A/N: This is the first chapter of an already finished 75,000 words sapphic bdsm novel, so you'll not have to fear that you'll have to wait ages for the next installment - let nobody say I don't learn from past mistakes.
Accompany our main characters and best friends, Bunny and Anne, on a journey of discovery into the realms of bdsm, and watch them find love and trust in each other while they almost get swept away by the intensity of their kinky games. If you feel the premise reads somewhat constructed, please bear with me. I promise it will improve quickly. Thank you for taking the time to read and vote. I hope you enjoy reading it!
Chapter 1 - The Best Laid Plans...
I clenched my thighs around my hand and tried to stifle the gasp that was trying to escape my throat. Outrageous was the word that popped up in my head, and I said so.
Fabric rustled at the other side of the room, followed by bare feet which pattered unsteadily through the dark. My mattress sank down next to me.
"Anne!" I exclaimed and felt embarrassed, lying in bed like this, my pajama pants down at my ankles, my top bunched around my neck, one hand on my moist sex. Yes, the room was dark and I was covered by the blanket, but I was sure that Anne was all too aware what I was doing in my bed. Until now, with the whole room between us, I could pretend that she didn't realize what I was doing when we had our slippery whispered conversations, and she could pretend the same with me. Her being so close added a whole new level of intimacy, and it made me feel uncomfortable. It crossed a threshold, and I wasn't into girls.
"Hush," she whispered, "just imagine how it would be. You'd have to do anything he asked you to, anything. He'd be unable to resist the temptation."
"I don't know," I whimpered, and felt like chastising myself, I couldn't seriously be considering it!
Anne had always had a wicked imagination, and those few times I had let myself be talked into doing naughty things, like flashing my boobs from the car window or streaking naked across the college lawn at night, it had been her constant needling that had persuaded me. But now that the end of our college time was approaching fast, her imagination seemed to drift from just naughty to seriously kinky. Our nightly talks tended to turn from sweet guys to ropes or cuffs or even whips and paddles on a regular basis, and while it still made me uncomfortable, I couldn't deny that it intrigued me a bit as well.
We'd been roommates for the whole time, almost four years, at St. Mary's College, she, the lean, blonde and tanned embodiment of the hyper and outgoing California girl and me, the grey mouse with the brunette page cut from the bible belt. Despite our differences in looks and upbringing we had gotten on brilliantly from the first moment, and had soon established our roles. I'd keep our room tidy, help her with homework and remind her of deadlines, while she made sure that I didn't get buried under books and whisked me out of the dorm room to party and have fun every so often.
"I really don't know!" I told her again, and almost shrieked when she moved on the bed and the mattress compressed on both sides of my hips. "Anne!"
She tittered. Then her weight settled on my stomach, or in fact, on my arm that was still extended across it and cupping my sex. I stiffened and my eyes went wide, staring fearfully at her silhouette.
"Oh my," she whispered, her amusement dripping from her lips, "the thought has you all worked up. You naughty, naughty girl!"
I don't know what exactly went on in my head at that moment, I could have pushed her off me, ordered her to leave me alone, but something in her playful banter touched deep inside me, reached something previously hidden. My pussy tingled and I couldn't stop myself from crooking a finger and dipping it into my moist folds.
She seemed to notice what was going on with me, because more of her weight settled on my stomach and arm, so I was unable to move it even an inch. I felt trapped - and hot. Then her weight shifted again, and I realized with a gasp that she was leaning forward, until her upper body was pressing down on mine, and her face was just inches from my own.
"Will you do it?" She inquired, and I could feel her breath tickle my cheek.
Goosebumps raced across my skin. I was close to hyperventilating. This felt wrong, but at the same time, something stirred inside me, a beast yearning to be set free.
"I - I don't think I can," I groaned.
Her idea was - as I have already said - outrageous, and I wish I hadn't confessed my fantasies to her, my dreams of being Jason's toy, the plaything of our tall, good-looking, funny dorm neighbor. I had been admiring him from afar for the last two years, and ever since he stopped me from toppling from the floor when I bumped into him after turning a corner a few months ago, my fantasies had turned him into my strong, ruthless hero. He had caught me in his strong hands and set me upright again without effort, with an almost painful grip around my arms.
In the beginning, I had imagined us to make love for hours, sweetly, sensuously, but lately those images had turned towards rough sex, him taking his pleasure from me without asking, without tenderness.
And Anne had come up with a solution. Time was running out, because in a few months - months that would be filled with waiting for the results of our finals, being away for spring break and finally some business orientation courses - we'd be off to real life and real jobs. I don't know if it was the pressure of the upcoming exams or her constant talk about kinky sex that had kindled my fantasies, but I couldn't get them out of my head, and so one night, after a whispered discussion about new kinky implements of torture she had discovered on the internet and a bit tipsy from three glasses of sparkling wine, I had laid my dark secret bare to her. And she had made it her mission to make them become reality. Even worse, I had, in a fit of utter craziness, asked her to make sure it became real.
Her solution was blackmail. No, not blackmailing him, that wouldn't really work, would it? 'Be ruthless or else!' What a silly idea! Anne's idea was rather the opposite, about giving him the material to blackmail me. Of course, that sounds easier as it is, but while I was still stumped about how I could accomplish that after she had lined out her basic idea, she already had a plan. A crazy, convoluted plan nonetheless, but then, her plans tended to be like that, but she usually got what she wanted. And so I played along, albeit hesitantly.
In fact, it could be reduced to two words: lewd conduct. St. Mary's was a catholic college, and while it was overall just as modern as others, a few outdated views were still alive in the rulebook. One of those was the ban on gay and lesbian sex, and an offence would mean immediate expulsion. Perfect blackmail material.
"Anne," I pleaded once more, "I can't! What if something goes wrong, what if the pictures come out into the open? It's my future, I'd get thrown out without a degree!"
"Oh Bunnie," she whispered. "If you don't take risks, you'll never experience anything worthwhile." Suddenly, her fingers were stroking my cheek.
"Anne!" I objected, and pulled my free arm out of the blanked to push her hand away. Before I could do so she had anticipated my movement and captured my wrist, pulling my hand above my head and pushing it down into the cushion, then her other hand went back to caressing my cheek. "Anne!"
My protests fell on deaf ears. "Don't fight it, honey," she purred, "imagine I'm Jason, and I have you here, helpless, knowing that I can do with you whatever I want."
I couldn't help it. I mean, I probably could have helped it, if I had really tried. But the image was so delicious that I didn't want to resist. I was aware that our nightly sessions of whispering across the room had suddenly changed into something profoundly sexual, and that I was letting myself being led towards a slippery slope, but I didn't care.
After four years of friendship, I trusted Anne, and I didn't want to pass up the possibility of fulfilling my fantasies. But, most of all, something about my position, one hand trapped on my pussy, the other over my head, made my body tingle and my clit pulsate. I closed my eyes.
"Oh god," I murmured, "I'm so hot. I'm yours."
I know, I'd had more eloquent moments in my life, but thinking was really becoming difficult.