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"Aelfhild Dese held [one hide of land] of King Edward.... It lies in the forest and has never paid geld, so the shire says." From the Domesday Book entry for Bucklebury.
The woman tossed in tormented sleep, the writhing of sweat damp limbs freeing the weight of blanket, piling it, pushing it in swelling waves about her gently kick-kick-kicking feet. Her body tensed, and with a moan she subsided into consciousness.
She sat up with a gasp, the dream more real than waking night: the hot, foul, breath, the great gaping mouth, the teeth and the obscenely lolling tongue.
Uncoiling sweat-cooled limbs she negotiated the bare boards, and then the latch, stepping out unclothed into the night. An engorged moon monochromed the glade: the bean poles; the neat plots planted out with vegetables and herbs; the coiled bee skeps; the blossoming plums and cherries; the woodpile; and at its edge, the intricate postures of the pollards, smudging to black.
And there, at the threshold of perception, a raw howl of pain. The woman shivered, her body resonant to the subsiding strains.
Far off came the belling of hounds, and men cursing as they struggled to hack a way through the underwood. She felt the panic hammering up through her blood: the moment imminent when the slobbering hounds and weaponed men would burst from the darkness between the trees.
Voices were being raised, bad tempered, quarrelsome; she heard her own name, Aelfhild, and another word, witch. The argument dragged, becoming desultory, fading and flaring up again - then decision was reached; straining, Aelfhild listened as the men and dogs beat a path back through the forest towards Bucklebury.
It was late morning when Aelfhild found him. Having struggled to the woodpile with an awkward armful of windfalls, she let the branches tumble as her hands flew to her mouth. There, beside the logs, he lay naked. Torpid, amid a bush of wire hair, nestled the penis with its one moist eye.
Rooted, she watched as the sprawling figure flickered towards life, limbs shifting under him as he struggled to rise. She grabbed a log, and straddling him, stood poised to bring it crashing down. He peered up at her, and his amber-flecked eyes meeting hers, he reached out his hand. She raised the log. And then the man fainted clean away.
Hauling him by the pits of his arms, Aelfhild dragged him back to the cottage, and with a final effort bundled him onto the flock mattress. She wiped her hands on her dress, then holding them up to her face, recoiled from the scent of his sweat upon her fingers.
Pulling up a stool she sat over him. Mind and muscle had been pushed beyond their limits, but she saw no signs of physical harm. "I had forgotten," she thought, "that a man has so much hair upon his body." Hesitantly she ran a finger across the pelt of his chest, and was startled as he stirred under her touch. She gathered up the blanket and settled it across him, before returning to the day's chores.
The man slept the whole of that day and on into the night. When the time came for her to sleep herself, Aelfhild threw her cloak upon the floor and made that her bed. Lying across the room from him, she found herself listening to the rhythm of his breathing: short pants, interspersed with sudden, twitchy snorts. At times his mouth would snap open and shut, his face distorted into a snarl; and then he would moan, whining and needy, clawing at the empty air.
Aelfhild rose and prepared an infusion of feverfew. Kneeling beside him, she saw that the blanket had bunched around his loins, baring the matted chest, which glistened with perspiration. She lifted the hem, drawing it over his nakedness, and found his eyes looking into hers.
"Who are you?" he asked.
She smoothed the blanket, "I found you. You've been ill. You need rest now."
He winced and faced the wall. "There can be no rest for a wolfshead."
An outlaw then; the Normans had made many such.
Raising his head and turning it towards her, she held the bowl of the healing liquid to his lips and bade him drink. When he had emptied it, she settled him upon the bed. "Sleep now," she said.
She sat by him a while longer, but when he showed no further signs of unrest, she shook out her cloak on the floor beside him, and lay down to sleep.
The man's hand touched lightly on her neck and settled there. "You are kind," he murmured. After the hand had lifted Aelfhild could still feel his touch warm upon her skin.
She woke to the dull thud of wood being chopped, the bed empty beside her. As on the previous day, she found him by the woodpile, but no more an invalid. Aelfhild watched, as in his hand the axe rose and fell in an easy rhythm, the muscles in his arms and back bunching powerfully beneath the skin. Across his free shoulder he was wearing the blanket like a cloak, a length of twine fastening it about his waist.
Stepping softly, Aelfhild came closer, just out of the swing of the axe. As she reached out to touch his shoulder, he turned and smiled at her, "Good morning to you."
She took a step back; "You should be in bed," she said, her voice harsh with surprise.
He lowered the axe, and leant loose-limbed upon the haft. "No, I am better now," he grinned, "thanks to my leechwoman.
Disconcerted, Aelfhild forced herself to return his gaze. "I did nothing," she said, "but I am glad you are well." Turning, she walked stiffly back to the house, his eyes burning upon her back.
Breakfast passed in a leaden silence, broken only by the scraping of spoons and the noises the man made as he ate. Each time Aelfhild looked up she found his gaze upon her.
"This place," he said at length, pushing the wooden bowl away, "You're alone here?"
She nodded. "I should have lied", she thought, "I could have said that my man was returning."
The man swigged his ale, and sitting back, took in his surroundings, the blackened iron pot balanced above the raised clay hearth; the bunches of herbs drying in the rafters; the shelves laden with jars and pestles; the iron-bound chest for napery; the rolled palliasse upon which he had slept; the trestle table at which they sat, breaking their fast. Interlacing his fingers, he stretched out his arms, the palms facing towards her, and then raising them above his head, swung them wide, opening up his chest as he brought his hands down to rest on his broad thighs. There was a stump in the yard, he said, that should be dug out, and the picket round the croft needed mending; the thatch of the roof, that would not last another winter. It was the least he could do. His name he said was Ulf.
From the window she watched him surreptitiously as he worked, taking a mattock to the rotten stump. He still wore the blanket; it was a nuisance to him. He was tugging continuously to stop it sliding from his shoulder; on each downstroke of the mattock it would fall to one side, baring his arse and balls. Aelfhild went to the oak chest, and took out a length of weave. She had intended it for a dress; instead she set to making Ulf a pair of britches.
As the days passed Ulf found other jobs to do. Aelfhild wondered when he would leave, then wondered if he would stay. She became accustomed to the strong, unwashed scent of him, to the hirsute limbs sprawled by the hearth; to his bounding energy, and sudden, twitchy alertness. At the sound of villagers from Bucklebury picking their way through the woods to come and see the wisewoman, he would slope off into the trees, returning guiltily when they had gone.