That following Sunday morning, Meredith was sunning herself in the backyard--nude. She appreciated that Darrell had encouraged her to once again use the backyard this way. Still, there were a limited number of people who she was comfortable with nude, and she was still not comfortable with the idea of being naked anywhere other than her backyard. This was something she wanted to overcome; she wanted to be less timid and more carefree. The psychologist in her thought it was irrational that this was a hangup, but her nudity was. It was rooted in her upbringing. It was funny, however, that that same inhibition did not apply in the bedroom. She had done some very naughty things there, although only with her husband. Well, the roots of her shyness started before him.
Darrell emerged from the cottage, naked as usual. She always got a thrill when they were close without clothes. She was pleased when he walked over.
"I was going to work out; you mind?" he asked.
"No--of course not. No need to ask other than it is a good opportunity to say hi."
"Thanks, and hi."
Meredith's curiosity made her say, "I've got a question. I don't mean to pry, but do you have a new girlfriend? I only ask because you and Katherine seem good together. She's a nice girl."
"You saw Crystal and I working out?"
"Yeah, that and your dinner. I mean, it's really no big deal, and I'm sorry I asked. It's not my business."
"I don't mind. It's a bit of a crazy situation; your thoughts might be insightful."
"Well, I'd be happy to give you my two cents," she said.
"I pretty much knew this from day one, but it seems Katherine has some interesting ideas about relationships. You know she is going to be leaving for the summer. A normal girl would be concerned that her boyfriend would stray. Not Katherine. In fact, she is encouraging it by picking someone out for me. That someone is Crystal, who is a friend of hers. She has even said that if a serious relationship developed between Crystal and me, she would be happy for us."
"Sounds to me like she doesn't want to get into a serious relationship and is breaking it off in the kindest way possible. At least that is what she thinks."
"You are a hundred percent correct about her wanting to avoid a serious relationship. On our first date, she said she didn't want us to go there. I guess Crystal is supposed to help assure it won't happen. Either she is worried that I'm getting too attached, or maybe she's weakening."
"Looks like you and this Crystal were getting along."
"We were, and we had a night you didn't see. I have some reservations, but there is a real chance I'll keep seeing Crystal. However, the plot doesn't end there. The curiousness of Katherine's plan is that she wants her cake and to eat it, too. She still wants to have sex with me when she gets back, but more than that, she wants the three of us to have sex together."
"Wow, she is a sexual being. How do you feel about that?"
"Great. It was just a matter of getting Crystal to agree to it, which was what the other night was about. She was hesitant at first but is excited about the threesome now."
"So, what's the problem? It seems like you have an ideal arrangement. If I were a guy, I would be very jealous. I'm kind of jealous as it is."
"Well, it has my head spinning. What Katherine is doing is--hmm--let's say unique, but what you said makes sense. She doesn't want a serious relationship, and we might have been headed that way. Honestly, I was hoping it would. This was the kindest way she could redirect it. She was clear in the beginning that our relationship was primarily sexual, and I guess she meant it. And still does. If you ask me to put my finger on a specific issue, I can't other than I was starting to feel something more than just friendship and sexual attraction. And with Crystal in the mix, my emotions are confused. Maybe I feel like I'm being passed around."
"I think you better go with Katherine's wishes. It sounds to me that if you pursue her, she will cut it off completely. You probably should take what you can get now, and maybe someday in the future, things will change with her. But in the meantime, you are one lucky dog. If I were you, I would give this Crystal a go, but you said you have reservations about her?"
"Don't get me wrong. She is great, and man, is she sexy. She can be kind of irritating, however."
"Irritating -- how?"
"It's kind of hard to describe, but it seems she is a bit of a feminist. She has no problem taking charge in our relationship, even though we barely know each other."
"Is the problem that she is a feminist or that you are a chauvinist?"
"Yeah, well, maybe a bit of both."
"You do know this is the eighties. You won't get any sympathy from me on this one."
"I know, and I'm trying. It was just the way I was raised."
"Well, my opinion on this one is that you need to make the adjustment."
"Yeah -- okay. I'm not sure why, but I'll think about it." She had a point, but he was irritated that she was pushing it on him. He didn't want to discuss it anymore and changed the subject by saying,
"One more thing. Crystal was raised as a naturist. Being naked is important to her. She would like to come over and use the yard, mostly for nude yoga. I'm not always going to be here when she wants to come over. Is it okay if she comes over when I'm not here?"
Meredith paused to think it through. Her first instinct was to say no, but the revelation that Darrell was a bit of a pig-headed chauvinist and that Crystal was clashing with this made her sympathetic. This was a particularly hot button with her right then. She had a similar situation with her husband, who she was stuck with, but increasingly, she was pushing back. She was starting to think that the belief that some people had--that men were destined to be dominant over women--was mental illness. She wondered if her evolving view on this was also related to her wanting to be more comfortable with her naked body in front of others: not accepting the norm, likely developed by men, which said clothes must be worn, particularly by women. Now, she wanted to interject herself into this relationship, which was probably wrong. Nonetheless, she felt invested in Darrell, and being a psychologist, she couldn't help but want to cure him of his aberrant notions and fix his relationship. It could go wrong, but she at least wanted to get to know this Crystal. She seemed interesting.
"I'll want to meet her, but that would be fine," she said.
"She will be happy to hear that. I'm glad we talked today. I didn't know when I would be able to ask you on her behalf. I'm pretty sure school stresses her out, and getting naked helps relieve some of her stress. Feels like home, I guess."
"Interesting home," she said. "I look forward to having her around. I'm sure Ryan will appreciate the scenery. It's only fair. I have you to look at."
"Well, naked croquet? It's a good way to spend naked time together. We should do it."
"You're obsessed with naked croquet, but I confess you are winning me over," she replied.
"Think about it. And thanks for talking. You helped confirm my thoughts about Katherine."
"You're welcome--anytime."
With that, he walked back to the yard near the cottage. She thought he was going to work out, but he just went inside. She considered their conversation. What fun these kids are having. I'm definitely jealous. Darrell seems about perfect, except it appears that he is a fucking chauvinist. That is not good. It sure would be nice to break him of that. I will need to have a little heart-to-heart with this Crystal. Maybe we can break him together. I bet sex would give us great power over him and let us alter his innate behavior. That would be unconventional and would need to be thought through and designed carefully, but if nothing else, it would be a bunch of fun for us girls and teach him not to devalue women. Such a sexual experiment would be controversial, but I wonder if I could write a paper on it if successful. Wouldn't that be something? Some of my peers, especially the men, would freak at that form of sexual therapy.
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Katherine came over almost every night, and Crystal was there every other afternoon during finals week. Meredith's business was slow, and she had taken some time off that week to work around the house on projects. She watched as the girls came and went and wondered when the threesome would happen. That made her jealous or at least wanting; things with Ryan had become dull. The nudity encouraged by Darrell stoked a fire in her, which had dwindled during the last few years of her marriage. Now, she was starting to feel adventurous again, but Ryan was not. He was accommodating to a point with the nudity in the yard, but things in the bedroom were not picking up despite her efforts. She wanted to be naked more; she wanted some exciting sex again; she just wanted more. When their marriage was new, she and Ryan had done some crazy and fun things in the bedroom. They had a box of toys, leather, bondage gear, vibrators, VHS porn movies, some quite kinky, and other ancillary lubes and lotions. Most of it had been accumulated early in their marriage. It was all good fun then. Now, the box was gathering dust in the back of the closet.
She had recently been thinking about the box and the new, improved ways she could use those toys, especially the leather and bondage stuff. She and Ryan still got along, and they made a good team; the spark was just gone, not reduced, mostly just gone. It was doubtful that she could talk Ryan into some new twisted games. Even if she did, she was not sure it would be that exciting. Now Darrell, on the other hand. He had his condition, and utilizing the box of playthings as part of an experimental therapy to help cure him could be very effective and would be a hell of a lot of fun. That thought gave her something to masturbate to.
She fantasized about how she would teach Darrell not to be a chauvinist. The more she thought about it, the more the problem she assigned to him intensified, becoming a bigger and bigger problem--a problem that needed treatment for his sake--for the sake of women.
The frequent sessions playing with her clit helped her develop a plan for Darrell. If Ryan were not in the picture, it could happen. This was the second major item that needed to be addressed. Despite everything, she was not going to cheat on him, but as of that moment, she didn't have a solution.
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