Chapter Eleven
The Princess returned, leading Ambree. The older woman had a subtle hint of amusement on her face as she looked around the room, her eyes settling on the puddle at the back of my circle. "Yes, something is definitely wrong here," she said in place of a greeting.
"He failed the ritual again," The Matron explained. "This time, he almost killed us."
Ambree's eyebrow lifted. "Intentionally?"
"I don't know. I thought he was doing what I wanted, but then it went out of control. He nearly killed himself too."
"Demons are selfish creatures. He would not put himself in danger to harm you. You might be pushing him past his limits. What deeds have you made him perform to grow his strength?"
The Princess looked away while the Follower blushed and turned her back to the others.
"He took three lives," the Matron answered, confidently.
"Did he?" Ambree walked up to the circle and looked me up and down. "This will require another meditation. Leave us."
The woman in white frowned. "We don't understand what that means. What exactly are you going to do with our demon?"
"I will evaluate him in the same manner as the last time I came to help you."
Her frown turned into a scowl. "We didn't allow you in here so you could keep secrets. At some point, you will have to pass on this extensive knowledge you claim to have." She punched the word claim.
"This has already been explained to you. Proximity between master and servant creates an imbalance that disrupts my connection. Give me my discretion or I will take my leave so you may continue fumbling around in the darkness, failing rituals, until death sneaks up behind on you ready to teach the lessons you refuse to take from me. At least one good thing will come of that. This room could be used by someone with more sense."
"You are not as crucial to this process as you think you are, Ambree."
"Is that so? Are you telling me to leave, then?"
The Matron hesitated and I thought I would get another chance to see the two of them stare each other down, but instead, she let out a sigh and turned to leave with her partners in tow.
The older woman's face showed no satisfaction. She stood silent until the door closed behind them and then a moment longer.
When she spoke, the first words out of her mouth picked up where our last meeting had left off. "Have you been practicing what I taught you?"
I nodded enthusiastically, glad to finally be able to share my success with her. "It took me until after dark, but I think I did what I was supposed to. I even heard your voice. You were agreeing and disagreeing with something, and then you thanked somebody. It didn't make a lot of sense."
"There are many things that can be perceived by listening. Direct thoughts are the least useful. The ideas that flow through the mind are not as coherent as the ones we form into speech. In this way, each person is a puzzle, some quite complex."
"Do you know what you were doing when I was listening to you?" I asked.
"I am a busy woman. It could have been any of a number of things. Why not try and talk to me then? You could have gotten your answer immediately."
As quickly as I brought up my success, I was reminded of its limits. "When I talked to you, it broke my concentration."
"There is room for improvement, but you have completed the hardest part of the process. Everything I will show you stems from that small feat you have accomplished. This is the path to absolute power."
After the catastrophic failure of a ritual I had just been a part of, that path was hard to see. "What about this spell I keep ruining? I think I really did almost kill everybody. What am I supposed to be doing?"
Ambree waved her hand dismissively. "You do not yet have the ability to fulfill your Matron's wishes. She feigns at wanting to share power, but I believe she desires it all to herself. While she misleads the others into thinking they are extending the bounds of their ability, she connives to absorb you all."
"Is that something she can do?"
She tilted her head subtly to one side. "At the very least, it would require you to possess considerably more strength than you have now. Of course, the moment you have what she needs to complete this trick, you will lose it all to her. The good news is I am nearly certain this ritual is impossible. There is a reason humans summon demons as slaves. Kindrid are the tool users, not the tool themselves. Expanding one's soul enough to accommodate the force of a demon is no easier than growing to become a hammer. This is also the bad news. She will keep trying, no matter the cost, to achieve her objective."