The Renfield Syndrome (Bisexual horror) - David is an ordinary man thrown into a nightmarish world of bloodlust and passion with his own humanity at stake. This is an ongoing work in progress of psychosexual horror. https://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=7267751&page=submissions
Content Warning:
Bloody horror violence and gore, strong sexual content
CHAPTER 11
The rain came down in an unbroken gray downpour, drenching the city and its inhabitants. Those who dwelt here were well used to inclement weather and rarely let it disrupt their lives, moving about the rain-clogged streets in a crowd of umbrellas. With no sun to track across the dreary sky, there was little indication of time passing until a gradual loss of light signaled sundown once more.
David and Roach spent the day in Lori's apartment with David only venturing out once to restock their supply of raw meat. With Roach's help, Lori remained sedate in her drug-induced euphoria, sleeping, eating, and masturbating at regular intervals as the day went on. David and Roach killed the rest of the time with various distractions and much conversation and David found the woman to be pleasant company. She was frank and unpretentious with a great deal of knowledge accumulated over her eight decades on the planet, dating back to her days as an army nurse stationed in Vietnam. And like Lucas, she had a great deal of insight into their shared condition.
Roach took a much more combative stance against the Beast than Lucas did, speaking in terms of conquest rather than coexistence. "You have to learn to throw a rope around that bitch and ride it like a fucking bull," she said in her blunt manner. "You've got to teach it discipline, or you'll wind up one of the ferals. You can't bargain with it, but you can force it to work for you. You can
use
it. It'll make you powerful as shit if you stay in charge. Powerful enough to tear Belial a new one if he gets in your face again."
"Power's not what I'm worried about," David said. "It's my humanity that's the problem."
"You've been talking to Lucas, that's what he says. Me, I've stayed human out of sheer bullheadedness, I suppose. Or at least as close to human as we get, whatever the hell we are. I refuse to give it control over me. I don't like
anything
having control over me." Roach said this last with a great note of bitterness and David sympathized having recently felt Angelique's direct influence.
"When SHE was here last night, I was totally under her control," David said with a paranoid glance around the apartment. "This time she made me attack Lori. I couldn't even try to resist, she made me
want
to do it. I wanted to do it to please her."
"It's something that gets worse as time goes on and the more she feeds us. It's like we get mentally conditioned to obey. I'm still able to hold a rebellious thought in my head when dealing with her, but even that's hard. Lucas fights the hardest, but he's so in her thrall that he says he's not sure which emotions and desires are his, and which are ones Angelique's impressed onto his mind over time."
David shuddered. "Have you ever been able to resist her?"
"It's possible," Roach said, dropping her voice to a conspiratorial whisper. "It takes some serious mental discipline and it's a lot harder if she's got her full attention on you. Easier if she's distracted. Sometimes I can shield my thoughts from her, that's tricky too. It's sort of like making yourself think really hard about nothing at all. Meditation helps."
"I've done that," David said. "Helps with alcohol cravings too. Kinda sometimes, anyway."
The evening drew on, with Roach passing the time by teaching David a variety of poker games. She was skilled with the cards, shuffling and manipulating them like a casino dealer with an impressive amount of flair. Lori remained sedate, floating on her golden cloud of heroin that Roach expertly resupplied her with when Lori's hyperactive system began to shake off the effects. "We should give her a break from this stuff," Roach said. "Pretty soon we can move her to my place, she can ride out the rest of it there. There, I'll be prepped to handle her if she gets violent. Don't worry, David, she's going to come out of this. I know just from what you've told me about her."
"I'll be right there with you. I got her into this whole thing, I have to see her through."
"I think you're used to taking the blame for things, kid," Roach said. "You can't take responsibility for the shit Angelique does, you'll drive yourself crazy. Lori's one of us now, we just have to get her past this little rough patch. Piece o' cake, Trust me."
"Thanks, Roach." David said. "Seriously, I appreciate everything you've..."
Suddenly, inside David's head and deep in his heart, a bizarre yearning rose in him. It was so intense and abrupt that he broke off with a gasp, clutching at his own chest. In his mind, unbidden, an image rose of Angelique, more sublime than ever and his heart felt it might break with longing for her. The desire for her was immediate and irresistible as three words spoke inside David's head like the peal of a bell.
Come to me...