An occasional series of short erotic stories and novellas about first time sexual experiences... some are funny, some are sad and some have strayed into the realms of the taboo or the unusual...mostly the stories are about people and relationships rather than just sex although there are explicit sexual descriptions in some if not all of the tales. So be warned!
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THE MUMMY'S BOY
Gavin's Story -- Proving that a boy's best friend is his mother.
You may well ask how it can be that a twenty year old guy can still be a virgin in the 21st century.
I often wondered the same thing myself and I was one! Twenty years old and never been laid and with no immediate prospects of the situation improving.
My father had the answer and used to say it every day "That boy is a complete fuck-up!"
I guess he was probably right. In my father's eyes just about everything I turned my hand to became a total disaster and that went double for relationships and especially so when it came to girls.
It was not that I didn't like girls or want to get laid, I did! Oh fuck, didn't I just! Much of my waking life and probably a good part of my dream time as well was given over exclusively to thinking about girls and how to get into their knickers. It just didn't seem that I was ever going to get it right. I was convinced that I was going to spend the rest of my life wanking and wanting.
It wasn't that I was ugly, or a wimp or a waster, I was none of those things. In appearance I was a reasonably good looking sort of guy, I stood just an inch or so under six foot with short curly light brown hair that went blondish in the sun and had a fairly athletic body, not terribly muscular, but I was a cross-country runner and a good tennis and badminton player so I had immensely strong legs and quite powerful arms and shoulders. I wasn't ashamed to take my shirt off on the beach!
My teachers at school had thought me intelligent and a good student, I got decent A level grades and got into Cheltenham University to read English Literature & Creative Writing.
Just getting to University to do the course that I wanted to do had been a major fucking uphill battle.
First off my father, the all-powerful, never-to-be opposed, Sir 'Billy' Butler, KBE, self-made millionaire, industrialist and development visionary finally took an interest in what I wanted to do because he saw my choice of English Literature & Creative Writing as a 'mamby-pamby' subject with no useful application in the real world.
"That boy is a complete fuck-up...!" He had shouted at my mother. "Why can't he do something like engineering or architectural design... Something that would be useful to the business."
"I don't want to be an engineer...I want to be a teacher..." I had put in but I might just have well not been in the room for all the chance that Dad would be listening to me.
"Christ...there is no need for him to go to college at all...I left school at fifteen I had made my first million by the time that I was thirty..." He bellowed in his rough northern bullish voice.
We had all heard this a thousand times, how Dad had started on a building site as a labourer, saved his wages for the first few months and then bought a load of old fireplaces and wooden fixtures from Victorian houses that were being pulled down in Bradford and sold them to fashionable developers in London at extortionate prices. It was the start of his empire. But I wasn't my father and I didn't want to follow him into his dream...I wanted to teach English literature not spend years as a storeman and site worker in his firm before joining Dad on the board of directors earning my position 'the hard way' as he had.
"Well he won't get any money from me!" He had ended. "If you want to let him stay a fuck-up all his life and become a bloody fairy teacher...earning peanuts, then you can pay for it..."
That was his first and last conversation about my future, he stormed from the room and never discussed my education again.
"Never mind dear," Mother had said putting her arm comfortingly around my waist. "We don't need your father's money... it will be just the two of as always." She had given me a warm hug. "Literature sounds nice...I used to love reading at school...I loved the Secret Garden and the Chalet School books..."
My mother was not a brainless bimbo...she just worked very hard at making people think she was! She had a mind like a steel trap but the words that issued from her full cupid lips hid that fact admirably.
Money for my fees was never going to be an issue. Mother was a wealthy woman in her own right, she was a Sinclair, old Scottish money, and was the executor for my inheritance, a decent sum which had been left by my grandmother and came to me when I was twenty-five but could be drawn on for my education.
Dad had married my mother for her social position and money, he had muscled in on the former, using her social connections, but had never got his hands on her cash. My mother might be a bit of an air-head at times more concerned with her dinner parties, charity work and her wardrobe, but she wasn't stupid. I just never did understand why she married him, they never did anything together and although they shared the house at Gloucester he had his own suite of rooms and was hardly ever at home.
The second problem was Mother herself. To say that she was possessive would be a bloody understatement.
We had a strange relationship. I had never been 'her little boy' to be fussed over and cuddled and treated like a pet poodle, the way that her sister, Aunt Georgina had treated my cousin Bertie. Nobody had been surprised when 'Bend-Over Bertie' had been arrested in Soho dressed as a woman and subsequently had left England to live in San Francisco, his mother had always treated him more like a dress-up dolly than a boy.
Mother had always encouraged me to have male friends and do boyish and manly things, sports and outdoor activities, but had always kept me close, I guess that she felt the need to stand between me and my father when I was young. I had been a late baby, she was thirty when I was born. She didn't really fuss over me, but she always picked me as her partner for tennis, or croquet or Monopoly and we always took our summer holiday alone together, either riding in Ireland or sailing at Capri or Sorrento, and she was happy to trail around with me when I wanted to explore museums and art galleries even though I knew she got bored and would rather be shopping.
As I got older I didn't mind the shopping so much although I sometimes got horny and embarrassed in shops where there were lingerie shows I had to sit and watch or when Mother made me wait outside the changing cubicle whilst she tried on clothes and I got glimpses of her in her knickers and bra. It was as near as I was getting to seeing a girl undressing for me. It wasn't that bad at all really my mother's body was hot even in her forties.
I think that my reaching the age when I would go to university was her worst nightmare. She had fought my father tooth and claw to prevent me being sent away to boarding school at eleven. I had made my applications and was all set to look for a place at Exeter, or St. Andrews or even the University of East Anglia, anywhere far away where I would have to live on campus. I wanted my independence and I thought that getting away might finally get me the opportunity to get myself laid.
After hours of arguing, temper tantrums and tears we had finally reached a compromise which at least suited Mother. I would go to Cheltenham University, which meant that I could continue to live at home, she would buy me a car to commute into college each day and pay my fees and allowance...whilst I continued to live at home.
The worst aspect of Mother's possessiveness was that she wanted to be the only woman in my life. She monitored every contact that I had with girls and at the first sign that I was getting near to finally getting a shag she would swoop in and break it up using one excuse or another to chase the girl away or remove me from the relationship. I don't know if she was aware that I was still a virgin but she certainly wasn't going to make it easy for me to lose it!
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My first serious crush was for a local girl called Melanie Cooper. She was the first love of my life! We never got as far as sex although I admit to thinking and fantasising about it. Melanie became the main object of my erotic fantasies when I wanked off in bed each night. I thought the world of Mel and spent most of my pocket money on sweets and cinema tickets and hanging out with her stupid, giggly girlfriends at the youth club, buying the whole group Cokes and Fantas and milk shakes and was in seventh heaven if she let me hold her hand and walk her home and kiss her goodnight on the door-step.
It all came to an abrupt and heart breaking end when I stumbled upon her snogging with Wesley Moore behind the church hall one evening when she was supposed to be at choir practice. Wesley was twenty-two and a bit of a tear-away, he hung out with the other black kids from the council estate and was known to smoke weed and pop pills, he wasn't at college and he didn't work but always had money. His brother was in prison for drug dealing and he had been up before the magistrates for thieving and was on probation. If Mel's middle class parents had found out they would have seriously freaked out at the idea of their innocent virginal daughter dating a horny black boy.
Worse than any of that stuff, Wesley boasted that he never hung out with birds that he wasn't fucking!