Like most Friday nights, when I am not working at Risotto, a local family owned Italian restaurant, I am at home. Looking at online forums either reading about Star Wars lore or watching Star Wars media. When that starts to bore me I usually go to my bed and watch some porn. A man has to have sex, but unfortunately for me I don't have a girl in my life to take out all my pent up sexual urges. Guess I am not lucky enough for that to be the case.
Reddit is also a site I visit with frequency. As I work on my desktop computer Reddit is always just a bookmark away. I shift in my computer chair. The rain outside is piter patting at my closed window. I am glad I am not out in that December chill. It is a relief to be at home, upstairs in my room as my parents are down below going about their lives.
What should I look for tonight? I think to myself. I start typing on my wireless keyboard. Look at my reflection at the window. I see my reflection looking at me. Blue eyes squinting behind black rimmed glasses. Wavy blonde hair that people say reminds them of shaggy from Scooby-Doo. My white t- shirt a little dirty, a little yellow. I don't wash my clothes often I admit to myself with a smile. Fuck it who cares. It is not like I have too many friends to impress.
The only exception is Derrick from down the street. Though he can be annoying at times. He always wants to drink alcohol and play Fortnite. I am not into Fortnite.
The one word I type into the keyboard is a recent word that has come alive to me. I have heard it before growing up, but to see and understand what it means in the context of porn was an eye opener. Cuckold. Not just cuckold but cuckold porn. I type up both words cuckold and porn together. I get an instant hard on.
Yeah, I am into cuckold porn. But not into being cucked as they say. But to do the cucking. To be the one fucking the girlfriend or wife. Yeah, that is my kind of night. That is the life I want to be living.
I am a virgin so cucking someone might out of my league, but I seek to one day change that. Will it happen over night? Hell, I wish but I am a realistic nerd. I know shit like this does not happen without making some changes. However, I view this path similar to Luke Skywalker. He did not become a jedi in one movie. No, it took a few more movies. It took time.
Call me Pete Cuckwalker. I smirk once more as a few links pop up on my large 25 inch monitor. So many choices, but I decide to click on one of my personal favorite websites. It is called "Hotwives For You".
The website is filled with sexy hotwives, horny cucks, and hard Bulls. It is a forum where all can share and connect over all things cuckold and hotwifing. I already have a profile. My profile name is you guessed it Luke Cuckwalker. Most people don't get it. Most guys think I am a cuck. I am happy to correct them. Gets the conversation going. My hope is to meet a cuck that gives me a chance. It is always a challenge to get them to open up to the idea of me cucking them. Being a virgin is a deal-breaker for most. Some are into it. But at the end they always seem to either ghost me or I find out they live in Australia. The odds of finding a local cuckold couple is just too difficult.
I login to my account on Hotwives For You. I have two new messages. One from a random dude asking for pics of my cock. But the other is from a cuck I have been talking to for the past few weeks. His profile name is Holder. Our communication started with a comment I made on his post. His post had been called "What is a cuck to do?" It was all about how he wanted to be cucked for the past two years. He was a married guy. On the post he wrote he was married for five years now and recently found cuckold porn. Unlike me this unlocked his cuck fantasy not a Bull fantasy. To some degree I have some ounce of respect for a guy that goes after his cuckold fantasy, Even if others might look down at him. Even if society tells him he should feel like shit for doing such a thing. On the other hand, I know I won't respect the cuck at all if I fuck his woman in front of him. When that day comes everything changes.
I read his message,