Chapter 1: Seduction
Here in the borderland, any place with more than 5000 people is called a city. Small cities probably have an annual budget smaller than mine. On the evening this story began, that amounted to another three or four days before my pockets ran dry. The credit cards in my wallet had expired long ago.
I sat at a table beside a picture-window. Before me, an empty plate. I had eaten soup and vareniki; I chose these for cheap sustenance, not because I love the taste of potatoes and dill-weed. Outside the window, the city street-lights made a pretence of festivity: white, yellow, orange, green, red and blue, twinkling through a thin fog of smoke. I guess the city buys job-lots of cheap lightbulbs, price more important than colour.
The evening coal-train groans and clanks through the valley, heading for the coast. Night-birds churr and screech. The warm spring sunshine has given way to night. Typical evening in the borderland rust-belt.
The waitress approached. Wordless, as always, she gestured at the empty plate. She made a mime of drinking. After four nights in this hotel, she was accustomed to my preferences. They built these rat-holes for the occasional visiting apparatchik, and nowadays a guest is a rare and memorable creature. She took the plate, and returned with coffee and a small flask of Armenian cognac. It's fire-water, but it helps a man to sleep.
Bored with the vista, I looked around the room. The only other guest that night was a serious-faced brunette woman, maybe 45 years old, whom I had passed in the lobby earlier. She sat alone at a table behind me, also beside the long window. She was eating one-handed, in the American manner. Beside her plate of food lay a thin sheaf of papers, which she was reading as she ate. Her shoulder-length hair was loose, and hung like a curtain against her face. I could not see her features. Her white blouse, black skirt and charcoal-grey hose made it plain, she was travelling on business. I turned my gaze back to the window. Nothing had changed out there. I had been out here, in the shittiest parts of what used to be the Soviet Union, for almost 5 years. Waiting for something to change. Exactly like the locals. All of us waiting for something to change.
As I tipped the last measure of cognac into my glass, I felt a presence at my back. Turning, my eyes met those of my fellow guest: dark, very dark brown eyes. The colour of rosewood. Rosewood eyes, set in a face the honey-colour of well-aged sitka spruce. She smiled at me. Small, even, white teeth behind pretty lips. Yes, she had a few wrinkles around the eyes. But I can hardly make comment on that, with my face almost as creased as my scrotum...
I rose to my feet, she put out her hand and spoke:
"Good evening!" Her voice had that richness of intonation unique to the Slavic women. A musical quality, with none of the abrasiveness which can pervade Russian voices in any other language. The kind of rich music you get, from a sitka-rosewood guitar.
"Perhaps I may join you?" I gestured toward the chair facing me, and she seated herself elegantly. As she crossed her legs, there came the subtle rustle of silk.
"You travel here on business?" she said. "I too. My name is Irina. I work in medical technology and pharmaceuticals. Today I think I had big success. I will know for certain in morning. Tonight I wish a small celebration, but I am alone. Perhaps you will celebrate with me?"
Stranger, if I am honest I was not in a mood for celebration. I did not particularly want company. But there was something about the woman... maybe those dark eyes. And it would be pleasant to converse with a fluent English speaker.
"Yes, thank you Irina. It will be my pleasure to celebrate with you, I'm happy you had a good day. My name is..."
At that moment she interjected, with a smile, "your name is Andy. I know this. I know many things about you, Andy. I do not choose my companions at random. A woman must prepare, and keep herself safe in places such as this. People can disappear, in these borderlands". She waved her hand - she wore no rings, I noticed - and the silent waitress appeared beside us.
"Champagne, cognac, two Americano, and bring an ashtray" said Irina. The girl nodded. As she turned away, I noticed that she too had dark brown eyes. Common enough, in the Slavic races, and very attractive.
The order fulfilled, Irina drew a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from the slim black bag she had laid on the table. "Prilyuki". The brand I habitually smoke. She shook one out with an elegant hand movement. She closed her lips around the protruding tip of the cigarette, and slowly drew its length from the pack. She took it between thumb and two fingers of her left hand, almost stroking the paper cylinder. With her right hand, she struck the lighter. Her eyes met mine and held my gaze as she brought the flame to the cigarette, and drew it into crimson life. She took it from her lips, formed them into an 'O', and blew a lazy smoke-ring into the air between us. Then she passed the lit cigarette across to me, still holding my eyes with her own, with the words "yes, dear Andy. Many, many things I know. You will pour some champagne, please? I wish to toast your health and happiness, dear Andy".
I broke eye contact, turned away to open the bottle which lay in the ice-bucket beside me. I poured two glasses of the chilled, effervescent wine. I looked back, she leaned forward across the table to lift a glass. As she did so, I realised that her white blouse, previously buttoned to the collar-bones, was now opened almost to the breast; the tanned skin of her cleavage was exposed to me, framed in the white lace edging of her bra, and the cool evening air had raised the soft, downy hair upon slight goosebumps there. I felt my own skin forming goosebumps, and the slow stirring of an incipient erection. She remained in this pose, and raised the glass: I lifted mine, and our eyes met once again...
"Do you enjoy the view?" she asked, a tremor of smile on her lips. "The city at night, I mean?" Her voice was soft, almost like honey or velvet would sound.
I touched my glass to hers. "This city is full of beautiful sights," I replied.
As the champagne bottle neared empty, I realised that she had somehow persuaded me to tell my whole life story. How I came out here, paid by Swiss capitalists to find investment opportunities in the newly-liberated nations. How I had first found some successes, up on the Baltic. How I decided to search out more prospects on my own account. How I kept moving, trying always to stay ahead of the pack. How my links with home had gradually broken down. How the opportunities became fewer, and less lucrative, as time went on. How my work permit, and later my residence permit, lapsed. How I had no plan, how my diary was empty as the steppe. How I was pretty much on the last throw of the dice.
She listened. She looked into my eyes and listened. She spoke only to prompt me. She poured cognac into my now-empty coffee cup, and she listened as I talked.
She rose to her feet. "Excuse me, just a few moments, please" she said. My eyes followed her as she walked to the ladies' room. The black skirt was tight across her ass, which moved easily as she walked. She wore just enough heel to give her a sinuous wiggle. The semi-erection I had been feeling for the last hour began to harden. I took another mouthful of cognac, and looked out of the window once again. "Maybe my fortunes are changing", I thought...
A few minutes later, she emerged and returned to the table. I detected a certain playfulness in her manner as she sat down. She reached across the table, and opened her balled hand. Onto the place-mat in front of me dropped a scrap of white silk and lace - a pair of very elegant panties. Despite my tobacco habit, I thought I could detect a slight, distinct aroma. I felt my hard-on setting as the pheromones hit my system.
"A little dessert?" she murmured. "With much sweetness and cream? And perhaps some more champagne?" She ran the tip of her tongue between her lips, oh, so sensually. "I hope to know much more information about you, my dear... intimate information..."
By now, my balls were aching. My rational thought? Nothing to lose. My animal desire? Everything to gain.