One of a quartet of stories I self-published a few years ago under the title
The Magic Corset
, but I think it will find a more appreciative readership here on
Literotica
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They say you should start the new year the way you mean to live it, and I desperately needed to start my life anew. Almost a year had passed since the accident that had robbed me of my husband in the icy late-January winter. Since that fateful day I had slept in the spare room, venturing into our bedroom only to collect my clothes and make-up as needed. But a year of mourning was enough, and at last I determined to reclaim my life, to celebrate what we had had together but to move on in search of an almost forgotten happiness.
I missed him so much. There were still many nights where I cried myself to sleep, or woke in the morning from dreaming of him to the reality of his absence. Increasingly, though, and this was a source of some internal conflict, guilt warring with frustration to the point of panic, I was horny. I have always been highly sexed, and a whole year without it, with only the cold comfort of my vibrators, had stirred a ferocious hunger in me, set my imagination on overdrive.
My heart was still stuck on Alan - the mere thought of living with, and loving, someone else felt like a betrayal - but sex... Yes, I could do sex. Fucking, after all, was just fucking. Besides, my husband had always had this fantasy of me sleeping with other men. I had always thought him weird about that, but it was starting to feel an awful lot like permission.
Yet I couldn't do anything unfaithful to him so long as there was such a tangible presence in the house. Clearing the bedroom was the first step. On New Year's Eve I took a day off work and dedicated it to that heart-breaking task - and I almost couldn't do it. I lay on our bed sobbing for hours, clutching mementos of our too-short romance. But it was cathartic, and afterwards I grabbed a roll of black bin bags and stuffed one after another with shoes and clothes and toiletries - the smell of his aftershave reduced me to tears again, but that too went - and books and magazines.
By late afternoon it was all gone, all save the object on top of the tall wardrobe. I had no idea what it was, had no memory of it beyond a subliminal awareness that it had been there at least since the accident. It was wrapped in brown paper, though whether it was a parcel received or unsent I couldn't tell.
I brought a chair through to stand on, and lifted it down carefully. It was heavy! And it was addressed to me: Mrs Amy Simpson. A gift for me, no doubt. A surprise. I fought back a fresh assault of tears as I unwrapped it carefully, lovingly, laughing to find a gorgeous pair of black leather boots with high stiletto heels, zips and buckles, and laces all the way to above the knees. Total stripper wear, a bedroom fantasy. I could just imagine him searching the internet for hours to find the perfect fuck-me heels.
And there was more. Matching black leather gloves that stretched to the elbows. Sheer silk stockings that must have cost a fortune, and a black garter belt to go with them. And a leopard-skin corset that could almost be made of real leopard skin. The soft fur was beautiful - hypnotically so.
I had to try it on, and straight away. I stripped in record time and sat on the bed to work my legs into the stockings. They looked so delicate, but felt strong, and the smooth perfection of the material stoked the fire of my arousal, which had been simmering gently for weeks. Not bothering with knickers - I was just trying it on, after all - I fixed the garter belt around my waist, hooked the stockings to it, and twirled in front of the mirror. I'm not usually a stockings girl, but these were undeniably sexy. I was undeniably sexy.
But I wasn't ready yet. I felt incomplete. I laced myself into the corset, adjusting the fit carefully before tugging the laces tight. I watched myself do this in the mirror, daring myself to pull tighter than ever before, imagining Alan's hands pulling roughly at the laces. (This was not the first corset he had bought for me.) I had always complained, worried about the pressure and permanent damage, but without him, in memory of him, to please him, I pulled past the point of complaint.
The sight of my narrowed waist in the mirror, the corset a tight sleeve, my breasts projecting lewdly above, my nipples like bullets,... I had to touch myself, to slip a finger into the nest between my legs, into my so-very-wet centre. All I needed now was...
The boots fit perfectly, to my surprise. I always have difficulty finding shoes that fit. Suddenly I was tall. It's amazing how much six inches changes your perspective. I worked my arms into the long gloves to complete then outfit, then looked in the mirror, adopted a sultry expression, and said, "I would so fuck you right now." The absurdity of saying it out loud made me laugh again, but I was in love with the sexy outfit.
I would never have dared to go outside wearing this, but my imagination was running riot. Walking down a crowded street, hands reaching out of nowhere to grab my breasts or feel my ass, fingers brushing my clit. Knowing that the wet folds of my pussy would be visible to roving eyes.
My fingers encouraged this fantasy, while with my other hand I alternated between my nipples, pinching hard until the pain made me gasp. After a minute, I abandoned the mirror, lay back on the bed and just concentrated on the building tension. I imagined Alan beside me, watching me, his fingers not mine stroking my clit, his lips sucking harshly at my nipples.
The corset forced my breathing to be shallow, and increasingly rapid as my climax approached, but its tight embrace was wonderful. I felt like a creature of sex, and wished Alan could see me now, dressed in his gift, fucking myself frantically with my leather-clad fingers, wetting the bed suddenly with a gush of fluid as I came, crying out incoherently, panting, convulsing.