The Renfield Syndrome (Bisexual horror) - David is an ordinary man thrown into a nightmarish world of bloodlust and passion with his own humanity at stake. This is an ongoing work in progress of psychosexual horror. https://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=7267751&page=submissions
Content Warning:
Bloody horror violence and gore, strong sexual content
CHAPTER 11
The rain came down in an unbroken gray downpour, drenching the city and its inhabitants. Those who dwelt here were well used to inclement weather and rarely let it disrupt their lives, moving about the rain-clogged streets in a crowd of umbrellas. With no sun to track across the dreary sky, there was little indication of time passing until a gradual loss of light signaled sundown once more.
David and Roach spent the day in Lori's apartment with David only venturing out once to restock their supply of raw meat. With Roach's help, Lori remained sedate in her drug-induced euphoria, sleeping, eating, and masturbating at regular intervals as the day went on. David and Roach killed the rest of the time with various distractions and much conversation and David found the woman to be pleasant company. She was frank and unpretentious with a great deal of knowledge accumulated over her eight decades on the planet, dating back to her days as an army nurse stationed in Vietnam. And like Lucas, she had a great deal of insight into their shared condition.
Roach took a much more combative stance against the Beast than Lucas did, speaking in terms of conquest rather than coexistence. "You have to learn to throw a rope around that bitch and ride it like a fucking bull," she said in her blunt manner. "You've got to teach it discipline, or you'll wind up one of the ferals. You can't bargain with it, but you can force it to work for you. You can
use
it. It'll make you powerful as shit if you stay in charge. Powerful enough to tear Belial a new one if he gets in your face again."
"Power's not what I'm worried about," David said. "It's my humanity that's the problem."
"You've been talking to Lucas, that's what he says. Me, I've stayed human out of sheer bullheadedness, I suppose. Or at least as close to human as we get, whatever the hell we are. I refuse to give it control over me. I don't like
anything
having control over me." Roach said this last with a great note of bitterness and David sympathized having recently felt Angelique's direct influence.
"When SHE was here last night, I was totally under her control," David said with a paranoid glance around the apartment. "This time she made me attack Lori. I couldn't even try to resist, she made me
want
to do it. I wanted to do it to please her."
"It's something that gets worse as time goes on and the more she feeds us. It's like we get mentally conditioned to obey. I'm still able to hold a rebellious thought in my head when dealing with her, but even that's hard. Lucas fights the hardest, but he's so in her thrall that he says he's not sure which emotions and desires are his, and which are ones Angelique's impressed onto his mind over time."
David shuddered. "Have you ever been able to resist her?"
"It's possible," Roach said, dropping her voice to a conspiratorial whisper. "It takes some serious mental discipline and it's a lot harder if she's got her full attention on you. Easier if she's distracted. Sometimes I can shield my thoughts from her, that's tricky too. It's sort of like making yourself think really hard about nothing at all. Meditation helps."
"I've done that," David said. "Helps with alcohol cravings too. Kinda sometimes, anyway."
The evening drew on, with Roach passing the time by teaching David a variety of poker games. She was skilled with the cards, shuffling and manipulating them like a casino dealer with an impressive amount of flair. Lori remained sedate, floating on her golden cloud of heroin that Roach expertly resupplied her with when Lori's hyperactive system began to shake off the effects. "We should give her a break from this stuff," Roach said. "Pretty soon we can move her to my place, she can ride out the rest of it there. There, I'll be prepped to handle her if she gets violent. Don't worry, David, she's going to come out of this. I know just from what you've told me about her."
"I'll be right there with you. I got her into this whole thing, I have to see her through."
"I think you're used to taking the blame for things, kid," Roach said. "You can't take responsibility for the shit Angelique does, you'll drive yourself crazy. Lori's one of us now, we just have to get her past this little rough patch. Piece o' cake, Trust me."
"Thanks, Roach." David said. "Seriously, I appreciate everything you've..."
Suddenly, inside David's head and deep in his heart, a bizarre yearning rose in him. It was so intense and abrupt that he broke off with a gasp, clutching at his own chest. In his mind, unbidden, an image rose of Angelique, more sublime than ever and his heart felt it might break with longing for her. The desire for her was immediate and irresistible as three words spoke inside David's head like the peal of a bell.
Come to me...
"Roach?" David croaked, but she had closed her eyes and didn't respond. Angelique's seductive voice laid dozens of hooks in David's brain and he could nearly feel himself being physically pulled toward her, and suddenly he knew where in the city she was. An image arose in his mind's eye of a great dark building jutting into the sky, the tallest building in Seattle. The supernatural yearning to be in Angelique's presence was all-encompassing and David got to his feet without thinking, as if to run to her. "Roach, she's in my head right now."
"She's in all our heads. Mine and Lori's too." Roach told him. Indeed, Lori emerged from the bedroom on all fours, her eyes gleaming red. She was groggy and staggering from the effects of the heroin in her veins, but she was aware, looking around the room with desperate eyes. She opened her mouth and with a great "HURK" sound, vomited onto the living room carpet. David instinctively went to her and put his arms around her bare shoulders, the drugs making her too sluggish to lash out at him as her body spasmed again and she emptied the contents of her stomach onto the floor.
COME TO ME...
The voice in his head was louder this time, less a seduction and much more a command. David shook his head and resisted a sudden urge to dash straight for the door. Angelique wanted him and he wanted her, and the distance between them seemed far, far too great. But he knew where she was and where she wanted him to be. There wasn't a doubt in his mind.
"Let's go." Roach said. "It's going to get worse until we do. If we resist too long, she'll come to us. Let's get Lori dressed if we can. We'll take her with us. She's pretty out of it, but she'll run there naked if we let her."
David went to Lori's closet and procured one of her black dresses, selected for the ease of getting her into it. Lori didn't protest as Roach held her upright while David pulled it over her head and worked her arms into the holes. "What do you think Angelique wants?" he asked Roach as she hurriedly collected her things and stuffed them into the pockets of her coat.
"We'll find out," Roach said. "She gets lonely and likes to be attended to. She'll call us together from time to time so we can worship her. That's our whole purpose after all." She repacked her drug works as David found shoes for Lori to wear and coaxed them onto her feet. Lori's fingers were entwined in her own hair, tearing at it as she cried out in longing.
"Lori? It's me David, we have to go. Can you stand?" He carefully boosted her to her feet and supported her as she wobbled, her stoned eyes casting wildly about the room. "Hold on to me, Lori. We're going to go see Angelique." The sound of her new Mistress' name gave Lori a modicum of focus as she fought through the drug haze in her urgency to answer the call. David continued to talk to her soothingly, as Roach zipped her coat and made for the door.
"We're going to have to muscle her down the stairs, unless they fixed that elevator today." Roach said. "My car's parked a couple of blocks down. I know where we're going, I've been there before." She stepped to Lori's other side and helped stabilize her on her feet, and they half walked, half-drug Lori with them out into the hallway.
The journey down the stairs was thankfully interrupted by only one of Lori and David's neighbors, climbing the narrow flights in the opposite direction. Though Lori growled low in her throat as they passed on the third-floor landing, David and Roach hustled her away and downward out onto the street. There, they were just clubgoers helping an exceptionally drunk companion find her way home, their disguise adequate to reach Roach's car without further incident. Lori was loaded into the back seat where she sat with her chin lolling on her chest as she fought against the drugs. After a second's thought, David joined her in hopes of keeping her sedate while Roach drove.
"Come on, Lori, snap out of it," David said for the hundredth time that day. "Tell me you understand me, tell me you're still you." Lori groggily raised her head and looked at him, muttered something inaudible, and then fell to watching him suspiciously as Roach started the car for the short drive from Capitol Hill to downtown.
As they made their way to the freeway, David grappled with the unnatural longing he still felt for Angelique. It was physically painful, as though his heart might break to be away from her for a minute longer. There was no doubt it was a false feeling, and David tried hard to summon revulsion and hatred for Angelique and everything she'd done. But his mind betrayed him, picturing her in all her glory, ethereal in her beauty and terrible in her power, and he longed to bask in her presence once more. The duality was frustrating and confusing, to be so repelled and yet so drawn at the same time, and he tried to steel himself against the intrusive thoughts.
Remember what's true.