Author's Note
:
In the following 33,000 words of fiction, I will cross many taboos. There will be incest aplenty. There will be interracial sex. There will be non-consensual sex--written without any intent to make the act erotic. There will be sex of dubious consent, written in the same manner. There will be allusions to homosexuality and lesbianism. Marital infidelity will be a subplot. There will be mentions of anal sex. There will be a scene with group sex. There will be heterosexual sex and--if I achieve my aims--some erotic coupling with a strong emotional component. If you have a problem with any of those topics, I request that you move on and find a story that better suits your tastes. If you decide to take a chance on my novella, I hope you enjoy it.
My African Safari Adventure
Chapter 1: Beginning and Ending
I was born in Hyde Park, Chicago, in 1903. My parents were considered "eccentric" by most, though they preferred to call themselves "progressive." My father was a lawyer by education and training, and a naturalist by passion and avocation. My mother wrote and published many books--both fiction (mostly romances) and non-fiction (mostly travel memoirs). Between my parents' two incomes, we were quite well-off financially. We never lacked for anything, though we mostly kept any ostentatious displays of wealth to
objets d'art
we kept in our home, to be seen only by invited guests.
Before I was to be sent away to finishing school in Switzerland, my parents and I left Chicago for what turned out to be more than a year, to visit central Africa and "safari". This adventure took place in 1921 and 1922, when I was eighteen. In fact, I celebrated my nineteenth birthday whilst on safari. The fact that my parents took their young daughter with them into the darkest jungles of Africa and--not inconsequently--into some amount of danger might seem strange to outsiders, but never to me. That was just the way they were.
They always treated me as being entirely capable and self-sufficient, even when I was a child. I have to say that, in many ways, I was an adult at a young chronological age. I was well-read. I was acquainted with the classical arts, including both the
trivium
and
quadrivium.
I could play piano well enough, and some said I was a deft hand with a paintbrush--though of course I was nothing like the Impressionists, whom I adored. Father gave me a small painting by Camille Pissarro for my sixteenth birthday; I always treasured that painting even when we had to sell it during the Great Depression.
Physically, I had some of the curves of a woman, though I was of modest bust and slim hipped. My body was well suited for the times, as the Flappers were then, at the moment of my eighteenth birthday, coming into fashion. However, I did not bob my coppery red hair, instead letting it flow freely down below my shoulders at the advice of my mother. She told me that I should be proud of my body, even if my hair color was an unfortunate genetic prank. (Privately, I called my hair color "electrified carrot.") My eyes were celadon green and my complexion pale. I was tall, being over five feet, five inches in height when we left Chicago by train for the port of New York, where we would take a steamer to our first destination: the port of Luanda.
My father arranged the complex logistics of our adventure. We would be traveling by train, steamship, riverboat, raft, trails that might vaguely resemble roads and--primarily--by mule train, escorted by a score of porters who would take care of the day-to-day camp chores as well as act as our guides. The trip would cover many thousands of miles, including almost three thousand miles within the African continent itself. This was to be a daunting adventure!
Many people, I am told, consider safaris to be a means to an end--the end being hunting and killing the great animals who have inhabited the savannahs and jungles of Africa since before man was civilized. Such wanton killing was by no means in our plans: we were going to study the unique flora and fauna, observe the animals we encountered and--if we were lucky--take photographs that would become part of mother's next series of books. She already had a name for the next series:
Alice in Jungleland.
Yes, I am Alice. Mother was Kathryn and father was James. And Uncle Hubert was Hughie.
So far as I knew, Uncle Hughie wasn't in any sense my official blood relative. He was "Uncle Hughie" by virtue of the fact that he and my parents were inseparable. For as far back as I could remember, Uncle Hughie was an integral part of our family, going out to dinner with us, spending nights in our large home, smiling and laughing with my parents. He was my father's Best Man at the wedding; he paced along with James as they waited impatiently for my mother to finish giving birth to me. When I was born, Uncle Hughie was the first to offer my father a cigar--imported from Cuba, of course. Only the best cigars would do for Uncle Hughie. He worked not a whit, having access to a trust fund established for him by wealthy parents. Having no job gave him the ability to spend most of his days and nights with my family. He was welcomed without reservation.
When mother hosted a party to celebrate the publication of a new book, Uncle Hughie was there, drinking the best French champagne and hugging her with pride. When father hosted a party, Uncle Hughie was always the man who made the keynote speech, the one who played piano to entertain the other guests. He was such a part of our family that it was impossible to think we would safari without him joining us.
There you have our party: Kathryn, James, Hughie, and me. I was the lanky and awkward filly: too old to be a teen but too young to be a married woman of society. (That is what the Swiss finishing school was for.) Of course, our party included nineteen ebony-skinned porters and two experienced guides who also acted as translators, as well as fourteen draft mules to carry canvas tents, blankets, Kathryn's photographic equipment, James' journals, and all the comestibles and supplies our party might require for the nine or perhaps ten months we planned to be away.
I would depart Chicago a virginal filly; I would return fourteen months later as an experienced woman.
This is my story.
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The safari at first proceeded much along the lines James--my father--had laid out back in Chicago. Once arrived in Luanda, our goal was to depart the Territory of Angola as quickly as possible. The Portuguese recently finally but rather forcefully had occupied the Territory in response to the requirements of the 1884 Berlin Conference. The tenets of Portuguese occupation--which was based on forced native labor driving lucrative exports of rubber, ivory, and various agricultural products--were anathema to my progressive parents, and to me. Though slavery had been officially abolished nearly a hundred years before (in 1836), the sight of so many people forced to toil endlessly on behalf of their "colonizers" was heartbreaking.
Our main objective was to reach the recently formed country of Northern Rhodesia and continue to safari all the way to the famous Victoria Falls. Along the way, we expected to spend several weeks within the Kafue Game Reserve. According to our research, the Kafue Reserve was home to at least 100 different mammalian species, as well as to at least 50 reptile species and many hundreds of different avian species. We would camp in the Reserve for some time while James catalogued what we saw; Kathryn would take photographs using an experimental Leica 35mm camera that father had obtained directly from the German factory, as the company wished its new cameras to be tested in the field before entering production. Along with photographs of the Falls themselves, what we saw (and what my mother and father documented) at the Kafue Reserve was going to be the highlight of our trip.
The Zambezi River would take us back from the Falls towards Angola via hired riverboat, though we would have to struggle against its east-flowing currents. It was actually easier--and safer--to fight against the current of the Upper Zambezi than to risk the deadly river rapids below the Falls. According to our plans (as I understood them), we would exit the river somewhere in Angola, return to Luanda, and from there steam back to civilization. That was the plan, in broad outline.
It was to be a trip of nine or perhaps ten months' duration. When we returned to Chicago, I would prepare for Switzerland. Unfortunately, because of various exigencies that arose during our travels, the trip lasted more than a full year. When I returned to Chicago, I decided I had traveled sufficiently for a woman of my years. Departing my warm and secure home for Switzerland, and living away from my family at a European finishing school for several years, was simply out of the question. Instead of schooling in Switzerland, I got married to a lawyer, found work at the University of Chicago's Oriental Institute, and raised a son during the Great Depression. Subsequently, I divorced my alcoholic husband and joined the Women's Army Auxiliary Corps after the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor. I was 38 when I joined the military. Among other duties assigned to me during my service, I photographed various Army activities in Normandy, arriving in France just a few weeks after D-Day.
Eventually, I joined the newly created United States Air Force, where my background was put to use in photo-intelligence activities. I was promoted to officer rank. I enjoyed those years very much--so much that I was saddened to finally retire from the Air Force as a Major in 1963, after more than 20 years of military service in various roles. I so missed my role in intelligence activities that, when I was asked to join another civilian agency, I gratefully accepted. I supported that other agency in various capacities for more than another decade. During that time, I lived in McLean, Virginia with my third husband, whom I met while in civilian service. (He was 12 years my elder but by then I was not focused on the physical side of marriage.) Also during that time, I studied for, and received, a Doctorate in Experimental Psychology.
My son, Hunter, joined the Army at the same time I did. He never came home from the war.
But enough about how my story ends. You've read the beginning and you've read about the end. Now it's time to tell you the middle.
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