Ben asks me how I'm doing, lying on his side looking at me. I roll over on my back, my ankle still cuffed to the bed, and tell him that watching myself was so erotic and ask if we could do that again. He chuckled, stating he thought I was going to be upset that he made it seem like so many people were watching me. My shoulders sag, and I say that before today I would have, but I know he would keep me safe and not let anything happen to me.
He asked what my favorite part of last night was, thinking for a few minutes reliving everything that happened, and couldn't come up with one thing. I turned to him and said, "Everything" With a grin on his face, he said that's good because not only did I cum a dozen times last night without permission, but touching myself without his permission and then making myself cum was so far past the line he could no longer see it.
A bottomless pit of worry sinks in my stomach as I have no idea what he can do short of skinning the flesh from my ass with one of those terrifying whips only a few fast feet away on the wall.
He laughed and said that while he had a whole weekend plan of treating me as a hostage, I had flipped everything he had planned out the window. With that in mind, for this one time, he will forgive me as I put on such good shows both downstairs and up here that he got more enjoyment than he would from spanking me. Relief washes over me when he grabs my chin and moves my face inches from his. Speaking very slowly so that each word is enunciated, he says, "If I ever see you touch yourself again or have an orgasm without my permission while you are wearing my collar, I will test out every whip and flogger on that wall until there is no more flesh to hit, DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?"
Fear so deep in my core that words could not describe the feeling that suddenly grew in the pit of my soul; while I knew he could never do something so cruel to me, I didn't want to push the issue to find out. I slowly nodded, terrified that he might change his mind; I said, "Yes sir, I promise."
"What do you promise?" taking in a deep breath, "I promise not to touch myself or cum unless you are with me and allow me" Satisfied with my answer, he kisses me deeply, his tongue reaching in my mouth and dancing with mine. He continues kissing my chin and neck and slowly gets lower on the bed so he can kiss down my body.