort off my face, but I don't know that I succeeded. I have never been much of a liar.
The queen had also changed into a different dress. It was also a little more formal than what she'd been wearing. A pale blue dress that must've cost a fortune. Additionally, she was wearing a different golden crown than she normally wore to court. Something that looked a little more ostentatious and matched the jeweled necklace wrapped around her throat. And despite the anxiety she'd been displaying in private, I didn't see any sign that anything was amiss in her as she made her way to the table. I knew it was an act, though. The Meryl that she was displaying now wasn't the one I was starting to get to know. The one who wanted to laugh and joke with her lovers and friends.
We stood until she was seated and then we all sat. Emilia sat to my side. I wasn't next to the queen, but farther down the table. A stuffy man with a graying mustache was sitting next to me on the other side. His clothes were finer than I was wearing. Also seated at the table with us was another woman in a fine dress and a kind, if over-made-up face. I shifted uncomfortably in my seat. The queen was also sat at the table and she gave me a brief but reassuring smile. As we were being served, the man next to me spoke up in a soft chuff, "Well, my boy, you sure showed that upstart what for. Though, it was touch and go there for a moment. Babryckians are always so hot-headed."
"Oh, he was quite brave, wasn't he?" The older woman added in with a light, airy tone, grinning brightly around the table. Both of them were talking about me but their eyes kept tracing back to Queen Meryl, who only gave the barest hint that she was even listening, more than anywhere else. "That man was absolutely a brute! I'm so glad you were there to show him his place."
"Oh, I don't know about any of that," I mumbled. Meryl hadn't said anything and had instead opted to start in on her first course. "I just got lucky."
"Of course you did," the man replied, chortling. He put a hand on my shoulder in what seemed to me to be an overly familiar manner, but I didn't exactly know what the proper etiquette for the situation was. "You've a fair enough hand, I suppose. But the Sharcaols have a blade in their hands from birth."
"He didn't seem that good," the woman at the table put in, starting on her first course. "Surely our young friend here is better. He won the little duel after all. You must concede that much, Reginald."
"Eh," the man started. He didn't shrug, but it was obvious he disagreed. "Johnathan was the more experienced fighter." He hedged. "Not slight against you, lad, of course. But if he'd kept his temper or arrogance in check at all, I'm afraid the outcome would have been far different. Though, it was always that brother's weakness. Damien was always the better fighter. And usually keeps a better head. I imagine he'll be taking the governor's title for Babrycg now."