As I drove back to Vickyâs place I kept trying to figure out how to approach the situation. I had already blown it once by running away and I didnât want to repeat that again. When I got to her place I sat in my car for a long time trying to decide whether I should go in or just drive off. But how would I live with myself or face Christy if I took off again so I decided to go in and confront the situation.
I think she had seen me approach the front door because even before I could knock it flew open and there she stood. We stared at each other for what seemed like forever then she ran towards me and we hugged and held each other. She rested her head on my chest and started crying. I caressed her back and soothed her because I knew she needed to get this off her chest. After what seemed like ages she calmed down then looked up at me and smiled weakly.
âLook at me Iâm a mess.â
âNo you look beautiful and Iâm sorry I donât say that enough.â She took my hand and led me to the couch.
âIâm so sorry about earlierâŚâ
âNo, please, Iâm the one who should be apologizing I shouldnât have runâ, I interrupted her.
âPlease let me finish, this is hard for me and I hope you donât hate me for doing this. I love you Iâve been in love with you since the divorce. You more than took care of me, you denied yourself and even dropped out of school temporarily to take care of me thatâs something a parent does not the child. Remember when we used to sleep together and you would hold me, I never wanted that to end but I had to be realistic.â
âBut we still have our Tuesday night dinner.â
âTrue but I also have needs that require satisfaction. When Amy came along I was happy for you but then you two broke up and it tore me up inside watching you go about like nothing happened. Iâve been through that too and itâs a very lonely feeling. Thatâs why I started coming over to cook you dinner because I didnât want you to be alone. Then Christy and Cindy came along and I saw how happy they made you. Cindy talks of nothing else but you and all the stuff you do together and at the office Christyâs face lights up when your name comes up. Iâm sorry to say this but I started becoming a bit jealous of what you had.â At this point she started crying again so I held her in my arms until she calmed down.
âWhy didnât you say something earlier?â I asked her
âAnd say what? That Iâm in love with MY SON, are you kidding me? You saw how you reacted.
âChristy was angry at me for taking off earlier and she doesnât want me to go back until we sort through this.â
âYou mean sheâs not mad?â
âAre you kidding, she loves you very much so does Cindy and considers you a big sister.â
âWhat about you? You still havenât said anything.â
âVicky I love you and I guess you could say Iâm also in love with youâŚâ
âYou guess?â
âPlease put yourself in my shoes how would you react if all of a sudden I dropped this on your lap?
âWell when you put it that wayâ, she said with a hint of disappointment.
âSo hereâs what I propose lets take it slow and see how it goes from there okayâ, I suggested.
âYou mean you want to pursue thisâ, she replied excitedly.
âOf course because I love you and I also promised Christy I wonât break your heart like dad didâ, I said then kissed her on the lips. We did this often but this time we both knew what we wanted. It was a passionate kiss and she surprised me by pushing her tongue into my mouth. When we broke off she looked at me and smiled.
âThat was a good start, would you mind spending the night we donât have to do anything.â
âI would love toâ, I replied and with that she took my hand and led me to her bedroom. Then it suddenly hit me as I walked behind her what a nice body she had looks like the gym paid off for her. She was the same height as Christy and I was pretty sure shared the same bra size. Come to think of it the only significant difference was the hair and eye color. Christyâs hair was a shade darker than Vickyâs and her eyes were blue to Vickyâs green.
I couldnât believe I didnât notice this before and now I was comparing them and getting turned on at the same time. At 42 years old Vicky could easily pass for 25 and that was no exaggeration. She caught me staring at her and smiled then excused herself as she went to the bathroom to prepare for bed. I slipped off my trousers and shirt and got comfortable. When she came out I did double take she wore a pink see through teddy that barely came below her tight round ass and nothing else underneath.
âI see you like what I have on I bought this a few weeks ago so that I could feel sexy about myself. Sounds pathetic huh?â
âNo you should feel good about yourself and if buying sexy clothing does that for you then more power to you.â She came over and hugged me and her breasts felt good rubbing on my bare chest. Then she brought her lips to mine and we had a passionate kiss. At this point I had a raging hard on and when she noticed this she looked at me then without saying a word she reached down and rubbed it through my boxers.
âWhat say you take these off and get comfyâ? She didnât have to ask twice I quickly slipped them off. Then she pulled back in surprise, âyou shave? This is interesting.â
âYeah its something Christy and I do now.â
âThen I guess Iâll have to shave now huh.â