“I can’t take her with me.” It is finished; the truth has been laid bare. His two lovers start with a low guttural sound,
“What do you mean telling him that? Are you crazy? You are going to blow it!” they growl one after the other, seeing the kidnapping money blow out of their claws. He only hears the silence on the other end of the phone, but he perceives a human happy, silently blessing him. The only blessings he will ever receive whether in heaven or in hell. He turns around to look at his friends’ cloudy faces,
“Go back to the party, entertain them before they come in and ring your necks here in this house before we can get them into the bloody car!” They come to their senses and obey, leaving him in the old tub with the lion paws. August slides down into the tub and decides that it is time to cleanse himself of all sin. He puts his head under the facet to wash off the sticky chocolate, and splashes fresh water over his willowy pale body to wash off the road grim, sweat and dried blood.
“I wish that I could stay in this cool, airy house. Dump my brains and get new ones. But no living thing in this world wants me, loves me. And the one being who does love me, I am going to leave behind.”
Suddenly, he feels immensely alone. The bottom of the tub changes from white to the black intensity of the vacuum of space, stars dust the dark velvet, and then it too slip out from beneath him. He is in a car’s front seat, riding down a dusty dirt road. Ahead, a blinding silver factory spirals up to the white-hot sky, thin metal stacks thrust at the heart of heaven, piercing the heat-laden sky. The convict beside him laughs, enjoying wheeling the large, old convertible. August’s friends laugh in response, unaware of the murderous thoughts of the criminals in the car with them. Or are they just heedless? As one, they will react.
August leans close to the driver, the faint wrinkles visible on the leathery face, neck exposed, his dusty brown hair whipping in the sizzling hot wind. How will this man’s flesh taste? Sweet and tender, or bitter and stringy like his soul? August bits a chunk out of the man’s neck. Blood spills down from his mouth, sharp jagged white teeth gleam behind a bloody smile,
“Oh, I have leaned in much too close … poor guy.” He laughs as the old beat-up car heads towards the oil processing plant controlled by a dead man’s hands. The last thing August hears is the screams of his friends before the fire hits.