"So, you're leaving," remarked Jorge, gazing blankly at Lucia.
"Yes." Lucia could see he was sad, confused, unsure what to say. She didn't want to do this to him, but she needed to live, travel, explore the world...
"Hmph. I guess it's for the best."
"I won't be gone forever, Jorge," Lucia continued. "It'll only be for a couple of years, maybe three."
"I thought you would study a degree, attend university or whatever, here in Rio," commented Jorge. "What about your parents?"
"They're happy I've got a job abroad," said Lucia, somewhat annoyed that Jorge was talking to her like a teacher at school or something. "You know how things are in Rio -- it's overcrowded, there are not enough jobs for everyone. If I go to university here, sure I could get a job but will it be as well-paid as this one? On a cruise ship, everything's paid for -- no rent, no food, no bills, you wear your own clothes, so you just keep all your salary."
Jorge brightened. "I guess that's pretty decent. Do you think I could do it? I could apply."
Lucia smiled. "Sure, why not? I can't guarantee you'll be on the same ship as me or even the same cruise line. Costa Ramirez have a lot of clients."
Jorge thought. "I don't know, though. My parents are not like yours. They've always considered my dancing to be a hobby. They expect me to get a 'proper job' -- you know, doctor, lawyer -- the usual suspects."
Lucia laughed.
"Hey," said Jorge. "Would you actually do dancing as a career? Would this be something new, a way into the industry, do you think?"
"They have dancers on cruise ships. I think you'll need to have an agent and do auditions and have a portfolio of prior dance work, though. I don't suppose they'll just grab anyone who wants to be a dancer, even if the dancer's won prizes like we have."
"So how did you get in?"
"I'm not applying to be a dancer, that's why," reminded Lucia. "I'm going to be the Social Hostess. I get to host parties, attend the Captain's Table, do a bit of emceeing or whatever. The qualifications are not high -- you just have to be outgoing and social, have half a brain and have a super-sexy hot bod."
They both laughed. "Well, you've certainly got that. I can't compete," said Jorge, smiling.
"Too right." She thought. "Look, about you and me -- we've split up before, you know that."
Jorge stopped smiling. "Yeah," he said. "I know."
"So have I," continued Lucia. "We've always managed to hook up again. I've had my share of deadbeat boyfriends, and I daresay you can say the same for your partners."
"Hmmm, sure," said Jorge, remembering some embarrassing scenes he'd had to endure over the past 5 years. It was true. However, he had always returned to Lucia, secretly hoping she might take him more seriously. He could see being together with her long-term but there was an issue driving him crazy. He decided to mention it. "Er, Lucia," he began.
"What?"
"It's just that I've often thought that you and I always got back together again -- and that's great -- but, well, it's always been something that's occurred to me that -- well, the reason why we always got back together was because we were partners -- in dancing, I mean."
"Yeah, that's what I've been thinking."
"Really, You, too?"
"Sure, lots of times." Lucia turned to Jorge. "Look, this is too early. Neither of us have ever done anything with our lives. We've never been outside Rio. We've never been abroad. We haven't been to college, we're 20 years old -- and here we are, contemplating long-term junk like being together forever, dedicating our lives to each other, I don't know what -- shall we get married and have six kids or what?"
Jorge laughed at that. Lucia always had a way of getting to the heart of things and she was right. It was a little too early.
"I mean, what about you, Jorge? Am I the one for you? Now I know some of those girls you went with were just not my type and stuff..."
More laughter from Jorge.
"Take it seriously, though. The fact is, dancing is the number one reason why we always got back together; but we're not going to be dancing forever. Eventually, we'll have to go to work or study or else just get too old, with creaky knees and bad backs, to do any more dancing. What are we going to do without it? Can you seriously tell me that, if it wasn't for dancing, you and I would always have got back together?"
"Hmmm."
"What if we never danced again? If your parents want you to go to university, you should have started two years ago at 18, so you're late. We need to face it. We've had a great time together and you're my first serious love, first serious boyfriend, first everything."
"Well, what do you think?"
"Let's stay apart for a bit. This is a new opportunity for me. I get to work in the USA! You should be happy for me!"
"I am! It's just that -"
"You don't like it? You're scared?"
"No!" replied Jorge. "I'll just -- miss you."
Lucia paused for a moment. Yeah, she would miss him, too. "I'll miss you, too," she said, admitting her thoughts exactly. "If we spend a few years apart, we'll find out if we can survive without dancing. If we still want each other, we'll find a way to get back together. I'll call you. You'll call me. We did it before. We can do it again. Just like the dancing."
Jorge looked at her. She was right. Who knows whether their relationship would survive. He didn't want to admit it but everything was too early. He knew that. It made sense. Yet the fact remained that, without her, everything would really suck. He would have to get new dance partner. He would have to date other women. They might be better -- but he doubted. They could be worse than Lucia. They had been so far. He sighed. "OK, I guess."
Lucia stood up. The coffee shop where they had met was a hangout they had been to often. The samba music was playing, the tables were crowded, the place was buzzing. The leant over and kissed him on the forehead. "Listen, don't worry. I'll call you. We'll keep in touch. It's not the end of everything. We can talk on the phone. It'll be fine."
"Yeah, I suppose you're right," remarked Jorge, with s wry smile. "Well, good luck, and I hope it all goes well for you."
Good, thought Lucia. He was going to be OK. "Thanks, Jorge. I know you've always got my back." She smiled. "Plus you're great in bed."
"Haha, thanks!" exclaimed Jorge.
They said their goodbyes, embraced, then Lucia walked out. Jorge went to pay the bill. Standing at the counter, he hoped this wasn't the end. "So long, Lucia," he said quietly to himself. "While it lasted, it was great". He smiled, in spite of himself, put his wallet in his pocket, then walked out.
Five days passed. Dawn broke over Copacabana, the outline of Sugarloaf Mountain stark against the light reds and pinks of the brightening sky. The outstretched arms of Christ the Redeemer formed a man-made, human outline against the otherwise natural scene.
At the check-in desk at the airport, Lucia Gonzalez stood in line behind a disorderly queue of tourists. She was nervous. Her thick, black hair was scraped back into a loose ponytail, her fresh, olive-skinned face lightly made-up with minimal eyeliner, lipstick and eyeshadow. She wore a light, cotton jacket tied across the fullness of her breasts, her bare abdomen exposing her tanned, toned flesh, which met a pair of dark blue cotton culottes, slung low on her ample hips. She turned.
Juan and Dolores, her parents, had come to see her off, lingering at the entrance door. Dolores, in particular, felt a mixture of excitement and apprehension. Her baby was leaving home! She nervously held the door frame and yelled to Lucia, "Take care!"
Lucia waved. "Thanks, Mama! I will!"
Juan waved. Well, this was sudden, he thought. He had spent the last few days on a whirlwind ride of US consulates, shopping trips and all kinds of other things to get ready for Lucia's departure and now, here he was, waving off his daughter as she was about to embark on this new chapter of her life -- a chapter which, for the first time in his life, he wasn't going to be a part of. He felt a mixture of pride and apprehension at he departure.
Lucia turned back as the check-in clerk asked for her passport. She checked in her luggage -- a large suitcase and a smaller holdall. She also had a large pink handbag with a long, wide strap, casually hanging from her right shoulder.
Finally, formalities completed, she gave her parents one last wave. She bit her lower lip. Suddenly overcome with emotion, she ran back to them for a last embrace. Flinging her arms around her mother, she cried, "Mama! I'll miss you!"
"Have a great time and don't forget to call us, email or message," smiled Dolores, secretly glad that Lucia had rushed back.
"Look after yourself, love," said Juan, suddenly feeling a pang of missing, even though she was, as yet, still there. "I'll be thinking of you!"
Lucia turned and embraced her father. "Thanks, Dad! I'll keep in touch!"
These final goodbyes completed, she turned back, waved and cantered off to the X-ray machines to go through customs. Dolores and Juan watched her until she had moved through the scanner and out of sight.