It was so long ago. They were both so young. Yet, she'll never forget how her brother made her feel wanted, loved, and special. He was as horny as she was.
The relationship she had with her brother was the closet she ever felt to a man. With nothing to hide, with her brother knowing her as he did, she felt a freedom from playing games that she never felt since with other men she dated. There she was naked for the first time and vulnerable to a man who accepted her for who she was and she accepted him for who he was. They had no preconceived notions; they were just brother and sister. There wasn't anything that he didn't know about her. They had no secrets and left nothing unsaid.
Even in marriage, she couldn't duplicate the complete relationship she enjoyed with her sibling. In retrospect, had she found someone who was as passionate, loving, and considerate as was her brother, maybe, she'd still be married today. She wished she had that kind of relationship she had with her brother with her husband. She wished she could have opened up to her husband and her husband could have opened up to her in the way that she did with her brother and in the way that her brother did with her.
How perfect that would have been instead of playing silly games, butting heads, and arguing over nothing? She never argued with her brother. They connected.
Fifteen years ago, she was 21-years-old and her brother was 18-years-old. Still living at home, they talked about everything, about pop culture, about music, about dating, and about their relationships. Open and honest, without harboring any secrets or petty jealousies, they were not only brother and sister but also close friends. As their bond grew, so didn't their sexual attraction to one another and their curiosity for erotic exploration.
They were always hugging. She loved his body. He was tall, thin, and muscular. Every time they hugged, he felt his hand rest on the top of her buttocks. She wished, just once, that he'd drop his hand and cup her cheeks. If he did that, if he felt her ass, she'd cum in her panties.
They didn't mean for it to happen, it just did. It happened naturally, as a next step progression to their unique relationship when siblings bond in the way they did. They were so close that they were psychically connected. It happened when they both were drinking and smoking some grass one day when their parents weren't home. The stimulants lowered their inhibitions, no doubt. With their guard down, they were open for whatever was to happen.
There was nothing dirty about what they did. She had no regrets and neither did he. It was just a woman and a man sharing their love for one another physically and intimately, as well as emotionally and spiritually. Sure, they were brother and sister, but if you just ignored the labels put on them by society, they were just two people who needed one another and who were lucky enough to find one another at the time.
Had you not known that they were brother and sister, had you seen them interacting with one another from afar, laughing and talking and having a good time, you'd think that they were just lovers. The relationship had quickly progressed from siblings, to friendship, to lovers. They both had what one another needed at that time. It was a coincidental occurrence. It was being struck by lightning. It was beautiful.
Their parents were never home. Her father was a traveling pharmaceutical salesman and her mother was a pediatrician. If they ever discovered the she was having sex with her brother, they'd have them both committed to an insane asylum. They wouldn't understand their obvious connection. They were uptight when it came to free sex, especially free sex between brother and sister. Her parents would never understand their special relationship and close bond. Yet, after she convinced herself that there wasn't anything wrong with taking their friendship that they had a step further, she looked forward to having some intimate time with her best friend, her brother.
They took strict measures not to have her get pregnant. She was on the pill, which she never trusted, so she had him wear a condom, which he hated. Yet, that was the agreement and that was the unbroken rule. Whenever there was vaginal penetration, he had to wear a rubber, no argument. A pro-life nurse, she wasn't the type who could have an abortion and she certainly didn't want to raise a baby born between the sexual lust of their incestuous affair. Surely, that kind of baggage would ruin her life. She could just imagine introducing whoever was her fiancΓ© at the time to her brother and their baby.
"This is my fiancΓ©. And this is my brother Jason and our bastard baby, Incest."
When she thought back about the first time, her brother used her and tricked her into having sex with him. Yet, it was okay and she was glad he did it and glad it happened. Surely, it wouldn't have happened otherwise. She never would have made the first move. They were both a little bit drunk and a little bit high and that allowed their inhibitions to crumble as well as their horniness for one another to blossom.
Nonetheless, their sexual relationship was a positive and bonding experience. Even though they no longer have sex and haven't had sex since that long, hot summer when they were both so very young, they are still very close.
She figured it was the testosterone. He was always horny. He was even hornier than she was. It must run in the family. Her mother was the horny one.
Married to her second husband, after divorcing her father fifteen years ago, her Mom and her step-dad were still going at it like newlyweds. He was banging her nearly every night that he was home. She could hear them in their master bedroom suite whenever she muted her television. Her Mom loved giving blowjobs. Like mother like daughter, she did, too.
The incestuous relationship started when her brother approached her with a sad, pity me story. He told her that he wasn't having any luck getting a second date with the women he liked. A good looking man, she didn't understand why he would have such difficulty getting a second date. Moreover, he lied to her when he told her that he wasn't getting to second base on any of his dates. With the thoughts of how much she enjoyed her dates feeling her breasts, she felt sorry for him that her baby brother didn't even get to feel a woman's breast.
How awful for him, the poor boy. He must be so sexually frustrated. No wonder why he jerks off all the time. Even though he tries to be quiet, she can feel the vibration of his squeaky bed when he is going at himself with his hand. If she listens, she can even hear the moment he cums.
The fact that he masturbates next door to her room was always a total turn on for her. More than once, she wanted pretend she was unaware and barge in his room and catch him with his hand around his cock. More than once, she wanted to ask him if he needed a hand. She was so wicked that sometimes she'd even imagine him jerking off when she masturbated.
Unable to come up with another reason, after replaying the dates in his head and recalling the conversations that he had with each date and sharing those with his sister, he wondered if it was his kissing that was ruining his chances for him. Pretending to be embarrassed to ask her, he asked her to kiss him to see if he was doing something wrong when kissing the girls he dated.