I am going through withdrawal. I haven't heard from Derek in days! David has even noticed my obvious moody behavior and suggested that I go and take the weekend to go to the spa. For a moment, I felt guilty. I have the perfect man, but it's not enough. I need more. I'm such a slut.
I agree to go, figuring I would have to do something so that I could be myself again.
I decided I would get a massage and try getting a Brazilian wax. Let me warn you that the first time you get a Brazilian wax it hurts like hell. In fact, I almost jumped off the table the first time she pulled the strip; however, everything is so sensitive right now. I can't wait to try it out, but with someone other than David. Maybe Derek will call.....douchebag.
I hate this waiting game that comes with guys calling. I just want sex, not have your love child. This is so frustrating! Ugh!
I called my friend Mike from my car as I was heading home. Mike and I were old friends that used to fuck but we realized we enjoyed our friendship more.
"Hey boo." He answered. "What's going on?"
"I'm so frustrated about a situation and I need to either get over it or figure out a way to distract me from thinking about it" I answered.
And I told him everything about Derek. The attraction, the sex, the connection-my new addiction.
He thought for a moment. "You need a distraction. It just depends on how far you want to be distracted."
"That's cryptic...can you explain what you mean? I asked.
"I was going to go tonight but I have to go to work instead. You need a new chase, a new conquest."
"And where would I find such a conquest, Mike?"
"Well, there is this party I found about through many of my online memberships." There is a swinger party tonight at a local hotel."
I was insulted. "I am not a swinger!" I shouted irritably.
Mike laughed. "You are and just don't know it. Swingers like sex and aren't looking for complications, just friendships and sex."
"Why didn't you bring this up to me before?" I asked him.
"You weren't ready to listen." he responded. I'm a swinger which is why you and I had so much fun together."
"Okay" I responded. Chances are nothing will happen and I will be home before I know it.
"Here's the number to the hotel." He told me. "Get a room just in case you change your mind. You like being in charge and in control of the situation so prepare as if you might meet someone instead of pretending to agree with me."
Laughing, I told him to text the number to my phone when we hung up. He knows me so well. What's the worse that could happen?