Somewhat darker and a little more sinister than most of my other stories this one has elements of many genres; erotic couplings, interracial, nonconsent/reluctance to name a few, however overall, I think it is more of a romance than anything else.
But given the length of it, the story consists of 6 parts (all written), I decided the best place to put it was in Novels & Novellas.
As always constructive comments and criticism are welcome but please remember it is just a story, like the Marvel films it isn't actually real.
I hope you enjoy.
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Chapter 04 - Secrets are Revealed
Laying on her side looking at the outline of the figure alongside her Samantha waited until his breathing slowed and he was very obviously asleep. Then, and only then, did she slip out of bed, making every effort not to wake him.
Standing naked she gazed down at Rob, wanting more than anything to stay with him but knowing that she couldn't.
Running away from her life in England to a new beginning here on the island she had been rudderless, simply surviving, when Valentine D'Souza had happened.
Sleeping with the much older black gangster simply because she hadn't been with a man in quite a while, she had allowed herself to be drawn in by the money she could earn working for him.
The truth of the matter was that almost from the beginning she knew she had made a mistake. While the money had been very welcome and the sex had been bearable she had wanted to stop almost as soon as she started. That was when Valentine had started to blackmail her; telling her he had made a recording of the two of them and threatening to make it public.
She wasn't sure that he had any video but on an island as small as Saint Martin she couldn't take a chance and so she had reluctantly succumbed to his demands.
Consoling herself with the thought that once she had made enough she would somehow run away again, she just tried to make the best of things. What she hadn't expected was to meet someone and to fall in love with them.
Fighting back the tears that threatened to fall she didn't take her eyes of the sleeping figure as she dressed, all the time praying that he wouldn't wake up.
As much as she wanted to stay in his bed she knew she couldn't. Valentine would never let her go and why would Rob Davenport want her when he found out what she was.
For a minute or two she stared down at him, watching him sleep, feeling like throwing up as her heart shattered into a million tiny pieces at the thought that she could never be with him.
Unable to bear it any longer she quietly closed the bedroom door and stepped into the galley, the tears starting to trickle down her cheeks with every step she took.
That was when she stopped.
'What if he came looking for her?'
A sense of panic overcame her and she wondered what to do.
'If Valentine found out about him he might...'
The thought of Rob being hurt because of her didn't even bear thinking about and she knew she had to try to deter the former Royal Marine from coming after her.
Searching in the half-light she rummaged through the various cupboards and drawers until she found some paper and a pen, then she started to write.
It didn't take long and just a few minutes later she was done.
Placing her note where he would find it she climbed onto the quayside and began walking miserably away from the Pegasus and Robert Davenport.
The tears were flowing freely down her face now, glistening in the moonlight, and she made no attempt to wipe them away as she went back to a life she despised.
'Perhaps she could just run away again.'
'Would Valentine come after her if she did?'
Barely noticing the silent empty streets around her she tried to think of any way she could escape her situation as she despondently trudged slowly home.
The sun was just over the horizon when Rob awoke on the Saturday morning and found himself alone in the bed.
He looked blankly at the rumpled sheets for a couple of minutes, his heart thudding against his ribs as he listened for any sound from the rest of the boat; a shower running, the kettle boiling. Anything that would tell him she was still there but, as he expected, there was only silence and the faint scent of her on the pillow.
She had gone.
Laying back he looked up at the ceiling and thought about Samantha Miller. That was when he started to realise the true depth of his feelings for her.
While there had been other girls in his past she had aroused something in him that no one else had done. Stephanie Atwood and more recently Melissa Richards had come close but when he thought about it there was really no comparison.
Even though he had only met her the day before it had been love at first sight for him, he knew that now, and the events of last night had just confirmed it to him.
'Had he been just a passing fancy to her?'
'Perhaps she was with someone or maybe even married?'
Somehow he didn't think so. It had all been so natural between them and he was convinced she wasn't the sort of girl to lie to him.
Taking a deep breath and with an aching heart, he reluctantly slid out of bed, leaving her scent behind. Grabbing his shorts, he made his way to the head to relieve the pressure on his bladder, all the while thinking about how he might find her.
The galley was next and Rob had just put the coffee on to brew when he noticed the note on the table and for a moment his heart leapt, perhaps she hadn't just disappeared into the night.
Snatching it up he scanned it frantically searching for a glimmer of hope in what she had written.
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Rob,
Last night was so very wonderful for me and I desperately wanted to wake up in your arms this morning but I knew I couldn't stay.
I'm so very sorry but I'm not the person you think I am. If you really knew me you wouldn't want anything to do with me and that would break my heart.
It's better I have this one wonderful memory of you to treasure.
Please don't try to find me.
I'm not worth the effort.
Love
Sam
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Slumping onto the bench he read the note several times, his stomach clenching into a knot as he tried to comprehend what she meant by not being the person he thought she was.
'Was she married?'
'How could she think he wouldn't want anything to do with her?'
'She had ended the note with the word LOVE.'
Numerous conflicting thoughts flitted through his brain, confusing him, and it took him a while to make some sort of sense of everything before he finally decided he was going to try to find her no matter what she had written.