Isobel used the new steel sword Frang provided and was engaged in a series of advances and retreats with him, practicing the skills she'd learned. It surprised him she could withdraw as fast as he could advance. It was an amazing talent for a beginner to the sword. He wondered if her skill in escape was due to her having to avoid the attacks of her former husband. They worked for several hours and both were soaked in sweat when Frang said they finished.
While catching their breath, Frang asked, "Isobel, will you go to the McTavish property tomorrow when we take possession?"
"Will McTavish be there?"
"Aye, he will. He'll be taking personal belongings out of the manor house. We go to make sure he takes nothing not rightfully his."
"I'm not sure I care to see Abner McTavish anymore. I had enough of him when he was my husband. Has he granted me an annulment yet?"
"That's the other document he's providing tomorrow. I understand that the annulment's approved by the church. You needn't worry about McTavish anymore. He can't hurt you."
"Seeing him again is painful enough. I cannot abide looking at him."
"Stuart and Ailene go as well. She'll be administering to any of the ill and Stuart is a much better manager than I am. He'll be checking the status of the property with William and setting up a plan for administering the land and the tenants. I'm sure that Ailene will enjoy your company on the road. We have a point of contact nearby. They provided us with news and requests for additional aid. Perhaps you might stay there until McTavish leaves."
"I would see the tenants and servants again. I suppose I could tolerate one more glimpse of the man knowing it's my last."
"If I'm honest," he said, "I would enjoy your companionship too."
"Thank you. I'm not sure I'll be good company. I shall dread every minute until he disappears from my life."
They sat quietly a while longer, than Frang asked, "You retreat much faster than usual for a new fencer. I wondered about the source of this skill. Was it because you had to run from your husband?"
"I never ran from McTavish. When I tried early in my marriage, the consequences were so much worse if he chased me than if I withstood his anger as best I could. I don't know the reason for that skill. It comes to me what I must do and I do it. I can't say I even think of it. I do what I have to."
"It's a good skill to have. You should develop it if you can. If you can keep an opponent in front of you while retreating, it makes it difficult for them to come at you from the rear. Ailene has the skill as well; not as developed as yours, but getting better. She's more advanced in her sword skills. She's been working at it substantially longer, but you'll be joining the others the next time you practice, which is why you should wear this."
He reached into a bag and pulled out breast plates like the ones that Ailene now wore. He handed it to her and she took it from him.
"You need to make sure it fits properly. Ailene can aid you in making sure it's properly sized. Try it on when we're done so if it needs more work we can fix it quickly."
Isobel looked at it. It had intricate Celtic knots and designs on each of the breast plates. It was far more ornate and elegant than the one that Ailene wore, which was plain steel.
"I hope you don't mind," Frang said, "but I added embellishments to it. I wanted it to be as special as the person who wore it."
"Frang! I'm surprised. I don't know what to say. It's lovely."
"I'm hoping that with your marriage to McTavish ending, I might call upon you as more than a friend. I find you sweet, intelligent, strong, capable and bonny. I had nothing to offer a lady before, but with ownership of the McTavish property, I am more suitable for the right person."
"You're not serious are you?"
"Very serious. I should like to know you better, but with the understanding I may seek your hand."
"I'm flattered by your offer. I truly am, but McTavish ruined me for marriage. I could never attach myself to any man again. There was nothing I found favorable or satisfying about marriage. I would freely die a single woman at this point."
"I'm not McTavish," Frang said.
"I did not think it of McTavish either when I first met him. He was pleasant to start, if old, but I realized I could not expect more of a husband in my circumstances and worked at being a good wife. My perceptions of him transformed soon after we married."
"I say again, I'm not McTavish."
"You gamble. You drink. I cannot thank you and your family enough for taking me in and giving me a home. I did not realize what I might expect, being won in a card game. I thought I might be little more than a slave, beholding to whichever man won me. You treated me with kindness and respect and for that I am grateful. But what if you lost me to another man. What might I expect then? Would they be as kind and generous as you?"
"I would never wager you in a card game."
"You were the one who suggested he put me up as stakes. What prevents you from taking similar action should need arise?"
"I suggested you as stakes because of the way he treated you and I hated it. No woman should undergo such treatment. It looked the most opportune way to remove you from his brutality."
"You have been fortunate at cards and your other games of chance. What happens when fortune no longer smiles on you? I cannot trust a man who gambles. You know how he used me to settle debts he could not pay. He forced me to use my body for his financial gain. It was vile and loathsome. I cannot conceive of ever allowing myself to be in that position again. It left me unclean and dishonored. I'm sorry, Frang. You seem to be a good man. Your family is wonderful and generous, but I dare not risk another marriage. The idea is abhorrent. If my refusal means I'm no longer welcome in your home, I will make other arrangements if you grant me the time."
"I would not ask you to leave because you do not welcome my suit. You may stay here as long as you wish. The only thing I ask is you consider the totality of me as a person and not my propensity to gamble as your sole criteria of judgement as you grow to know me better."
"That is a reasonable request, Frang. I shall endeavor to consider all your qualities. But, I don't wish you to have more hope than a simple denial would allow. Even if you weren't a gambler, I might never contemplate marriage again. You nor I have no control of that desire."