Alicia
Talking her into letting me do it
Hi, A word of caution. If you are looking for blow by blow descriptions of sex it might be best to go to other author's stories. I like to think that the mind is our greatest sex organ. So I try to leave out the graphic details then you can use a little of your imagination.
Alicia and I had been seeing each other for three or four months. Forgive me I'm not one to keep track of those kinds of details. We'd go out to lunch or dinner a few times a month. Catch a movie every now and then. Watch a soccer or football game. All pretty casual, nothing serious or so I thought, just two friends that enjoyed each other's company.
So I was kind of surprised when she invited me to a home cooked meal instead of the normal out to dinner thing. It pleased me; a home cooked meal instead of a restaurant where you got more than was healthy to eat. And the meal was great, roast beef and spuds and asparagus with apple pie and ice cream for dessert. When she offered a beer and maybe we could watch a movie I was quick to agree. It was a pleasant evening with no pressure or timetable to worry about.
When she brought me the beer she sat down right next to me on the couch. Whoa, that surprised me even more than the dinner offer. We had never even kissed goodnight or anything before. I thought we were just good friends. Apparently I was mistaken. Her head was resting on my shoulder and her free hand was on my thigh. High on my thigh, if I should get hard that might be a problem.
To confuse me even more she was talking about the movie as if it was a normal movie night, explaining that she really enjoyed it and watched it several times a year. "Except near the end, it gets kind of romantic and maybe a bit explicit. So if that bothers you we can turn it off when that part happens."
I told her if she was comfortable with me being there I thought I could handle it. I did handle it when the couple were kissing and then tearing the clothes off of each other. I could still handle it when he showed full frontal nudity with an erection, when he pushed her down on the couch, when he bent over her and appeared to be practicing his oral skill and showing us his balls hanging down and when he mounted over her and started moving up and down. The camera was kind of quartered behind them and if I watched close I could see his penis at times when he would rise up.
Who was to blame if I grew and her hand was resting softly on it. Who was to blame when she started squeeze me and move her hand a little. Who was to blame when she unbuttoned me and unzipped me? Who was to blame when I was exposed? Who was to blame when I was being masturbated? And finally who was to blame when I ejaculated?
"Wow, that was impressive, how long has it been since you did that? I though guys jerked off three or four times a week. Or is that a normal amount for you?"
I confessed that it had been awhile but more importantly it was now her turn. I moved to kiss her but my lips landed on her cheek. When I tried a second time our lips did meet but it was just lips. "Is there a problem? Can't I try and please you? Did I do something wrong?"
"No...No...There is no problem. I just enjoyed doing what I did. I liked doing that to you and it looks like and felt like and sounded like you enjoyed it and I really don't need anything. Let me get a towel and we can clean you up."
Before I could stop her she was gone and returning with a hand towel. "Hmm...There's some on your pants. I think you might want to pretreat them spots before you wash these. These are really nice pants and it'd be shame to ruin them."
I pleaded to give her some of what she had done for me. Finally it dawned on me that I wasn't going to be given the chance and gave up the argument. I tried to make small talk but that wasn't working either. So after maybe half an hour I took myself home and spent an hour wondering what had just happened. My friend had fixed us a great supper, we enjoyed a movie than turned into a graphic sex scene that she said she enjoyed, I was given a hand job that she started, and then didn't want or wouldn't let me do anything to or for her. I was slightly confused but satisfied.
Four nights later we went to the sea food place near the stadium at her suggestion. Being her turn to pay I let her pick the night and the place. When I tried to talk about the previous date she wouldn't share anything except, "Just be happy will you? I did it because I wanted to. The movie caused you some excitement and I was glad to be able to help you out. Friends help each other; it's not a big deal. Did the stains come out ok?"
Over the next four weeks we went out four more times, a movie, a play, a Saturday morning brunch and a picnic at a local park. When she invited me to another home cooked meal I wasn't real sure it was a good idea and told her so. "Oh, come on. Don't be like that. You had a good meal, drank a cold beer, and watched a great movie. I make wonderful spaghetti with garlic bread and Caesar salad. Please."
So with misgivings I agreed. The meal was everything she promised. "Want to watch that movie again?"
I suggested maybe something different would be good. I should have agreed to the previous movie. I knew what to expect and probably could have controlled myself. "I like this one also. It might be a little more sexual but not too much."
What she put it in the changer did not even pretend to be a story. It started with a guy and woman sitting on the couch necking. Fifteen minutes in and she was topless. Five minutes later she was naked. Five more minutes and so was he and she was giving him a blow job.
Alicia had lain down with her head on my leg. My erection was poking her in her ear. I tried to move away but she then was sitting up and undoing my pants even as I was trying to shift across the couch. I have to admit I'm a sucker when it comes to someone else's hand on my cock and Alicia was a master masturbator. The movie was forgotten. She was hovering over me watching her hand and I was leaning back letting her do what she wanted.
Just like the last time, I spent a large load all over myself and her hand and like last time I went home after she wouldn't let me do anything to or for her. I swore to myself no more. We would meet only in public places. I had been getting strong feelings for her but I was not going to let this go on. If I couldn't be of service to her she wasn't going to be doing what she had been doing anymore.
About six days later Alicia called me and suggested she fix us another meal and I told her no. After a short semi-argument we agreed to meet for a drink at her local bar after work the next night. The conversation was strained and almost heated at times. I almost walked out when she offered, "Ok if you don't want or like my hand jobs how about I give you a blowjob instead?"
I was controlling myself when I calmly explained, "It's not what you have done. It's great...I loved them...It's the fact that you refused my offers or attempts to give you anything in return. It should not be a one-way street. If I can't do you...You can't do me, it's that simple."
We left it at that. We had another drink and then we each went to our own home and I was feeling that I had seen her for the last time and it made me sad. She had been a good friend and I sincerely enjoyed her company.
A week later a text message 'Hi Charles. Can we meet for lunch on Sat? 2?'
I sent back a message agreeing and setting a location. Maybe we could still be friends? As we ate I expected some serious conversation but she kept it light so I did to. As we finished I decided I needed some explanation and she asked if we could sit by the lake and talk.
"I don't like to fuck."
"I'm sorry but what did you say?"
"I said I don't like to fuck. So when you offered to do me I was afraid to tell you that I don't like to fuck. "