I wandered into the hotel bar and remembered what I was doing here probably less than an hour ago.
Suzy the bartender was still working and gave me a strange look as I entered.
Then, it suddenly hit me. Whatever it was I was feeling about being a third wheel or having significant angst about my wife being so intimate with another man, she was still my wife. And I left her, alone with a strange man in a hotel room.
I turned on a dime and started back towards the elevators. I think I may have actually broken into a run. After quickly calling it and jumping in the first available car, I insistently waved off an older couple from getting in the car with me while simultaneously punching the close door button repeatedly.
I quickly came to our floor and hightailed it back to our room. I let myself in, the door closing behind me as I emerged to find my wife alone on our king-sized bed.
"Where did you go?" she said, obviously a bit worried.
I hadn't been gone that long, maybe ten minutes tops. I was embarrassed that I had left her in such a vulnerable situation. My adrenaline caught up with me and visions of what could have happened tore through my brain, causing me some level of nausea.
Not seeing Terence anywhere, I admittedly for a brief moment thought that maybe I had imagined it all.
Then I heard the flushing of the toilet and the sink running in our bathroom. I saw his clothes still on the floor where I had retrieved the condom that never got used. I noticed that Hannah was still nude, albeit covered with just the top sheet on our bed.
All these things I was dealing with took time and Hannah's look grew more worried as I failed to answer her question. At this point the door to the bathroom came open and Terence, still naked with his large cock dangling between his thick legs, stepped back into the room.
"I, ummm, just stepped out for some air."
"Honey, did you forget we have an Oceanside balcony?"
"Oh, yes. Duh," I said completely unconvincingly.
Terence checked the vibe of the room.
"I guess I should probably go now, let you two reconnect and process this."
Still feeling like the third wheel myself, I was stupidly about to argue that I should be the one to leave again.
"Yes, Terence. I wish that wasn't so but we've had a long first day considering our early morning flight arrival and adjusting to time zone change. You were absolutely amazing. Thank you for blowing my mind," Hannah said as she leaned out of the covers and brought her hand to his face to kiss him once more. She was again uncovered and her naked body was once again on full display to both of us.
Terence kissed her passionately, clearly not caring too much of what I thought at this point. Their kiss got increasingly passionate and I honestly thought they were on the verge of having sex together yet again before me. But Hannah pulled away and Terence let her. He quickly dressed himself and left our room, thanking us both again on his way out.
The silence in the room was deafening.
Then Hannah broke the silence and said, "Babe, take your clothes off and come back into bed with me."
I did as she asked and felt my body connect with hers, feeling her warmth and slightly sweat-dampened skin. It felt so good to hold her body again, to feel her touching me all over at each point our bodies met.
"Are you ok, John?"
"Yes."
"I was worried about you. I mean, you left me alone with a stranger."
"I know, I wasn't thinking clearly. Please forgive me."
"I do. Are WE ok?" she asked, placing special emphasis on the pronoun of our couplehood.
"Yes, absolutely."
"Was it what you expected, what you hoped for?"
"Yes and no. It was so visceral in a way I could never have been prepared for."
"I get that. I'm so sorry I put you in the spot to ok me taking him bare. And for letting him cum in me. I couldn't control myself in the moment. I may have been fueled to meet your fantasies initially, but I fell into my own there."
I thought about my response for more than a minute.
"Was I freaked out, yeah a bit. But did I really want you to take him bare, absolutely. If interracial pregnancy risk is your deepest desire you don't really plan on following through with, I'm more than ok with the thought of it. You've read most of what I've read..." I trailed off as something hit me.
"What?"
"Oh god, I forgot. You're sitting there right now with his cum in you."
"That is very true... do you want to see my pussy."
"Your pussy?" I asked.
