On my knees, naked, exhausted and sore I might be but right now I also feel fulfilled. I open my eyes and one of the men approaches me, his pale white, hard dick bouncing as he walks and its shape, its movement, brings the memories flooding back. Thoughts of how I got here, how I started, how I became the slut who speaks to you now.
I guess it was my first boyfriend's fault. Certainly it was he who accidentally put me on the path I now follow. We met when I was 18 and had first gone to University. Academic and strait laced, I'd never even managed the confidence for one kiss. I had ambitions of a high flying career in accountancy resulting in a comfortable lifestyle, marriage and family. He was a year older and still with his childhood sweetheart who was working in a pub back home, we clicked because he shared my dreams and ideas of the future. He was destined to succeed in the world of IT but for now it was simply a meeting of minds. It took nine months of courtship before we finally did it, before he took my virginity. Looking back on it now it seems crazy, to have waited until I was nearly 19 but as I said, I was strait laced, raised in what seemed an honest and hardworking family. The sex during that relationship wasn't great but I enjoyed it, we loved each other and were happy.
Four years of University flew by, the longest time being the wait to graduate and join my boyfriend in Reading where he had moved after his graduation one year before. We moved in together and at first we were like rabbits. Things in the bedroom improved greatly as we made up for lost time and my increased maturity and confidence that came with my first class honours degree led us to try new things. For the first time in my life we tried other positions and I even managed to give him a blowjob, though there was no way I was going to swallow the contents of his balls.
Things were to change though. It was early in the spring before I turned 23 when a power outage in my office forced me to head home a couple of hours early. My boyfriend's work allowed him to regularly work from home but on this day I believed he had gone up to London for a big industry wide conference. As I opened the door to our flat I could hear a woman moaning loudly and the sound of my boyfriend whispering in the background. I felt my cheeks flush as the anger built within me, how could he have betrayed me so? Pausing and listening, the noises continued and it was clear to me that he had not heard me enter. Removing my shoes I followed the sounds down the hallway towards our second bedroom that my boyfriend used as a home office for when he was working from home.