Friday 28 November 1952
Our one night together in Brighton began by us meeting as arranged in the concourse of London Bridge railway station, at five in the afternoon to catch the 17.15 train. I had already picked up the first class tickets from the office. There was a freezing pea-souper in London that Friday afternoon in late November and you could barely see a hand in front of your face. As the weather was so bad I left my rented house in Croydon half an hour early so I was waiting for her when she suddenly appeared out of the mist and kissed me on the cheek.
"Oh, your cheeks are cold, have you been waiting long?" she asked, her voice cheerful, perhaps even excited at the prospects of going away with me for a night and a day.
Frieda is tall, slim, elegant, and very beautiful. Me? I'm no oil painting. I'm just over six foot and slim, well, pretty well everyone in London was slim after thirteen years of deprivation through relentless war and eternal rationing. But I kept myself fit, clean-shaven and I dressed well, as I used to sell men's clothing lines before the war and was always expected to be well turned out and, besides, I liked to look smart, and comfortable in any strata of mixed company. I still had a full head of light brown hair, cut short, Brylcreemed and combed under my trilby, with only the odd grey hair to show I was just over 40. I was born in 1911, and thought I was probably fifteen years older that the wife of a seriously nasty gangster, so this affair was a little out of my comfort zone. Frieda's husband Richard was at least five years older than me, was much bigger in build, but starting to run a little to fat and unfit, being a heavy drinker and smoker. I didn't smoke because I'd been brought up by parents who smoked heavily and both suffered ill-health for it. Both my parents were in their mid-sixties and had long ago moved away from London because of the killer smogs.
"Just got here a few minutes early to get the tickets and make sure I didn't keep you waiting," I said, my face open and expressing my pleasure at seeing her, "Shall I take your case?"
Her case was very light. "You always travel this light?" I asked as we started walking down the platform to where our train waited, it still had a few minutes before it was due to pull out and head south.
"It is only the one night and I am wearing most of my clothes," she laughed, "it is so cold, I have several layers on and my fur coat on top."
We settled into the carriage and we were both delighted that by the time the train moved off we were alone together in our relatively comfortable first class compartment. Only the best for this girl, I thought. Soon the heaters under the seats came on and warmed up the carriage and I was able to stand up and take off my heavy trench coat, revealing my best suit, a smart double-breasted in blue pin-stripes made for me a few weeks earlier in Jermyn Street, the tailors begun to make it almost as soon as clothing rationing ended.
"Lovely suit, Jack," complemented Frieda, as she sloughed her fur coat to reveal a nice dark blue figure-hugging suit over a lemon blouse, with her skirt just a daring inch below her knees and the edges picked out in lemon piping.
Outside, as we travelled away from the city into the countryside, the suffocating yellow-grey smog of London thinned and disappeared, leaving the clear black night all around us.
London in the late 1940s and early 1950s was a hell of a mess, with bombed out buildings still on every street, the country completely bankrupt with war debt. Even families who had relatives abroad were receiving food parcels from the colonies, we were that badly off. We'd thrown everything we had defending ourselves from the Nazis, spent every last penny and borrowed so much we'd be paying interest to the Swiss and American banks for the next half century or more. Everyone was depressed, fogs and smogs strangled London throughout the winter, so people needed what I traded in to cheer them up.
"No trouble getting away?" I asked as I tugged up my trousers from snagging on my knees and sat down opposite her, my back to the engine. This was a modern line, electrified all the way between London and Brighton, the ride smooth, the first class carriage clean and comfortable.
"No, Richard and his two brothers actually left yesterday afternoon, to make a long weekend of it. He's been quiet all week, unusually reflective, so maybe his bookies have a lot riding on this boxing match. He will be drinking heavily from the time they drive off until they come back, and he never thinks it worth bothering to ring me when he's away. He'll just come back on Sunday morning or Sunday night stinking of sweat, beer, chips and cheap whore's perfume." She smiled a false smile, I thought. "I feel so naughty. Are we signing into the hotel as 'Mr and Mrs Smith?'" she asked.
"No, 'Mr and Mrs Freddie Tavistock', I have his wallet and driving licence."
"A friend?"
"No, he's deceased, I bought his identity for a fiver and use it on occasions when I want to be discrete. I have no other identification on me and have paid for everything in cash. Richard, will never have evidence that either of us have ever been to Brighton."
"Sometimes, I think it would please me to let him know, but you are right, it is best he not know."
"We are only booked into The Grand at Brighton for tonight," I said, "did you remember your passport, as I have booked a day trip to France for tomorrow?"
We had already agreed that she dared stay only one whole night. She had to get home by Saturday evening, in case the boxing match went bad and Richard wanted to drive home in the early hours of Sunday morning.
"Yes, I remembered it, and some spending money, just in case I see any Chanel No 5 for sale in France."
"Oh, I can get hold of plenty of that for you, got two whole lock-up garages full of the stuff."
"Ah, you're his 'Mr Fixer', huh, Mr Jack Tucker? Richard tells me that you can buy anything and sell anything. He said you once bought a battleship and a squadron of bombers. Did you?"
I've been an independent buyer since demob, a bit of a wheeler dealer really, not exactly a spiv but then again not too dissimilar. I basically put together people who've got something to sell, with someone who wants to buy, or I may take a chance to buy for myself what I think is a bargain and then look for a buyer. A lot of my deals were not strictly legal and this got me involved with criminals connected to the black market, namely East London gangs. I took personal charge of these miscellaneous items, to protect the other people working for me. They were on a wage and had to do what they were told, I was earning the profits, so I had to step up to the mark and do what I had to do, which was still basically what I was told to do. Gradually, rationing restrictions were lifted and so by late 1952 most, but not quite all, of my importing was strictly legal and more and more transactions were going through the official ledgers and I had to start paying bloody taxes again. I got around some of that using false inflated invoices "from abroad" to kid the Inland Revenue that I was making a whole lot less money than I actually was. It was easy to falsify accounts at the time because most of my customers paid cash on the nose and I had a dodgy printer who forged invoices, cargo manifests and other useful documents for me.
I served my country all during the war, as Sergeant Jack Tucker, I even signed up before conscription officially began in 1939. I was a commercial salesman at the time, working for a men's outfitter wholesaler, hawking designs of men's clothing up and down the High Streets of towns in the Home Counties. I knew this war, that we'd been expecting ever since the Nazis took over Germany, would last at least as long as the Great War did. My old man was caught up in that one and he still coughs his guts up every morning and all winter long because of the effects of gas, and he was gassed by his own side, not the bloody Germans!
Anyway, I could see that war-time rationing, make-do-&-mend, utility wear and half the country wearing bloody khaki for the next four or five years, would mean that my end of the clothing business would go down the toilet. I thought that if I signed up first I could learn the ropes and get two or three stripes on my arm and earn a bit of seniority and therefore a better share in whatever privileges of the lower ranks that was going spare. So I joined the local county regiment the day war was declared, for basic training, and found out I had a good eye, steady hands and was a damned good shot. I was encouraged to transfer to the Rifle Brigade and trained as a sniper, and worked my way up to three stripes during the phoney war period. Saw a fair share of action in North Africa, Italy, France and Germany and came through it all almost without a scratch, just a bit of shrapnel in a shoulder from a mortar in Italy. Managed to get demobbed a few months early too, as we were told London needed builders to rebuild the houses destroyed during the Blitz. So I put my hand up saying I was experienced in procuring building materials and they actually believed me. What can I say, I've got an honest face!