I don't know what happened between us. We used to be close, then everything changed, almost instantly for me anyway. Jon didn't change but I did. I guess that's what I found so maddening. I thought we were going to grow from friends to more, then...nothing. Everything stayed the same. I realized he would never change and I began hating him. Now every time I'm near him I'm reminded of it.
Remembering when I kissed him and he didn't kiss me back infuriates me. I used to believe we would be together forever. Pussy, he's a fucking pussy.
I would never admit to my friends that I still think about him. They love tormenting him more than I do. Another thing they don't know about me is I'm still a virgin. Don't get me wrong, I want sex. I have an incredible sex drive, just...nobody does it for me. I mean even touching myself I usually don't think about anyone except for...Jon. I get angry later because thinking about him gives me the most intense orgasms. I can't fucking win. I even thought about experimenting but women just don't do it for me. Like I said...can't win.
I haven't seen Jon in a week. He must be sick. I'm not sure if he has friends he hangs out with. He probably has his head stuck in his art pad. Fuck it, why am I thinking so much about him today...little pussy.
Changing the subject. I've been having the weirdest dreams lately. I only remember bits and pieces of them. I'm usually in my room. It's somehow hot and cold at the same time, almost like having a cold feels. It's freezing but I'm covered in sweat. Everything is surreal. I'm laying on my bed nude with no blankets.
There's an invisible presence watching me. I'm fearful of it but I want it to see me...all of me. Feeling it's stare excites me. I run my hands up and down my sweaty body. Spreading my legs wide I stare into the darkest corner where I feel it's gaze the strongest. I want to please it. Touching my clit with my index finger, I rub in a circular motion. I face the shadows, it shimmers, I think it's pleased with me.
Not being able to help myself I slide two fingers in. I'm gasping but can almost hear something just beyond my breathing. I listen, other than my own heartbeat...breathing and it's not me. It's coming from the dark mass matching it's pulsation.
Slowing my breathing so I can hear more clearly, pumping my fingers faster...it matches me, each breath, it's breathing with me.
My fear and excitement mingle in such a way that drives me insane. Feeling the most powerful orgasm tempting me, I reach blindly for something, anything to shove into my aching pussy. I grasp what I believe to be a lotion bottle and just as I'm working it in me the darkness is gone and I wake up frustrated, covered in sweat soaking the mattress.
I try to coax an orgasm but even dripping wet and sensitive it's not happening. Oh well. I'll be a mega-cunt to everybody at school today. How surprised they will be. They would be if they knew the reason why.
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Jon's not in class again today. I hate to admit it, I'm curious. He hates school but never missed so much before. I wish he had a friend I could find out something from so I could stop thinking about the little prick so much.
A peculiar thought occurs to me. I've known him since we were children and have no idea what his cock is like. I wonder how big it is, how it feels...inside me. Jeezus, my pussy just clenched. I almost came at my locker. My panties are soaked. What the fuck! I tried for an hour this morning and nothing. Now just thinking about Jon's cock almost made me cum in a crowded hallway.
Damn, why am I doing this? I notice a small wet spot forming through my jeans. Covering it with my books I hurry to class.
Sitting in history I'm trying to keep my mind off Jon. Luckily my friends Quinn and Vogue aren't in this class with me. They would definitely notice something wrong and drive me insane passing notes wanting the scoop.
We've been studying Greek Mythology and today we're watching a film. The teacher pulls the screen down, it covers the chalkboard behind her desk. Rolling her chair in the corner, she sits and tells a kid behind me to turn off the lights as another switches on the projector.
Thank gawd. I welcome the darkness and the hum of the film running through the reels as it projects a scratchy image with monotone sound.
Staring at the bright rectangle, the only light in the room, it's almost hypnotic. It starts off with Chronos and works it's way to the other gods. When it gets to Hades I become interested. His face isn't visible but the actor they picked to play him has a extremely nice body. It shows him from behind and the screen cuts him off at his hips. He's nude, surveying his realm.
Though there's fire throughout it's still dark. It shows various people pushing giant wheels in a round track for no apparent reason other than to torment them. Other's carrying loads larger than their bodies, struggling, muscles quivering.
The punishments get worse the deeper into the Underworld the camera goes, the whole time following Hades' silhouetted form. Eventually we arrive to where they physically torture the worst society has to offer. Here screaming, moaning, and the cracks of whips with other various sounds are heard. There are people on racks being stretched, other's poked, prodded, even cut and burned. The whipping sound gets louder as the scene changes to a rather large demon whipping a female tied to a wall. He's furiously giving it to her as she screams. The camera follows the whip, it hits the girls bare back then focuses on her face. She's writhing in agony...or ecstasy. She's enjoying it each time the whip whelps her skin red. The camera drops down her spine showing the whips aftermath from her neck down to the small of her back. It's so clear I see each droplet of sweat streaming to her ass. I've never seen any kind of nudity on a school documentary before. I guess a bare ass isn't that bad though.
A hand grabs her ass hard flipping her around, the scene pans back. It's Hades. It's showing everything...his giant hard cock, her tits, her smooth pussy.
Scanning the room, nobody's freaking out, the other students, even the teacher are oblivious.
Hades grips a handful of the girls hair pushes his throbbing dick inside her mouth. Why isn't the teacher turning this off and why are the students not laughing and jeering? It's like I'm the only one seeing this.
He slides it relentlessly in until she gags and coughs up tons of spit. She's still enjoying it and even trying to take more of it into her throat. The scratchiness of the film is gone. It appears real.
Hades pulls his enormousness out as a gush of saliva floods her chest. He lifts her by the legs, spreading them just as the camera zooms in on the head of his shaft. It slides up and down over the folds of her glistening pussy where it hovers for a moment.
I plead "fuck her," then clasp my hand over my mouth hoping no one heard.
Nobody noticed. Really? Maybe I was quieter than I thought. I glance back at the screen, he slams it all the way in. It's so close I see her inner lips sucking in and out as he fucks her.