Β©Nora Quick 2013
Chapter Fourteen
The last day of my lessons felt a little strange. I think for the first time it sank in that I was back in school so to speak. So much had happened in my life that I had been spinning with dizziness, and by lunch it all caught up to me. I had to sit down as it all sank in.
I had gone from a frozen statue to maelstrom of emotions. I laughed aloud at that, making Val glance at me with concern. Damn it, I was a writer, I should have been able to think up a better metaphor than that. Another thought slammed into me.
"Val?"
"Yes?"
"Do I have to disappear from the human world?"
He'd finished his lunch and had been doing sit-ups, but suddenly stopped. "Disappear?"
"How am I to do all this queen business around humans? Will I have to lose my friends? I have a book due to my publisher, long, long over-due. I don't think I'll have time to write."
"That's simple, really. Use your magic. Cast a spell to write the book for you, taking it from your thoughts."
"That's not the point. Writing wasn't just my work, I mean, it's not just my work, but it's my hobby, it's my life. If I don't write I go slowly mad. The whole process...it's life. I write a sentence but if it's not right, I delete it and start over. While I type it's a piece of me flowing from my soul, my heart, my head, onto the paper. The work is a piece of slowly taking shape. Nothing else is like that, nothing."
He stood up and cocked his head almost like a wolf. "Bringing a child into the world is a bit like that."
That shut me up. I wanted no more talk of a kid. I sighed and set down my half-eaten sandwich. "You never answered me. Does Anna Finnegan, never successful author, disappear?"
"No. You can keep your friends. The best explanation is that a relative died and left you a grand estate, and also some large cause you must now head. So time will be limited. But yes, after fifteen or so years when the humans begin t notice you don't age, then you must move on with a new name. So in a way you will disappear, but you need never fully hide from human life."
That thought disturbed me greatly so I turned to see what Jerry and Liv were up to. Still playing cards, whispering to each other like lovers should.
"What next?" I asked finally, turning back to my teacher.
So far that day it had been more studies on the laws of time and physics. It seemed we could travel back in time but the first wards of magic would not let us change anything. The first wards were the rules of magic, the boundaries none of us could cross. The first of our kind laid them down, and Malachi's magic and now mine powered it, thought apparently Alessandra was a causeway for me, still in training. Val had promised I'd learn more in my three months with the Council.
So, yes, we could go back in time and touch things, speak to people, but the magic would stop us from doing anything that would change the world. We could go into the future but if we did we not be in any bodies, just floating around, and yes we could change the future by altering the present. However, as Queen, it would be my reasonability to make sure the power was not overly abused.
"Let's travel into the past. Where do you want to go?" Val asked.
Jerry and Liv stopped talking and turned to me. I nodded. "I want to go back to the night Sigrid was killed."
Val's handsome face fell, that was the only way to describe it. "You can't. The wards will stop you. They stopped us, all of us who tried."
"Then let us go back to when she met her lover, the one she met that night."
"Anna, we tried that too. My dear, no one has had any success with any of our queens, nor the few kings that came before Malachi. The wards do what they do."
"Suck?" I snarked.
An idea finally hit me. "Let's go back to one week before she died. To the home she was living in. I want to go to her bedroom at a time when no one is in there."
"That we can do. I was with her that week, I know just the day. Jericho? Olivia?" My newest wolves walked over, joining us at Val's bidding. "Anna, we'll need the proper clothes."
I summoned my magic and Diego yipped happily nearby as I changed our modern clothes to something more fitting. Goddess, women's clothes before the nineteen fifties seemed to weight a metric ton.
"Good. Now, just as I told you. I will point the point in your mind. Close your eyes and open your mind as I taught you."
I did and saw a tunnel, and endless long tunnel. To one side it was straight, to the other there were a thousand branches. It was time I saw in my head, feeling my mind connect to it. I felt Val's magic touch mine, and as he'd shown me, I relaxed mine and let his mind touch my own.
The tunnel of time was every shade of black, and there were thousands, but the coordinates Val gave me were like a pink thread.
"Grab it, Anna. Lock onto us all and follow it."
I felt them all, another witch, two wolves, and my familiar, and as soon as my mind touched his my magic flared. I saw the tunnel and I was in it, clutching to the pink thread with no hands. I was screaming and silent, spinning, traveling faster than light, but yet my body felt still.
We hit the end of the tread and it went through the wall of the tunnel. Inside it the tunnel was huge, bigger than my mind could handle, but as we left I looked back and it was as tiny as a human vein. Looking forward again I saw we were in a stone room.
Everyone was intact, and Jerry and Liv looked as spooked as I felt. Val slowly clapped. "Anna, perfect!"
There was a giant fireplace, the biggest I had ever seen, and a bed of the same kind of dimensions piled high with rough furs.
"Is that...is that bear?" I asked.
Jerry nodded.
Other than that the large room was empty. I walked through a doorway where Diego had gone and found a large wardrobe and a small desk with a stool. The desk was what I wanted and on it I found papers, a rare luxury in that time I knew. Magic let me read the writing and I saw it was missives being prepared to go to the Council to distribute to the witches. Boring stuff I'd already read about.
"Val, is there a spell to find something you don't know exists?"
He strolled in with my errant body guards. Liv was staring in wonder, and I knew she had never gone back in time. Jerry was looking around and I could tell the lost, hopeful expression was him remembering his life at this time.
"Did you read the second spell book I gave you?"
"I had time when?"
"The beauty of knowing time travel means you can never use that excuse again. All right, first we cast a spell to see if what you seek does exist."
"A diary. Most women keep them, a journal, an appointment book, something like that."
"So envision a calendar, now envision Sigrid-"
"I don't know what she looked like."
He sighed. "Fine, I'll do it." He closed his eyes and reached out as if to pet a dog. Diego looked at him and that me questioning. I shook my head and he sat, and Val drew his hand back. It told me his own familiar was a canine, which made me smile. I liked dog people.
"We must go," Val said suddenly. This time it was him.
Riding along all I knew was one moment I watched him close his eyes, and the next I was screaming back along the tread, but this time I didn't hold anything. When the rushing darkness cleared we stood back in the meeting room I trained in.
"What the hell, Val?"
"We had to leave. I must go to the Council, now."
"What? What's wrong?"
"Anna, there was a journal. But it's been taken, taken through time."
"But that's not possible, the wards-"
"The wards have been broken."
I shook my head. "I thought you said none of us could break them."
"No one can. No one but the first witch and first sorcerer. Anna, stay here on this island where you're safe. Stay until I get back." And with that he disappeared.
I waved my hand and gave me back my sun dress, the shorts and tees Jerry and Liv had come in, sandals back on our feet.
"Your majesty?"
"Liv, for the thousandth time, Anna, just call me Anna."
"What's happening?"
"Nothing right now." I smiled to calm my nerves. Nothing made sense. I wondered how Val knew the wards had been tampered with. How the hell did even know a journal existed? "Go back to cards, I'm going to do some reading."