Major Tremaine had been summoned to Army HQ almost as soon as he returned from the Indian camp. He hurried over yet he had been kept waiting almost 45 minutes. It was just another example of how this army was being run. He still believed in General Burgoyne but time was being wasted. It was almost the middle of June. They should on the Lake by now, threatening Ticonderoga. Yet they sat, cooling their heels.
As he waited, Jeffrey thought about last night and Polikwaptiwa. He had been with all kinds of women, like his friend Jackson had said but never one like her. The fact that except for very few words they never spoke to one another was unusual but the idea that she wanted to have his child was unnerving. As far he knew no woman he had ever had wanted that and if they did, either it didn't happen or they never told him. And what of the child? If she does have one, will he ever know? That thought made him uneasy.
Sitting there, thinking, Jeffrey absent-mindedly played with the locket he wore around his neck. The locket contained a silhouette and a lock of a hair. It had arrived at Army HQ the day before he set sail for Canada. It came in a small package with a note, which read,
My dearest love, Seeing you was the Best and Worst that could have happened. It brought back Feelings that I thought long lost. Until then I never realized how much I love you and now know it can never be. I made my Choice long ago and must live by it. Do not worry over me. Digby loves me and treats me well but he is a jealous and vengeful Man when crossed. Please do not try to see me again. Let me keep my Memories of us. I have enclosed a Locket for you to wear close to your Heart and hope it may protect you from Danger. Forever my love, Nancy
Jeffrey had kept the note and read it again and again. Each time it seemed to evoke a different feeling; love, hate, anger, jealousy, disbelief, but he kept it locked safely away in his small desk. He should have destroyed it yet he didn't. He should have tossed the locket overboard on the long trip here but he didn't. He couldn't explain it. It was over between them, he knew that, but he couldn't let it go. At least not yet.
He was jolted out of his daydream by nasally female yelling, "Where is my breakfast?" and the sight of a buxom middle-aged blonde woman storming down the stairs greeted him. She was wrapped in her dressing gown, which was doing little to contain her. "Sophie, where is my breakfast?" she yelled again.
She halted when she saw him standing there. Without making any attempt to cover up, she asked impatiently, "Who are you?"
"Major Jeffrey Tremaine, General Burgoyne's staff, ma'am."
Her tone changed quickly. "Major Tremaine, I've heard of you." She moved closer. "I'm Emily Rousseau. I haven't seen you here before. I'd remember.
He had heard about this woman before. She was the wife of a commissary officer and now was the General's mistress. The officer had definitely decided that his professional growth was more important than his marriage. Perhaps the lady felt the same way. Jeffrey was reminded of a saying making its way around camp. "The husband fingered the cash while the General..."
So this was the woman that required so many wagons to carry her belongings. He guessed she was preparing for all the dances and dinners in Albany when they got there. If they didn't start moving soon it would be if they get there. Jeffrey smiled at her. "My pleasure, ma'am."
"Major, please free feel to call on me at any time. Now I must find that girl. Sophie, where is my breakfast?"
He was becoming more tense and jumpy as he waited. He felt on edge and that he needed some form of release. He thought about following the woman for a fleeting moment. "Damn," he said out loud. What had he been given last night? Then he felt the same way but he was able to use that energy to make love seemingly all night. Was this a left over effect? He would have to watch his tongue when he met the General.
"The General will see you now," a young lieutenant said.
Jeffrey entered the room to find General Burgoyne with three other officers. "Major," the General began, "I would like you to meet my officer corps, General William Phillips, General Simon Fraser and General the Baron Freidrich Riedesel. These are the officers I want you to remain in close contact especially General Fraser as he will command the advance and the Baron who with his Germans will be on own left. I told them that you were to be my eyes and ears. I believe they understand what I mean. I don't expect to see you around headquarters, only when needed."
"Yes, sir, "Jeffrey replied.
The two English generals, Phillips and Fraser nodded in agreement but the Baron seemed uneasy.
"Am I to understand," Riedesel said in his thick German accent, "that I am to take orders from a mere major. Never!"
Burgoyne shook his head. "Nothing like that, my dear Baron. The major speaks flawless German. Is than not so, Major?"
"Jawohl, Herr General."
"Because of that, any oral message I, Generals Phillip, or Fraser may have for you will get to you faster. Same as you to me. He is my liaison. Understand?"
The Baron gave him a weak smile. "We shall see."
Burgoyne rose to his feet. "Gentlemen, this Army will be moving forward in 3 days. I want everything ready by that time. No excuses, no misunderstandings. I want the fort at Ticonderoga in our possession by the first of the month. Any questions?"
There were none