December (Part 1)
Christmas was a week away and Karl and Ulrika had finished school the day before. Their end of term reports had glowed and I'd received a typed note of thanks from Herr Fischer, enclosing a thousand euros in crisp new notes. Underneath his signature another hand had written, 'My thanks as well. No Christmas invitation, but maybe one day.' There was no signature. I stuffed the money into my pocket and went down to the dining room. As I slipped into my usual chair Frau Kurtz spoke.
'Herr Lancer, Frau Fischer is joining us this evening. We will be celebrating the beginning of the Christmas Holidays.' She sounded as if the whole idea of celebration was only one step away from eating babies for breakfast, and I grinned at my two students.
'And you both deserve to celebrate.' I turned to the scowling housekeeper. 'Don't you think so, Frau Kurtz?' She didn't say anything and I winked at Karl and Ulrika. The door opened and Frau Fischer floated into the room.
'All together at last. It's a shame Herr Fischer is so busy. But I have some news. I can't stay though: there's a reception at the Hungarian embassy and the Ambassador was insistent that I attend.' The maid came in with the first course and we began to eat. Frau Fischer swallowed daintily and I felt a twinge of nostalgia. I'd hardly seen her since our astonishing night in October, and I remembered her swallowing much less politely.
'Well,' she said, 'there's a lot to tell you. First, I'm joining Herr Fischer in Estonia tomorrow; we'll be spending Christmas there as guests of the Minister of Development. It seems that there's a big contract in the offing. Brussels money, you understand.'
I watched Karl and Ulrika. Normal kids would have been clamouring to be allowed to go too, but they accepted the news calmly, as if it was half expected. They were growing up fast, as if they were making up for lost time. I'd adjusted the set of their sails and their courses had changed. Apparently it had rubbed off at school too. I'd seen it happen before, but I was still pleased. Their mother continued.
'Karl, the mother of your friend Fritz telephoned me. She's asked if you could join them for a fortnight's skiing over Christmas and New Year. Apparently Fritz' sister is inviting a friend too.' Karl's face lit up, and Frau Fischer went on more sternly. 'I said that you could go on condition that you spent at least two hours a day studying. I'm sure Herr Lancer can give you sufficient work. Would you like to go?' Karl's mouth was full but he nodded enthusiastically. His mother turned to me.
'Herr Lancer, in order to be fair, Ulrika must continue with classes over the holidays as well. Would you be prepared to do that?' I glanced at Ulrika.
'Of course, Frau Fischer.' Ulrika looked sideways at me and I thought I saw a gleam of anticipation cross her face. Her mother sighed.
'Herr Lancer, I must explain what happens over Christmas in this household. Naturally, cook and the maid need time off, and they'll be away from the twenty third to the second of January. Frau Fischer visits her mother in Salzburg from the twenty second to the third. I'm afraid that you and Ulrika will have to keep each other company over the holidays.' My warning signals all went off at once. The woman was planning to leave her daughter with me for two weeks with no other supervision. Was it selfishness or calculation? Frau Kurtz was looking as if she'd swallowed a spider. I cleared my throat.
'Maybe we can discuss the details afterwards, Frau Fischer.' She nodded politely and took a sip of Perrier. The meal dragged on. When the maid had cleared dessert I pushed my chair back.
'If Karl's going to be off tomorrow evening I'd better start preparing a package for him. Frau Fischer, if you could spare ten minutes later I'd be grateful.'
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I was putting Karl's holiday work together in the classroom when the door opened and Frau Fischer came in. She smiled and kissed me hard.
'Hello properly, Luke. You're wondering what the hell I'm up to, aren't you?'
'Angela, you're planning to leave your nineteen year old daughter with a virtual stranger nearly twice her age while you swan off to Estonia having made sure that the house will be empty. Of course I'm bloody wondering.' She sighed.
'Luke, I'm not giving you permission to abuse Ulrika. But you've changed them both so much for the better that I'm going to trust you a little. I told you I'm selfish, but it's mostly in self defence. I was Ulrika's age when I married her father and I know how confused she is. When she goes to university she'll be like I was, easy prey for anyone. So teach her some of the things she'll need to know, please.' I was gobsmacked. I didn't know what to say.
'Does Herr Fischer know about this?' She snorted.
'Leave Herr Fischer to me. Why do you think he wants me to meet the Estonian minister? Saving Ulrika from this sort of life is what I'm trying to do. I don't want her to be worrying me with her problems for the next God knows how many years.' Jesus, I thought.
'And what about Ulrika?' She snorted again.
'Obviously, I haven't spoken to her except to tell her to behave. Just remember that she's still got to pass her exams and you've still got to earn your bonus.'