Chapter 6
The world outside my window was shrouded in half-darkness when I awoke the following morning. My sleep had been restless. I felt as if I needed to be released — as if I was tangled in a knot that needed to be undone. I had decided to let Enide go — to forgo her, yet she dominated my thoughts without reprieve. It felt like a weight on my shoulders.
There was no use lying in bed. I got up and listlessly wandered out of my room. I knew the time would come when I would have to say goodbye to Enide again. Even the thought of it made me flinch. I wondered if being around Enide would now be a kind of torment.
After what seemed like an interminable period, I meandered downstairs to the lounge. It was too early to begin breakfast so without much thought, I picked up a magazine. Surprisingly, I was soon engrossed in its pages.
It was only after hearing sounds from upstairs that I was jolted out of my reading. It was time, I decided, to shift my attention to the kitchen and start preparing breakfast.
Mother soon joined me, followed shortly after by my sister. At first, I sat at the table, twirling my spoon in my muesli, lost in my thoughts. However, as my sister and mother conversed, my attention was drawn to their pleasant chat. I didn't say much myself but their easy conversation was a welcome distraction, drawing me out of my thoughts.
"Are you okay, dear?" my mother asked.
I gave her a small smile. "Lost in thought, that's all, " I replied, grateful for her concern.
Mirrla too chimed in, making an effort to lift my spirits and distract me from my musings. Afterwards, we separated to prepare for the day ahead. It dawned on me that my state of mind had improved considerably. It felt good not to be alone with my thoughts.
Much like the previous day, I drove Mother and Mirrla to their respective destinations but returned home again to ponder what to do with myself. I knew pottering around the house wouldn't do me any good. I had a vague craving to be outdoors, yet something seemed to smother my will to act. It seems peculiar that considering my earlier fears about spending time with her, I opted to dial Enide's number. I could have taken a stroll, gone for a drive, or sought the company of another friend. Perhaps I never truly had an alternative.
Aunt Broni's housekeeper picked up the phone and after a genial back and forth, fetched Enide to the phone.
"Hello?" Enide called out brightly.
"Hello Eni... good morning... how are you?"
"Good morning, Rody. I'm well, thanks. How about you?"
"It's good to be home," I offered setting aside the turmoil in my head. "To be honest though, I'm feeling a bit restless. I can't quite put my finger on... anything. All I know is that I want to get out of the house — any bright ideas?"
"Well, the weather is top-notch," Enide reasoned. "How about we go for a picnic? Why don't you come over and we can figure it out from there?"
"Humm, a picnic, huh?" I mumbled indifferently. "I guess that would be — hold on... " I blurted out, having recalled something I'd read about. "Fancy a drive up Chestnut Hill?"
"Um... Chestnut Hill?" Enide wondered. "I mean... why not? It's not far — but why there, pray-tell?"
I laughed, "Sorry Eni, I'm not going to tell you just yet," I teased. "You'll just have to trust me. It'll be worth it — I promise."
"Hmm, that sounds intriguing — but can't you give me a hint?" Enide probed. Her curiosity had been piqued and I could almost see her pouting as I listened to her speak.
"Ha! Sorry Eni. I shan't reveal just yet," I chuckled.
"Uh... well, alright Rody — I'll take your word for it." Enide relented. "What should I bring for the picnic?"
"Is Mrs Raznil there?" I asked, enquiring after Aunt Broni's cook.
"Yes, ah... she is," Enide answered. "How about some sandwiches and fruit? I have a blanket and the rest."
"Marvellous... we can pick up cold drinks on the way."
"Sounds good. I'll be ready in an hour," Enide said chirpily. "Oh... you don't mind, do you... if I ask Andra to come?"
"Of course, I don't mind," I assured her, feeling a pang of guilt for not thinking of Andra on my own. "I don't know why you'd think I would. Andra even thanked me for spending time with her yesterday — as if it was some kind of imposition."
"Andra hasn't been feeling herself," Enide confided. "She was more cheerful yesterday. Did it seem like that to you?"
"Ah... yes. To tell you the truth, I'm having a hard time believing she's been feeling low," I told her truthfully.
"Oh, she has been, believe me," Enide said with conviction. "Perhaps it was spending time with you that lifted her mood. Who would have thought you'd be such a wellspring of good cheer," she quipped playfully.
"Anyone who knows me!" I countered sternly, pretending to take offence.
Enide's laughter resonated on the other end of the line. Talking to her had swept away the grey gloom that had settled in my mind. Despite my weariness earlier, I was unable to conceive of anything other than spending time with Enide.
"I'll be over in a little while," I told Enide before we concluded the call.
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In true punctilious fashion, I arrived at Aunt Broni's house ahead of time, intending to chivvy Enide along if necessary. Although we had a bit of time to spare, I worried that we might be late if Enide dallied about for too long. While I waited for her, I went to the kitchen and helped the as-ever-efficient Mrs. Raznil pack the sandwiches, assorted edibles, and other gear into a picnic hamper.
A taxicab dropped off Andra just as Mrs. Raznil and I put the finishing touches on the provisions. After she had finished nosing about in the hamper, I urged Andra upstairs to harry Enide a bit and ensure our timely departure.
A little later, with Andra and I sitting beside her, Enide complained as she drove, "I don't see why we must hurry like this!"
I grinned, knowing that this wasn't about being rushed. Enide was still trying to pry out my plan.
Enide and Andra wore summer dresses complemented by mid-length, short-sleeved jackets. Their wide-brimmed hats lay side by side on the back seat of the convertible. I was once again somewhat taken aback by their transformation into stylish, sophisticated young women, a stark contrast to the teen girls I once knew.
"You'll see..." I repeated and relished knowing it would irritate Enide.
Andra turned and leaned toward me. "You could confide in me. I won't tell Eni," she purred while giving me her best come-hither look.
"Nice try Andra," I laughed. "It hadn't occurred to me that the two of you might be so impatient. Now it feels as if I've made too much of it — as if I have to deliver some extraordinary spectacle," I protested.
I wished I was the one driving. The path up Chestnut Hill was one of those zigzagging roadways that are cut into hillsides as if etched by an enormous chisel. Enide's sporty motorcar cried out to be sped along its steep, serpentine turns and I thought she was being much too cautious.
Even though I was itching for a little more pace, the opportunity to relish the scenery was ample compensation. Alongside the road, lush greenery seemed intent on reclaiming ground lost to winter. Heather, bracken and yew trees whizzed past as we made our ascent. Whenever Enide accelerated out of a bend, the engine would emit a deep growl and now and then, the exhaust blasted a loud popping sound, sending echoes reverberating around the landscape.
Before long, we arrived at the top of the pass. Beyond this point, the road slithered down the opposite side of the hill. Enide steered onto a grass course towards a row of beech trees with intricately interwoven branches. The grass-covered patch beneath the still leafless canopy served as a makeshift parking area. From here, sightseers could amble on foot to reach the apex of Chestnut Hill but this wasn't our intended destination today.
Rather than treading the beaten path, I led our small party along the ridge before descending along an uneven footpath. We emerged in an area of open ground bordered by woodland with panoramic views of Earnell and the surrounding countryside.
I pointed towards a flat patch of ground beneath a small, crooked oak. "There... that will do," I announced and set down the hamper.
"I've been here before," Enide said sounding rather baffled. "What's so special about this spot?"
"Well now... let me see," I replied. I made a big show of looking around me. "What we have here is an outstanding example of moorland," I began to describe in the persona of one of those fervently earnest naturalists. "It's characterised by shrubs and low-growing vegetation, such as heather, gorse and ——"
"Heavens above!" Enide exclaimed.
"What are you talking about!?" Andra squawked.
"Shall we eat?" I asked, grinning innocently and reached for the blanket.