Christian stirred under the blankets, his hands roaming across the bed seeking his lover's body. Slowly he realized that she wasn't there. He blinked a few times, trying to rid the sleep from his eyes, and stretched. Doing a once over of the room, he figured out that she must be downstairs somewhere.
He rose from the bed and went over to the closet to retrieve some clothes, walking around naked would only end up in a disaster. Grabbing a shirt and a pair of shorts, he went to splash some cold water on his face and headed to the first floor. He searched the kitchen, living room, and back room, no sign of her. Glancing out the back room window, he figured it was around five o'clock by the position of the sun. Then he saw some movement and realized someone was sitting on the back porch. 'Gotcha' he thought as he exited the room. He went through the kitchen and out the back door.
"Hey sweetheart, I've been looking for you," Christian said walked over to her and kissing her head.
Smiling, she gazed up at him, "I've been right here the whole time. Enjoy your nap?" she asked.
"It was ok," he responded, "but it would have been better if I woke up with you in my arms." He kneeled next to her chair and pulled her into his arms.
"I know that you're out here thinking. I hope I'm not putting too much pressure on you," he spoke as he placed his chin on her head.
"I always knew that you had a sort of sixth sense when it comes to people," she began. "I wanted to listen to you, but you know how stubborn I am at times. I really loved him, you know. But now...now I realize that it really wasn't love." She took a deep breath, "All this time I had love right in front of me and didn't even notice it."
He squeezed her tight against him, resisting the urge to cry. He felt her move a bit and then felt arms wrap around him and one hand slowly stroke his hair. Christian felt as if his heart would explode. He had no idea which way she was going with this, but he hoped it was his. He listened as she continued.
Alexia ran her fingers through his hair as she spoke, "I thought about all these feelings I've had inside of me. And I've thought about everything in my life." She pulled away from him and made eye contact, "Christian, I love you and I don't want us...you to have a hard time. I don't want trouble for you. Your job, your school, your life...is way more important than I am."
Understanding shone in his eyes as they started to water. She smiled and wiped away the single tear that rolled down his cheek. Christian knew what she meant and he didn't disagree. She always put others before herself. He would do anything for her and she knew that. 'Things take time' he kept thinking. He was pulled from his thoughts by her voice.
"I'm almost done with school. I was planning on going to your grad school anyway," she noticed how that last statement made him smile.
"So maybe then I'll move in. But for now, I'll stay in my home and you in yours. Plus it won't hurt you to come visit me sometime," she said jokingly.
He pulled her against him again, allowing the tears to flow freely now. He couldn't remember the last time he cried but he was so full of emotion that he had to. Christian pulled her chin up and kissed her fiercely on the lips, taking the opportunity to slip his tongue in her mouth when she gasped at the suddenness of the kiss. Breaking the kiss for air, he hugged her and ran his fingers through her hair.
"I didn't know what to think when you started to talk. I was hoping that...shit I don't even know what to say," Christian spoke as he wiped his face of the tears. His eyes shone with love as he continued to talk, "I knew I loved you since we were young but I was afraid that it would push you away from me. Alexia, if you weren't my sister...hell I'd marry you!" He spoke the last part with laughter in his voice but seriousness in his eyes.
She looked up at him in shock for a moment before smiling and kissing him. Not wanting to go deeper into the last statement, she changed the subject.
"Come on, let's get dressed. I want to go to the mall for some stuff," she said getting up and grabbing his hand.
She led him back into the house and up stairs. She pulled him to his closet and told him to pick out some clothes to wear while she went to get dressed. Alexia went to the spare bedroom, where her bag was and started digging through it to pick out something to wear. She found her long-sleeved black shirt and low-rise jeans. Then she looked for her black leather belt and her black/silver Sketchers sneakers. Throwing them on, she glanced in the mirror to make sure she looked ok and walked back into her brother's room. Luckily he was already dressed.
Alexia noticed how Christian's clothes matched hers almost perfectly, but even more she noticed that they made him look extra-sexy. He had on a clinging, black turtleneck that outlined his sculpted body, denim jeans that showed off his ass perfectly, and a pair of black shiny boots that gave him some height. Smiling, she walked in his closet and grabbed his Kangol hat and threw it on his head. She pulled him out the room and went to grab her black purse. Then she met him at the front door and grabbed her keys off the coffee table. He took his black leather coat off the coat rack and walked outside. She followed suit and locked the door. Running to her car to grab her black leather coat that tied at the waist, she saw him walk over to the passenger side of her car and wait.
"What are you doing? I thought we would take your Dodge," she said innocently.
She liked his large SUV more than her small car. Smirking when he walked over to his vehicle and pressed the key to open it, she locked her door, ran over to the passenger side and hopped in. Christian got in, started the truck and put his seatbelt on, looking over to make sure she was ready before driving. Alexia diddled with the radio before deciding to put in one if his CDs. She pulled out Linkin Park and placed it in the dish. Relaxing back in the seat she looked over at her brother whose eyes were focused on the road.
"So what are you going to get?" He asked stopping at a red light.