Chapter One
Clara Longley tucked a stray strand of brown hair behind her ear as she surveyed the chaos of her office. The beginning of the fall semester at Georgia State University always brought a particular kind of frenetic energy that exhausted and invigorated her. Afternoon sunlight filtered through the dusty blinds, casting golden rectangles across stacks of feminist journals, dog-eared books, and student papers waiting to be graded.
At twenty-eight, Clara was among the youngest associate professors in the Sociology Department, a fact that some of her male colleagues never failed to subtly emphasize in department meetings.
She smoothed down her loose earth-toned blouse, which did little to conceal the full curves of her breasts and adjusted the high waist of her jeans. Clara had long ago accepted that her voluptuous figure often led people to underestimate her intellect--a phenomenon she'd documented extensively in her research on the media's treatment of the female body.
Her office walls were plastered with protest posters, feminist artwork, and newspaper clippings about the women's movement. A worn typewriter sat on her cluttered desk beside a cooling cup of coffee and the syllabus for her new course: "Female Representation in Modern Media: Objects and Subjects."
A knock on her half-open door interrupted her thoughts.
"How are your nerves holding up? Did you get your work in for the debate tonight?" Raymond Phillips leaned against the doorframe, his silver hair catching the light, blue eyes crinkling at the corners with genuine warmth.
Clara felt the familiar flutter in her stomach that came whenever Raymond appeared unexpectedly. She straightened her posture, she wanted to meet his expectations.
"Just putting the finishing touches on my notes," she said, gesturing to the scattered papers on her desk. "The debate committee made it clear they want blood on the floor tonight."
Raymond chuckled a deep sound that resonated in the small office. "And you'll give it to them. Just like you gave it to Peterson in last week's faculty meeting." He stepped inside, closing the door behind him with a soft click that seemed to shrink the room.
Clara swallowed hard. "He deserved it. Suggesting that women's studies should be an elective rather than a core curriculum--in 1978, no less."
"I'm not disagreeing." Raymond moved closer, his tailored suit contrasting with the bohemian disorder of her office. "Your passion is what makes you... exceptional, Clara."
"I'm going to need every bit of that passion tonight," she said, pulling out a folder filled with clippings and notes. "Have you seen it? 'The Brass Keyhole'?"
Raymond's expression shifted subtly. "I have. For academic purposes, of course."
"Of course," Clara echoed, unable to suppress a sardonic smile. "And Dennis Carpenter is calling it 'a daring exploration of female sexuality and desire.' A 'cultural watershed.'" She practically spat the words.
"Carpenter's always been more interested in justifying his erections than actual film criticism," Raymond said.
Clara laughed despite herself. "Well, tonight, I'm going to dismantle his entire argument. This film isn't art--it's exploitation dressed up in fancy camera work." She pulled out several photographs from the folder, stills from the movie she'd managed to obtain through her research channels.
"Every scene follows the same degrading pattern. The women are stripped, displayed, and forced to spread themselves openly; then, it's straight to oral sex and anal penetration. There's no plot, no character development--just women being reduced to orifices for male pleasure." Her voice grew heated as she spoke, her chest rising and falling rapidly.
Raymond's eyes were sincere and kind. "You've done your homework."
"I've watched it three times," Clara admitted, her voice dropping. "Each viewing was more disturbing than the last. The lead actress--God, Raymond..."
She spread the materials across her desk, revealing meticulous notes on each scene, timestamps, and dialogue transcriptions. "The film is gaining the same cult status as 'Deep Throat,' but at least that pretended to be about female pleasure, however absurdly. This doesn't even try. It's just..." She struggled to find the words.
"Anal sex and submission," Raymond finished quietly.
Clara felt a flush creep up her neck. "Yes."
"What bothers me most," she continued, her voice steadier now, "is how Carpenter frames it as female liberation. As if being coerced into these acts on camera is somehow empowering."
Raymond picked up one of her articles, scanning it thoughtfully. "Your counterargument is solid. The distinction between actual female sexual agency and the male fantasy of female submission packaged as 'liberation.'"
"Exactly." Clara felt a surge of gratitude for his understanding. "But Carpenter has the advantage. He's been the Journal's film critic for fifteen years, and I'm the upstart feminist who can't enjoy a good porno without analyzing it to death," Clara finished wryly. She sank into her chair, acutely aware of Raymond's proximity, as he leaned against her desk.
"You're the scholar who won't let men like Carpenter define what female sexuality should look like," Raymond corrected her.
She looked up at him, at how his silver hair caught the late afternoon light, at the intelligence in his eyes that had drawn her to him as a mentor.
"I'll be in the front row tonight; this is going to be a huge win for the department; I can feel it," said Raymond confidently as he exited her office. "Bring it home tonight, Clara."
After Raymond left, Clara exhaled slowly-trying to calm her nerves. She glanced at her watch--three hours until the debate. The university auditorium would be packed; Carpenter had his followers, primarily male students and faculty, who praised his "intellectual courage" in defending controversial films.
Clara dressed in the faculty bathroom, a ritual of transformation that felt strangely like preparing for battle. She smoothed the tailored burgundy blazer over her cream silk blouse, adjusted the matching pants, and steadied herself on the burgundy heels that added three inches to her height. The black reading glasses remained--she needed them not just for reading her notes but as a subtle barrier between herself and the audience that would scrutinize her every expression tonight.
She turned sideways in the harsh fluorescent light, frowning at her reflection. Her hands instinctively moved to her backside, cupping the generous curve that strained slightly against the fabric of her pants. Too big, she thought, as she always did. Too round, too noticeable, too much. She tugged at the blazer, trying to extend its coverage.
"You're going to debate pornography, not your ass," she muttered to herself, echoing the words of her graduate school mentor. Still, she couldn't help the familiar anxiety. In academia, in 1978, a woman's intellect was still often secondary to her appearance, and Clara's body refused to be inconspicuous. Her large breasts and ample rear end seemed to enter rooms before she did, drawing eyes that should be focused on her arguments.
She pulled her thick brown hair into a tight bun, securing it with extra pins, leaving nothing to chance or distraction. The gesture was practical and professional, yet she couldn't help noticing how it emphasized the elegant line of her neck, the delicate curve where it met her shoulder. She applied a touch of muted lipstick, nothing flashy--armor of a different sort.
Clara arrived at the campus auditorium thirty minutes early, her research materials organized in a leather portfolio, her heart hammering against her ribs. The space was already half-filled, mostly with male students lounging in seats, their postures casual, entitled. She spotted several of her female students clustered together near the front, their presence a silent show of solidarity that made her throat tighten unexpectedly.
As she made her way to the stage, she felt eyes tracking her movement, assessing her body in ways both obvious and subtle. The weight of her breasts, the sway of her hips, the curve of her ass that she was so self-conscious about--all being cataloged and evaluated by the very men she would soon be challenging about their consumption of women's bodies as entertainment.
The auditorium continued to fill, the buzz of conversation growing louder as Dennis Carpenter made his entrance. He strode confidently through the side door, surrounded by a small entourage of film students who hung on his every word.
At forty-five, Briggs Carpenter cut an imposing figure--tall and broad-shouldered with a carefully cultivated beard that he stroked when making his most provocative points. His tweed jacket with leather elbow patches was a cliché that he somehow made work. He casually held a snifter of brandy in one hand; Clara watched him work the room, shaking hands, laughing too loudly. When their eyes met across the auditorium, he offered a smile that didn't reach his eyes and a small, patronizing nod.
The moderator, Dr. Eleanor Simmons from the Communications Department, a slender, attractive blonde-haired woman of about forty wearing a brown pantsuit, approached the stage, signaling that they were about to begin. Clara took her position at the podium, arranging her notes one final time. Across the stage, Carpenter lounged against his podium, looking for all the world like he was about to discuss the weather rather than defend a film that featured women being systematically degraded.
"Ladies and gentlemen," Dr. Simmons began, her voice carrying through the now-packed auditorium. "Tonight, we address a controversial topic that sits at the intersection of art, censorship, and gender politics. 'The Brass Keyhole'--pornography or revolutionary cinema? Avant-Garde classic or smut?"